Encouragement

Today saturday night 11.13pm "dun see the post time, wrong de.."

In youth, all you know I'm the one of cel group leader in F-group.

When Finish, 412 PWR all member will have a good moment for sharing and pray together in group according to their own cel group...

We did disgusted about the lack and "yiok" that stop as for Gospeling...
We found our problem..
1. Shame
2. Scare
3. Not Confident
4. Don't know what to share
5. Gospeling nearly speak in tongue "mean we also dunno say what"
6. hurt of Rejection

We as human that we must have our inner problem with that...
I start to share to them that I also face exactly the same problem when Gospeling...
I'm not Jay Chou ok? I'm just a normal guy...

We scare cause we didn't know and not progress well about the "4 spiritual law"(4sl) which was/is the GCC weapon for gospeling..
I suggest them turn the method into Lifestyle, plug the 4sl into our life and show to all without speak one word... That is quiet difficult and art..

To me, I suggest make a good close relationship between one and each other...
then slowly share 4sl to him/her that we want to..
"risk" = Don't too close, they will treat it like joke.
k,
Nextly
When the meeting was over, Kelvin Pang told me and encourage me, wow. . that was great to me that my member also will encourage me, Good feeling huh...
Because I'm quiet "biasa" for leader that encourage me and comfort me this and that... "hehe"
Imagine how great was that if your lamb "member" encourage and priase you... Hey.. nice e!
Beside that, also mean my lamb grow up and know how to encourage... big encouragement to me, Keep IT Up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Actually to me, I need more member encourage rather then leader.
Cause leader need to give us hope, no matter we wrong or right to prevent we stop grow.
YET! Member only encourage when that's fact, they won't encourage us and comfort us when we wrong, because they don't know! :P

I need the (true truth fact unlie unplug unfliter un-rethink un-cover un-remotivate)'s encouragement..
Wow... That's great for me, thanks you Kelvin Pang my future decided leader.

Pure Encouragement bring Pure Fulfillment
Biasa Encouragement bring Doubtful

I need sleep liao..tomorrow need serve for drum again!
GOD ENCOURAGEMENT WITH YOUR PATH!!!

"This post not mean If i dun have member encourage I will quit my lifestyle as follower of Jesus, because my basement was/is Jesus only.

Finally I complete

Wow! Finally I completed my drama soundtrack dance...
Easy to have the song put hard to choice la..
Why easy?
Because I use "The Perfect World" background music for my idea..
Evil and Holy song.. hahah
mention the Sin against people and Wash away by Jesus blood..
Quiet good if plug this two background music to the drama and combine with dancer..
uiyo.. langsung pure modern dance... all white and all black.. hahaha

Ok la.. temporarily unstress a little bit... but need to do many thing lagi next week... haiya... Help
Busy buy happy and worth to God, what to do? Syok la!

december 8th open school lo...

Ya, for your guys information, My chinese Shepard song tidak kena approve, cause no meaning.. hahahaha... need to compose another lagi maybe....
or maybe they will re-approve? Oh God, please...
if not, need to think the lyrics lagi... For sure, chinese lyrics sure so hard to compose until bring the smell or meaning come out.. sure hard....
English , luan luan Ngap also can bring out liao... Mau lit ...

K la... Pray for my health! Many people sick around me
I already recovered la... Please Pray for me dun trap into unhealthy lagi..!!!
So terrible horror.... when i Sick, I become thin and liang zai liao...
U know how horrible is that hah!!! Become thin and liang zai o.. I DUN WANT!!!
^_^.... jk

Some problem that I just found in me!!!

As a human we know our look determine our identify
and our image also! determine "how people remember our face"
Not just only name they need to remember but also the image and look.

Today I'm not going to talk about those identify or image look...
I just want to ask something...
Is that i botak make so weird or can't accept?
lolz!
I found many friend that not seen in the age told me about my hair style after I change to botak!
How come a... I botak nearly 1 month lo... but now i just realize it.
Many my friend get shock when they saw me... some dunno what to say, some said "ARE YOU OK?"

