Devotion 18

Psalms 18

This chapter is all about the crying out of BUSINESSMAN
hahaha... got conflict la.. got mercy a...... got fight back also! hahahaha

Businessman who follow christ... is different compare with other businessman...
I believe that if only the businessman is truly follow christ..
I truly believe......

狮王

什么东西?

诗篇 16:7,11 "Conversation"

我的心在夜间也劝戒我

你必把生命的路指引我
在你面前有满足的喜乐

In these verses, some word prompt out just like high light to me when I devotion at mid night 1.00am. I always have the same encounter just like the first chinese word i typed at this post.
My heart, guide and purify me in the night.
Tidak dapat dinafikan, most of the people when lay at the bed, 10min can arrive their dreamland compulsory... HAHAHAHHA

God's word always come out my mind when I lay down at bed, His word just like undirectly and the word also wont directly show me. His said to be before, He understand, He is leading me although I'm under pressure and addicted something. He lead me and open path. He lead me and comfort me.
And finally what He said to me, "Son, just don't forget "talk" to me, I will try my best to let you see My blue-print in your life. No matter what you're now, just don't forget talk to Me, My love to you more then your love to Me."
I believe these sentence content huge of verses in bible. So weird huh...... :P
I like to talk to God, because what I receive in realms life, only that moment I can let Him fliter all my stuff that I had learnt. Can be accept or not those principle...

Sometimes, may took 1 hour to "stop" the conversation.
Sometimes, talk until I can't make it, fall asleep~ HAHAHAHHA
Need to inform you guys, Talk to God not important for "In Jesus Name,Amen"
Some people will scare if they make a PRAYER then tiada say "In Jesus Name, Amen"
hahaha... actually quite fine.
Maybe I talk with God more already, Suk liao ba... no need kua...
I usually say this word when in gathering and in cels group, because we are building others' life.
If need private life, hm... I cannot say this word la...sorry for that...
cause I 24jam on-air with Him de e... how??? don't blame please..

In God, no matter infront of Him, left, right, or behind... You can find His fulfillment in you, and Joy, Hope, Faith.
So what mean by 在你的右手中有永远的福乐。
Is that mean His right hand only got Abundance Joy?!
Ok, Holy Spirit told me for me, this is means "authority"
People got authority in hands usually so so garang and cool one.
In God's hand although He create the authority, but the authority with Joy and Merciful.
Who got this kind of authority except those Follower of Jesus?

SO, how about left hand?
I don't want be sian ka... hahaha... HOlY spiRit also belum tell me eh...
Maybe His left hand holding our hands? :P

k la... God I know You know, and Understand. All in you, All I commit to you, nothing else.
Talk to you, You pay the bills la.. :P Nice shepard... guide my life let me know Your voice, so I may follow the way You set. AMEN!


Hear I Am To Worship...

Hear I Am To Worship - Sonic Flood
I could sing of your love forever - Sonic Flood


Hey.. this both song quite quite nice e!!! so so good...
so I will send to all my friends... hm... but some cannot la..
cause when i online, he/she dun online.... time problem... : /
ok la.....
just want to talk about this two songs..... ^_^

Devotion "for you"

Pslams 9:20

For you, to know.....
verse 20 > Jeehovah, please let them awake and fear, let all the nations realize they just a "HUMAN".

this is my translate from chinese to english la...

God know we are human, but many human think they are "god" or "saint" or "magician"
I can only use suckz, and no other rude word only...

Bastard are always consider themself a human that intelligient then God...
not Pastor.. is Bastard.... ok?
hahahaha... please read carefully...

Let God be the one who guide us... Our intelligient? hn... i think... humble more important then intelligient man...

To you, although we have pride sometimes, but let us don't have pride against God, please...
and also Don't have pride to somebody, because God "belum" pride to you again...
Pride and Proud is different that I know...
Pride also ownself...
but Proud is because People so you can make good... "mean teamwork"
Let us Proud alwaysly.. ^_^

God love, He is good.. so good. Life is so beautiful that He proud of Us.... ^_^

God, please take my inner and outside pride now... I want your proud on me... I don't want my pride inside me... Give me some lesson that break my pride if can... come on...

Devotion "Proclaim"

Psalms 9:9-10

verse 9...God always and always is a releaseR
verse10... People who really know God, will depend to Him forever.

Many people treat God always sqaured us into a box. Can't do anything..
that is suckz men......
I really don't Understand, Why should those people talk bad about God but even no encounter Him before?!?!? hm......
I hope to know somebody that Always Ask Me about God and Know God more...
but because of Culture... they think God own their mind path!!!