First thing first, I botak not mean I masuk buddha ok? hahaha... I'm not a monk, and will never be monk "cause monk are bored and meaningless"
Secondly, Many people say "Boys cut hair, because stressful in something!"
hm.. this statement i might accept la,yet not all! LOLZ.. cause many schoolwork make worry!
Thirdly, I botak because "REFRESH" hey guys! I'm bored with classic kedai, what Johnny, Malvin, or Kent bla bla bla... All now haircut style almost the same.. so bored la!!! Dye hair cost me money! Why stop to be botak seng? hahaha

Hey, Guess what, botak are more look handsome and smart then those "classic haircut"
more Energetic! sure o! Moreover, no need to cope my hair after sleep! "when late, rush"
Many people can judge you "you're late" but mine one cannot, cause My hair can't tell them!
hohohoho!!!

Botak need no to wash with Pantene, Rejoice, head and shoulder bla bla...
You know what? last time I'm crazy for these brand, but now, I use dettol.... Handsome e... ^_^

No itchy, no Klamomore "kulut kepala"
No smelly hair, No TASIKIT "mean my hair won't mess up until cannot susun"

So, I'm now botak! ya la i admit that when I'm botak I'm not liang zai anymore.. "I need encourage and comfort"
But it is good when I'm not liangzai, so that I can find some girl that really will still friend with me even I'm not LIANGZAI!
"hehe, actually I'm finding girl now, "... HOH!!!! HOH!!!! SORRY JOKE!!! NOT!!!! JOKE!!!!
Just Kidding la... hehehe

For sure if want to be my GIRL, will be suffer rather then kill me.

Kkk.. botak statement for me, finish !!!
Stop here! See ya! Fufui.....

Good Missunderstanding to Me..

Hahaha, when I finish busy my all composing, Guan Tian message me with sms said that want go Tanjung Aru for a drink or not, then I said, Ok no problem if he come to fetch me... hahaha...

when I prepare myself for it, then Guan Tian sent a message to me said that...
FAST! ANNIE ON THE WAY!!!

So I quickly go down and wait....
past 10 min like that...
I start switch on my Tv sambil wait la..
Mana tau....
I watch the ending of the movie liao
Annie still haven't come yet~~

Then I start thinking is that I too busy til I blur and hear wrong? then I make a phone call to Guan Tian,,,
Mana tau Guan Tian said, "Annie beside me e... "
LOLz/... hahahahahhahaa

Finally I know that Guan Tian said, Annie is on the way to tanjung aru, NOT MY HOME...
hahaha.. what a misstake is that...

Actually our communication between each of other need to train one.. hahaha
K.. i learnt a lesson that Need to train my hearing in different people.. hahaha

Thx God for that!!! Now I sit here and do nothing... hahaha
Next time la, Next tanjung lagi!

撒旦,小心你的头 - 嘉禾

Wow... I compose a simple rap song again!!! hahaha
this song mention critizing satan de...

I write this song and try to show us what can christian do actually,
to me la.. we can praise and worship God
in the other hand, we can step Satan as long we can in Jesus name! hahaha

The lyrics I completed yesterday midnight, then I get to sleep til 2.00pm
then I compose the beat and finally complete the whole vocal!
wow... so much fun la... although holiday nothing to do, but is meaningful to me for composing song for christ!
This song i will post it to my blog!!! cause no authority block! hehehe
Hope your guys like it, if got something suggestion or opinion, simply tell me! ^_^

Thx God, Pray more Pray more!!!

Chinese Song for XMAS!!! “牧人传”

the song called 牧人传 - 嘉禾 Huahahhaa, i finally finish my Rap song for Chinese Song, hm... Need to wait for approval lagi!

Thanks to Gadrick Chin for sing together with me, make the song more Ohm....
The song quiet funny, wuahahhaha!!!

Is good to compose dirty rap song for christ man.....
Xmas, hope can use it!!!

Thx God that I compose it from 10am to 2.30pm!!!
Huiyo.... half way I compose then Gadrick Come... Huiyo....
Although just a short period for compose, but it took us many "heart blood"
the beat, the speaking!

This song i learn from Pastor Jaeson Ma, and the anti-christ singer (pastor Troy)

Hope ur guys can hear it when 21/12 ... Pray pray pray!!!
^_^

First song i had made Na only da Shepard

Wow, quiet sleepy when i finish my songs, Thx God that give me His lyrics about "Na Only Da Shepard" I compose this song for Christmas drama, Not Xmas Competition!
It's mention about The Shepard meet with Angel "Holy Ghost" talking about Born of Jesus.
This song belongs to Rap, maybe kind like dirty Rap, I learn the raping skill from Pastor Jaeson Ma (but seem like not work, then i use mine style) lolz...
And the beat I took out from Pastor Troy (which is the Bad Rapper, an anti-Christ singer.)

My song have not been approve yet, and I just simply go through the song by using FL7 and Adobe Audition. A Digital Mic. So lousy.

I hope the song can suit to all friend heart in Xmas, but I'm worry about my voice, my voice unsuitable to be a singer and rapper, who gonna rap it for xmas? hm...
if sure no body, i might sacrifice myself and challenge it for rap by myself at 21/12.

The Song named: Na only da Shepard. mean I'm only the Shepard. Bringing out the message about the Shepard saw the Angel (Holy Ghost) and follow the star toward Born place of Jesus. Manger...

If the song been approve by GCC for xmas, i will post it into my blog! hehe.. hope so la ~~~

K .. gotta rest now... Compose for God, Need to compose a Rap song for Chinese Xmas lagi.
Pray for me, not talent, but what i can compose and will related to what God want me to compose!!! RAP Jesus out!

You is my Pride and Honour 完美主义

Actually sometimes, a experience kill somebody else and not increase somebody else level.
Praise a people need to depend what kind of that people are.
I'm so unhappy about one thing, I also take it serious.

Pride and 完美主义 actual no transform in attitude in their life's dictionary.
they will not listen to their same level collegue, just only their boss and their manager.

What i so anger about is Pride cannot change by human.
Human just can speak prevention to the person, but usually useless.
If human cannot change it, mean that is a good big transform to that person, it is God who do it Himself. (scary)

So sad if I watching a person who carrying those kind of attitude, when they are been broken, been nailed, been train by God. So hurt! Especially your close person.

Many Defend and Counter-Attack in their conversation, Offenses Included.
Their Talk, their fight back. Wow, pour a poison to your body.

No matter how great talent, and good grace we have, Pride will spoil all things.

Viva, My Mother's New Car

As you all know my mother just purchased a new car called "Viva", It is so beautiful and color look nice then any other car!

Today 21-9-2007 (the car Purchased nearly one month only)

My car crash, but Thanks God, not a big deal, In front of the bonnet crashed already. But the light didn't break, and the car number still ok to use~!
hahahaha
My weird ! And it's confirm me that Perodua are so so lembap,
When i hit the car (like Hilux those kind of car) , His car didn't cause anything, but mine one, just like had a terrible accident!!! HOW COME MALAYSIA!!!

My mother will kill me when she come back from Kuala Lumpur.
Haiya, susah betul...
When i come back house, decided to take rest from a drama meeting, when i open my room's door, my heart really so tired and need to get a nap, suddenly i saw a two uncle sit at there, so funny they said.
" 哈!嘉禾,我们又来 kacau 你一晚了!"
Wua... Is good that God train me like this. Hahahahaha
The uncle always come house sleep one, actually with his wife one, now this time He not with his wife, he is with his friend o.
You know how my Mother prevent them always come my house sleep? My mum lie them with telling them i have Girlfriend already, and my Girlfriend will come my house sleep sometimes one, so will be uneasy to them to come disturb! HOW GENG IS MY MUM LIE!
Haiya, Fuk Sui Nan Shou... hahaha...