Criticizing... Laughing.... Scolding..... Doubting....

totally Satan's appearance... hehehe

God release the way I don't know, So how I want to share?
I just can only keep praising God and worship Him.
If ask me to share, I will a...a....a....erm... let me think where to start first....

Because God's grace won't end and let us summarize so so easily...
That's really God God.... hahahhaa....
Depend to Him, no matter what happen... Depend... He will lead, and He understand.... :)

I love you, and who read this post also... I love you and God love you too.. ^_^

Devotion "Unconcentrated"

约伯记 5:17-27

Today I suppose is read Pslams one...
Maybe illusion problem or tiredness after sport,I suppose flip over to Pslams book.
I read read read...... God talk to me much much more deep to inside my heart.
When I confirm what verse I had read.
It show me 约伯记 5:17-27
weird ya... is that God joke?

This verse talks about God love the person who He will disicpline.
He Dicispline and He Comfort again. 100% likes father, good father.
I feel the kind of "refuge"
God disicpline me and comfort me too.
and God wont dicispline and won't come back to us or dwell in us again.

God love, so He mentor and discipline.
God love, so He beat and cry in heart.

Recently I felt something burden or stress around me, and of course I still hold on to God Tightly. I believe God is everything, failure and victory belongs to Him too.
God show me His word through this chapter.
Even chaos, but I won't get hurt
Even enemy, but you will get well relationship with them.
Even is no water and no life, but He will save me and open the pathway.

Who is my God? my God is your creator.

God, I love you, I hold tight to you whenever whatever.
What can I say? I look like completely protected by You.
Just like a naive child keep smile all days.
But God, that's miracle although You protect me, but You give me wisdom and wise to deal with the world. How great are You. How great, How great......
God, discipline me with love, I will receive your discipline with love too...... ^_^

De Devotion

Pslams 8: 3-4

Hm, this is second i type this post. :(
Because of click wrong something.. AR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok, summary..

God is the one who create World... and please don't think God is only squared by christian in a church only. God can do everything so that He called "God", if He just responsible to something that's called "god" God and god is totally far different!

Although God is great and awesome, yet He love us.
Somebody don't believe God love everyone.
Actually God love everyone, problem was how you think your problem big and effect God don't love you. Make sense ya!?

And God still remains the love in us, no matter we are chrisTian or non-ChrisTian.
God is wonderful. And He is the creator.
In this verse He make me humble but not "Zhi Bie"
Proud but not Pride..
Because this verse mention
God create , but He still care for us.
How proud it is, and how small we are,
God create the world.
Imagine if you watch God creating something, and He is creating Star and Sky.
If think we will shutup and nothing to say.
We are ok to create something and show our knowledge how good we are.
But remember, don't ever challenge God and "thought" conflication in Him.
I think God will show us we our researched.
Alpha and Omega, and Mathematics Science.
Many Scientist and Research actually believe in God in the "end"

I pray that God, please Remove our blocks and yorks in our heart that anti you. No matter in our principle, and our task. We believe You is the one call impossible to become possible...
God, let them receive Your love. And let them know You is the God, not god.
Let all religious mindset including Tradisional Church that believe you be smash again and rebuild to know Your freedom that given!
In Jesus name I pray, Amen...

"Fact is always cruel, Because "Fact" is tangible and controlable, is that mean God is always cruel?" Think yourself.

Devotion 2

Psalms 7 : 1-3
In my mind, David still doubt to his security and safety although he have God.

I'm so comforted Because God let me know that's OKAY for a moment that I as the christian will doubt my security, my family problem, my education, and my vision.
Maybe God create emotion for us is to express what we are now....
Emotion let us remind what we can hope for when we are in trouble...
God will be the one in my mind, cause I always cry for God when I'm in trouble and moody.
But need to pray to Him one o...... :O

God, I so hope that all problem that you can help me solve it out in one times.
I think God will keep laughing when I ask for it... Mahahahahahahaha

Faith grow when Problem are there... that is truly true...
Although I'm doubt to my security and my education, but in the End I knew that God will raise up my faithfulness to God upon these doubtful I Having now,...
See far... see far... see the God's blue print...........
God, protect me.... no matter how easy or hard.... protect me...... protect me...........
Let your holy spirit fulfill me.....~~

Devotion

Psalms 6: 1-10

First things... If I yell: "nobody cares me and nobody know my feeling how worst it is."
Actually that's true statement.
Because all people also yelling about this too...
I found out how to solve when I'm in this situation, "actually I'm now in this situation".