Now need to Pray is God will turn the situation up side down la...
May the insurance can decrease my family anger to me... -_- haiya.. really no way to Go...

Pray for me please, about the car, the anger, and The Uncle please dun always come to borrow my room liao! hehehe

Actually, thx God for everything, my emotion still firm e, even happened these. Because now i'm feeling not well ba, so got a bit tired lo...
Pray, for the mountain can be move!
Thanks for everyone!

Religious Facts Problem

I need to be Baptist in order to be a good christian.
Only Pastor can share and preach to people.
Only Senior Pastor can lay hand on people head.
Only Senior Pastor can baptist other christian.
Pray must be formal style.
Pray must be keep two hand together and close it tightly to be more 灵.
I can either choice Jesus or "4 + mo ni" in a time.
I attend to this church, cause this church have God
I pray in church, because God in church.
What i pray, God will give me directly.
If God love us, why He don't shut Satan up to hell.
If God love us, why we still under pressure? violence? war?
If God love us, why all negative happens in me?
God love you, not me.
God are murderer.
God kill other religious
God hate other religious
God can not solve my finance problem.
God can not save my life.
God are far from us.
God create sins to let us enter to hell.
Satan greater then God.
Jesus Christ death not because me.
Jesus Christ death just for christian
I'm revolution.
I'm monkey.
I'm who I'm.
Jesus Christ does not exist in this world.
Jesus Christ is liar.
Jesus Christ died and writer make the story different.
Bible were man being.
Judas is God.
No God, New Age.
No God, Myself
No God, Money is everything.
To serve God more to gain more bless.
I don't know how to pray, so I can not be a christian.
Christian cannot 拜拜
Christian cannot enter to entretainment place.
Christian cannot show up the sign of satan or worldly signal.
Worship more God, so that God love me more.
You talkless, you don't love God.
You not friendly, God don't love you.
Offer and Tithing let God bless me more.
I come church for gain more bless, learn more indepedent.
Church only for oldest.
Church must be poor.
Church must be put all cross and Jesus idol.
Church can not shout.
Church can not be noisy.
Church must be holy silent.
No speaking tongue.
No prophetic.
No pray loudly.
No social.
Before enter church, need to clean our hand and feet.
Before enter church, need to kiss and touch Jesus feet.
-endless-

我呐喊,我也有情绪。


你在哪里?
为什么你的燃烧的火灭时,你想走?


为什么你觉得教会不能合乎你要求,你想走?


或许,你已走了,我心里感到孤单。


你不再爱我了吗?你与我的初恋,你给了谁?


你为什么偏偏要用我跟你的初恋,来与世界比较,来与你的另一半比较?就那么容易给毁了。


是我做错什么?


为什么你被受伤时,你离开我?


为什么你有比我好的东西时,你丢弃我?


我好孤单,我比这世上的任何一样东西更像小孩的玩具。


我与你的恋情,你说够时,你离去时,你顾过吗?你顾过我为你掉下来的眼泪吗?


我好孤单,我好想你,我怀念你对我说心事的时刻,你骄傲的时刻,伤害的夜晚。


当你需要时,我是第一个在你身旁,无论你睬不睬我。我永远都是属于你的。




我喜欢你在我面前,因为我爱你。我比世上一切,每一样,都爱你。
你知道吗?我有多想,你爱我,就像我爱你一样,轰轰烈烈的,高潮的,很热得快的。
我不是要你那完美的爱,我是要你的注意,你的问候,你一部分的时间,我要你的私欲。
我需要你,我要你更多。
你给不了,不用紧。我等你,直到你走的哪一天。我都会等你的。
我求你,我的爱人,别忘了我。
我求你,我的最爱,别忘了我与你的初恋。
我跟你亲热时,你忘了吗?
我跟你交吻时,你还记得吗?
我答应你的,你那天有听吗?
我爱你。


为什么当初你很爱我,但现在你对我的爱冷淡了?