This chapter of Psalms, verse 6, talks about 悲叹 cause me tiredness... and the face full of tears and the bed were all wet out.
Actually it is quite hard to live in a "full with" 责备 house.
All the days if stay at home nothing to do, my ears will install so so many word that negative and help me to plan a failure future from my family members' mouth.
Ya lar, I know this is chinese culture.
"I'm useless..." "How to become a human if like that" "Totally give wrong birth" and so on...
It is quite tough to become strong from this kind of family...

But I really really thanks God i knew Him since I was teenager. Thank for everytings.

Actually I feel guilty and unfaithful to God is because when I'm in trough or recession. I never pray to God, what I did is only wait God for help...
That's totally wrong, "if someone who keep wait only, he/she will become a back slided."
Dangerous..

verse 4, that's what I repent to God. PLEASE GOD HOLD BACK AND SAVE ME!!!!!!
God, please forgive me for don't make prayer when I'm in not well condition.
Verse 2
God treat us gracefully not only because we are always strong enough,
but also in the moment we are most dispressed and wicked.

God, you are the way and lighter to my Heart... enlight my Heart again...
I have nothing to say just keep hope and pray to You, please continue Raise up my spirit, let my heart broken to you and have the ability to carry the burden in my life again...
I need you, not others.... In Jesus name, amen

Psalms 5: 6-12 See other and see myself too......

I extremely hate people who are liar, cheater, and always PLAY "bully" with me unreasonable.
Don't know when I asked God before, love Enemy I can, but how to love? If I get closer to them, they will react the same action to me!!! Is super-disgusting.
Is that God want us walk through the path even there is a fire in front there???

This Psalms which I read give me the "round about" answer eh!!!
Huiyo~~~

Said that, king of David hate them "enemy" too in verse 9.
King of David, also keep complaint, scold and express out what is in his inside.
"Actually madness in us won't be a problem to stop Glorify God e!"

God told me, I'm the human which have a spirit.
I got emotion, mad happy and bored.

But the problem how we deal with our enemy is the problem...
Someone kill, someone cures, someone gossip, and someone "keep it"
To me, I just pray and keep far distance to the person.

KEEP FAR DISTANCE: which means talk but not deep, communicate but not in open heart

God will deal with it, I just keep cover myself to be hurt again.
Then God will truly do something about it.
I also dunno what God will do la, cook ? wash? smashing?

I pray to God that I dun want to be a person that bully people, a liar, or trouble-maker. (verse9)
If someone pray like to get far distance from me, Holy Spirit please revalue my attitude...
I sure dunno when I will get hurt people one. Cause I'm learning too... hm hm.....

God, put your mighty shield on me. I dun wanna get shot........ -_-

Tall Guy

Not because of region, religious, or face colour problem...
It is because One kingdom culture, One language, One Winning team only
We took the photos with Pastor Jonathan David who from Muar...
He same with me, admit ourself as Warrior of God... Nothing else.

His sermon is clearly give us recognize...
"Sermon is not the most important, Important is how the Sermon's power impact your life and your concept"
"You will be forgot your sermon past two week ago"
Ya... i agree that, but what i have left inside is the impactation only...
that's why i run for God!
Sermon message cannot keep members of church, program and also entretainment...
what keep us ?
Answer: Each other... "coperate, on fire"

Thanks you Pastor Jonathan David,
I will purchase ur sermon for the three days to repeat what ur mouth shouting out Until your return...

THIS pastor make me know what is truly a smart wise christian shall be!
All things chase after this pastor...
I want also!!! Amen to that...

Hope God give me strength and grace to conquer what God and I plan to!
Sai Lang Hey Jesus......
hehehehe ...enjoy ya~

-2008 One Culture One Language One Winning Team-

This is what we called...... PLANNER!@#%!@$!@!%^!@%!@%!@See how happy am I when I'm doing this planner... How excited am I and how Nice was it........
Just like a person who new in Jail need to capture a photo for registration. Hm... Need to breakaway something already. Jiayou! The Face Expression totally spoiled my image
Let you guys see see, although is opposite, but i cant do anything else... and the mega pixel also sick sack suck la... hehehe, nevermind one la, if the webcam is clear also useless, cause i know you guys dun like Doctor Hand-writing de.. HAHAHAHAHHAA

Actually what I mean for this posted is, we need to plan for vision, without vision, lazy conquer us. So, i admit that i'm the laziest liang zai in this world. So why my face look like terrible sick and look like awake.

Pastor said leader will face some brokenness in this year, I accept this challenge, FOR GOD!
It is quite many plan and vision I set need to achieve, tough man... tsunami is about corner.