我不是说你的错,我是很想念你。我多么的爱你,你懂吗?

有可能你已忘了我是谁,我不怪你。我要让你知道,不管你多不睬我,不理我都好。

我还是深深的爱着你。

你可以说我是单恋狂。不要紧。我爱你。

你可以责备我,我会向你认错,无论我错或对,你都是对的。因为我要保护你的错,我要遮盖你一切的不满。你骂我吧,你喊吧。

我会听你的。爱人,向我呐喊吧,我等你。

当你忙时,我有多么希望你有想念我,挂念着我。

爱人,我的爱人。我爱你。

我要挽回我与你之间的关系,求你回到我身旁。

我是真的,认真的,诚心的,求你。回来好吗?我好孤单。

不管你不再好看了,我一样爱你。

不管你不再可能,我一样爱你。

我等你,我一定会想尽办法,昼夜的想,一定要挽回你对我初期的热爱。

一定。。。 我答应你,爱人。

耶稣

Mimpian Jadi, Last Episode?

Mim Mim Pian pian Episode 2.


This is our Episode two mimpian jadi 's PRESIDENT!!! YOYOYO.. His name called Alvin Chua Siang Jun. His brother call Te Kea. We start our journey at 12.00pm friday dunno what date.
mana tau, boncor,..... Do you think ppl will stop their car, when he lay and show his leg beside the road??? ^_^ . yo!!! let's JOM!Samuel said: I'm so happy, cause today i'm the one coolest in car. because outside raining.
Te keai.. As known as ALvin's small brother. Mouse face. He also happy, cause boncor tayar.
Samuel said: I'm so happy, cause i can join this journey episode 2. I'm so thx god that i' not the one sit VAN... lolz..
"how about other who sit the van? do they thx god?"
Episode 1 Tayar prompt up say cheers to u .... It said tomorrow never die....


Tayar boncor again... hai.. Episode one alreadk broke.. now break again!!!Guess what? Episode one de Tayar say Hi to u ...
-_-, that tayar still haven't change yet... hai.. management...
You though this style can make u like hujan kah? Go tukat tayar la!!!
Makan durian lagi.... try enlarge this pic, see how the worker look to qiang...
Worker: Hm.. this guy look handsome when eat durian... yea...
Kelvin Pang. Smart is everything.
Go take junk food la....... ish


Te Kea... Face really a.... Mouse o! Tom and Jerry. You know why they so serious? cause no boat to kayak.....Do u think that background was faked?
Gay.. really Gay.. no hill also can broken beach
Guard say: Sure no boat to kayak e... let me go la....
Alvin: you sweep all mimpian jadi first...
Guar: ok loh... beliau...
Dun think too far, i'm not making shit. I'm doing vesel.

Sunset or Sunrise? so beautiful, beach view
Volleyball u and me.
Volleyball you and me
PLay guitar Mook ppl BUT....

This is Tyler (Ah Zi) we called. nice guys.. macam Clement. Tall 183cm. nice . and handsome. New friend!!!

Hahahhahaha..... Kelvin Pang use right hand to hold the violet o.. lolz....Dorenna, your favourite. Sell you $10000000

Zhi Yong, this is your last episode.
Master Degree in Violet howard and cambridge

We arrive a restaurant, is stated "ye mei" mean available for wild animal food provided, but it also show us "SERVE NO PORK" .... i'm chinese ppl, how come no pok? no pok, no full stomach .
We wait 45min like that, all like hungry army.
This call "Zi Pai" so wui....
Mafia... Felix is police, behind that one is killer. see that? most front that one is DOG
Guan Tian Share e!!!! Huiyo... but see the lightning and acoustic.... so bored and romance right? maybe next time we should choose some brighter place. Jiayou preacher!


They do the same thing. They love, They Break, The Hill.Is that 4 + mo ni's brother sleep like that?
Qiang: Hah... so comfortable, no war, no conflict, God's mercy satisfied me...
Qiang: ............ -_- Ahamdulilah...
This is our grace, buffet.... -_-

This is our appreciate to eat "Buffet". See what he eat.The guard said: Yesterday he had a wonderful wedding night.
He also said: He win many round when gambling.
Felix and Kent are so sexy. This picture only.



We so enjoy our journey, especially our food and game and how we arrive and go home.
Misalnya, Tayar a.... no change a... also Thx God for that.
I'm Zavier Tiam to guaranteed you, i already inform top level management about the Tayar in episode one it shall be change and repair. I'm so firm because i also is President in Episode one.
I know everything. Hehehe... Something need to be prove baru can scold one ok?

We learn God word... what is kepentingan untuk Khidmat Negara.
How God work in Guan Tian niang Niang Qiang style ?
from Lady style transform to big brother style... Good preach and Share!!! hahaha

We also have a good game in swimming, kayak, and MAFIA!!!
Mafia!! Last forever game...
But i need to proclaim that, somebody bored because they dunno what to do with "penduduk"
penduduk can make many situation different tu! hahaha...
But i recognize that, small kids cannot play Mafia, why? because they dunno.... ^_^

Next episode will be dedah at where le?
I heard that mimpian jadi this place is our last episode.
Sad...... Horrible... Thx God!

Next.... Karambunai... uiyo... hehe Joke....

Jaeson Ma, what is it.

Jaeson Ma, common sense he is a pastor, but to me, he is totally not a pastor.
Now I confirm my opinion and decision was correctly made.
He said that "Preacher not must be a high preacher, You baptist other because u're the spiritual fulfill christian for Jesus, so u can baptist other. Not must be a so holy priest or a senior pastor so that can baptist other christian. I agree with that not because i been influence or persuade by Jaeson Ma. Yet it is because Holy bible say so!
Bible didn't mention Baptister not must be a high priest or who. yet you are follower for jesus, you go and baptist people. This call authority of grace. Fuiyoh.. i love it!

Jaeson Ma also said he is not a pastor. He just a follower for Jesus.
Christian not equal to Follower for Jesus.
I also agree with that.
He Hate religious Christian so me too. I feel that God want me to continue with his concept but not the world concept. Long time ago, i already have a "suddenly" mindset, Believe in Jesus Christ isn't a Religious Step.
What is religious, take a look buddha hindu islam "ghong zhi", and so on so on...
In this earth got two real belief. It is either Jesus Christ or Satanism.

I love Jaeson Ma preach, because he will not hide sword, he pleding the word without mercy.
If you are Religious Christian, I suggest u quit this religious. Don't spoil Jesus Name.
I heard somebody said I'm half Christian and Half Buddha or something else.
Damn, you think that is GAME?
I really sad about this , it is hurt.
I decide to not to be a "christian" only, i want to become a disciple to Jesus.
1. Go
2. Baptist
3. Teach

Sometimes we preach the gospel wrongly.
We preach, they pray to recieved. nothing else....
that is horrible.
We need to let them pray, and let them know how God passion for the people who made the prayer!
We need no to let them input so more knowledge about, how to gospels, how to preach, how to share. If we let them know What Jesus christ did in us. Phew, they auto start. Initial

Now i need to learn how to let them know what God passion in love for them. not just in mind but in spirit.
I pray God please upgrade me, for those who just know you, and their heart set on fire for u, let them know how passion if love are you to them through me. I need that grace not because i want famous, but i want to spread ur name, ur glory, ur light to the darkness...
Please.Holy Spirit Teach me!

I pray that new believer will not crash by devil, I pray that new believer will serve you love you with your path and ur alpha and omega! I want this vision i want this blueprint!
God i'm waiting...
Thx you Pastor Jaeson Ma confirm my concept.
Last time i had this concept with me alone. But now, thx you Jesus!
I start learn!