Yet, that's the truth how we gonna grow and past it.
One culture, Kingdom culture
One language, the dynamic inside and outside tight us together and run with united.
One winning team, Achievement although not same sector but the right and same heart for God kingdom...

Let praise Jesus! because I will face many difficult problem.
Let praise Him! for what training ground had set to me.
Let adore Him! for what He promised us after grow up with the kingdom principle.

Seek His kingdom and righteousness first then all things will add up more and more until overwhelm to what you actually need and want!

Sai Lang Hey... Jesus
Let take the journey and tight up the shoes and RUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-Zavier-

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Want to share about my hair... this hair haircut by Jazz Wong at citymall..
RM26, his shop cool man... all metal and raw style... second floor near the donut...
hehehe.... come to meet him and let him cut ur hair la.. if u think this haircut ok ok de wua...
hehe.. promoted his shop now.. kekek...
then he said, the gatsby rubble is good ... not must loreal.. hehehe
This is me again... ZAVIER TIAM for u ....
don't dare liang zai or not... just want to spread the Jesus's love with you.

New person in my part "hope so"

First time She went to have drinks with all churchmate after Sunday Service.....
Because she come from KL, KL culture, so She don't like our talking style, joke, and how we do what we common do.. see her face express.. how enjoy she is.,...
After one hour, she look like passed out, cause bored.. ??? hahaha
Actually she is Lee Ivy.
Zhi Yong asked me: "Jia Her, you Girl Friend a?"
I Answer:" Now is friends, maybe next time you need to call 阿嫂"
kekeke... this girl treat me good la, just hope to spend more time with this girl, get to know her. But is that she easily kena pancing by Me zavier tiam?
This girl I know her since I was young maybe 14-15years old...
So ngam key, what i think she also same like what i thought. Good right?
I remember Me and her got talk phone from 11 until 4am one times.. dunno why la.. keke...
Is good to have her and spend time with her, like find myself, no matter in pingpong table, or chitchat, or badminton... hahahahahahahaha
I hope my leader can agree me to spend more time to know about her la...
Because what i choice, i choice what i can see in future,
i dun simple choice something no future one,
my eyes just like eagles,
i dun want see a fish only... i want to see a bunch huge of salmon in the river.

After Service... keke

Take your time...
Rong Rong must say:"Si Fan Choong" 死翻虫
This people in the upper pic, look like a good guy and nice boy. guai guai de...
but when u suk with him, you will follow Rong Rong say sambil shuffle... si fan choong..
haha.. joke la, actually his is Chao Ge. "吵歌"

门徒 Protege don't know what Episode it is... see how the center ppl peeping another people. Standing that one don't smoke de... he is the famous roti kedia punya son. try research his pocket infront his stomach, measure how much money in it. Wow...

Nice head/Hair and how he smile... This people so liang zai one... But sayang he always don't make his hair neaty and nicely. I suggest he to make his hair look like "Tuk Su Cai" more suit.. LOL


Actually this picture is modern one, but is Cool to make it back to 1970's kekeke....



this picture captured at damai roti kedai~~~ Zhi Zer's kedai....







Psalms 4 < creativity

This verses was a worship songs from King David to the Worship Leader.
King David's song so realms, and "so fact"

Most of people will be unfaithful to God. If God don't answer the prayer.
But King David still remain faithful to God. No matter in rush, trouble or forced.
From this verse i learn that worship Song not only write for worship, but also include our desire, our emotion, our problem and our hope serta encouragement for each other...
This chapter 4 totally was a song, but I'm strange for it, how come a worship Song can express such a way.
Maybe next time I can compose a heavy metal genre and the lyrics all look like Chapter 4.

I think David's song was always belongs to personal one. Because too express in individual.
So mean that, we can sing to Our God no matter how good or worst the lyrics is, even no instrument also ok...
This song so hard to analysis it into what gategory la...
Love song? Shout for freedom? Encouragement? or Sad Song?

Song that God want us to sing can encourage us, langsung miracle, song is a powerful weapon to change our concept... So why God created it. ^_^
I love song very much.

This recently day I can't sleep well, but when I read pslams 4:7-8 I been comforted.
So touch and peaceful to me.
It said, God let us sleep well, no matter how stress...
How God let us sleep well?
First we must trust God, belongs to God always.
Although I always not steady, so fear and worry. But is God let me firm.

God, please be my armor always. Because sometimes I'm naugthy and dumb then go someway else that got many bullet shooting. I need you, please always beside me. I know you always beside me, but please let me know you beside me alwaysly... I need your encouragement.
I love you, what I do, I think for You.
In Jesus name. Amen.