我的心痛痛痛进心里

列王纪上 12:25-33

当我还在列王纪上的前篇时,我看见所罗门的威风,如何荣耀上帝。
但现在到了这篇,我看见偶像的出现。 列国分裂。
多么的有天跟地的感觉。
多么的有被狗咬的动感。
多么的有想妈妈的心情。

原来人们所当的神,是耶波罗安随便造而已的!
多么的有天跟地的感觉。
多么的有被狗咬的动感。
多么的有想妈妈的心情。

耶波罗安随便造是因为"方便"而已
我领悟到,原来方便也会有偶像的出现。
是多么的来险

耶波罗安还自己私定了8月15日为节期。
多么的空虚,残忍。
还说,领以色列人出埃及的神就是一头牛。
好在没有说不能吃牛。

Ok, Turn to English Channel, Lazy to pinyin already, I learn that actually terlampau simplified also will cause some idol in our heart! We actually worship a True God Truth God, but because only cause not that convinient, we can just bring out our reason and Idol exist in our heart secara tak langsung! How Worst is it!

Now i know why no short-cut road to let our spirit grow, it is because that's no such way! If we do like that, we are truly worshipping and IDOL!!!!!!
It is same that our God is only a COW, GOLDEN COW! SHAME!
I want to proclaim that my God is big and strong and He is the one create us and start this earth.
How come a Cow can do these kind of tasks?

I pray that Holy Spirit let me know whether my heart have an idol of convinient exist or not...
Please keep my heart clean before GOD! After God also...
TOO Relax = Laziness.... Yuan lai...

Pray that my cel group also will rise up or solve this problem with Your Strength! Hallelujah, Praise the Lord!
And pray that idoltary worshipper also will wake up and identify their God clearly.
In Jesus name I pray, AMEN!

到头来

假如你说我是太迷信耶稣的话
我甘愿承认,都不要沉进空虚和没有方向的生命里。

假如你说我太迷信圣经
我甘愿承认,都不要沉进同性恋和诅咒的生命里。

假如你说我太迷信奉献
我甘愿承认,都不要讲我的见证是假的。

假如你说我太迷信圣灵的改变
我甘愿承认, 都不要说我的内向改变成外向型是扮出来的

假如你说我太啰嗦
我停咯。。。

Devotion "Delay"

列王纪上 11: 2-3

About wife... -_- How come holy spirit told me this kind of thing...
All verse I read just pass through, but when I read these verses, Holy spirit told me about the YIOK/YORK that stop me toward God and worship Him.
I think that Soloman's Wives must be so beauty full, all just like MISS LADY Beauty, Chinese, Eygpt, Isreal, Jerussalem, Sabah, Malaysia, Taiwan, Japan, America, Russian, German, All the beauty come for be wife of Soloman, HOW GREAT IS THAT! I ALSO WANT.
But Holy spirit told me. THESE WIVES STOP SOLOMAN TOWARD GOD.

I immediately Wake toward these SO SO SO GREAT Thing "to me""Beauty"
I learn that we chase our need and our vision or establish our mission for whole year, that's good. Yet make sure don't let those thing stop me toward GOD!!!!!! GOD!!! I admit that Sometime I chase something til forgot your Name. No matter inside Church or outside, but thanks GOD that everytime I forgot your name, then you must pijit my telinga. Hm! THX!
YUAN LAI!!! Our Vision also will stop us toward God's kingdom, eyer, so dangerous de o!

Father God I pray that no matter the vision from church or outside the church, please let me back to your will and path if I forgot you. I need your comfort and your word. I acknowledge that no matter what i Established, IF without you, my heart will be only zero but nothing in the end, God I don't want like this kind of feeling! SO HATE this feeling. I pray in my drum, cel's leader, Clip advertisement maker, Author of Drama, camera man or Preacher. Please, let me stand on your word and not just focus on praise and point GOOD by people! Holy Spirit enlight my heart and eye, ears. Let me hear your voice, no matter pride inside me or pride coming in me. May your will always progress in my life! only you. In Jesus name, Amen!

Please pray for my tasks, Pray that I can have much time and will no affect my Study.
I do many task for Xmas, Because I want to capture the heart of all non-christian for God's Kingdom, let them know what is Church.

Devotion 23/10

例王纪上 10: 7-9

This verse talk about 示巴女王 jemput Soloman. And She throw some Difficult Question to let Soloman to solve it see whether Soloman were wisdomly or not. Finally Soloman solve it, and she acknowledge that Soloman was a Wisdom Person, and she said that Soloman was wisdom then what she though. And she praise Jehovah because of Soloman truly was a intelligient person!

Through 示巴女王's conversation with Soloman, I knew that our appearance and lifestyle were so important not just Glorify God or keep pure to God! But also can show to other people to let other also praise God!!!
Hm.. why these recently My devotion always talks about Life Style and Become light and salt... hm... maybe Holy Spirit want to do something in me!!! GOD if it is, please do it.

I want to be like Soloman, his name make 示巴女王 want to jemput him and try him. Try think if Abdullah Badawi want to jemput us just only to test us, HOW PROUD WE ARE...
But I'm not talking I will be so 骄傲 if I can la. This won't happen if humble not exist in our life.
Influence! To become a Strong Influence Follower for Christ! Where ever I step, I pray that God your love will pour and touch all around people.
I Pray that I can serve God with passionate, and Impact my churchmate who are already cold down and nothing to do! Even Pick up the rubbish also counted! Especially my Group member! Become a strong spiritual-man and serve God passionate.
Serve God Passionate not mean we need to so so so so so humble and only Obey obey obey!
We can always think something new that can glorify God!!!!!!
No bully! No position discriminate! GROW TOGETHER! WAR TOGETHER!
GOD! TEACH ME AND MY CEL GROUP LIKE HOW YOU DID TO JOSHUA!!!
In Jesus Name! AMEN!!!!!!

-END-

Devotion 22/10

例王纪上 9: 1-9

This verse talk about, God make a deal with Soloman about If his Citizen worship other gods or not obey the Lord, God will let the temple become useless and become gossip to one another. Including Laughing to the temple, critizing, and even walk by also will talk bad about the temple of Soloman. Is so dangerous la, how come a Difficult Construction just complete then will be useless to God? huaya.. need alaert.

So we know that temple is our body in now. It is very true that if we worship other gods and walk away from the truth of God, our life we be useless in the end, and also will laugh and gossip by each other ALWAYSLY.

I don't want to be so Useless person and no vision, no life in me! I want to be a worshipper for God! Use by him! All for him! Concentrate and Focus on him! That's truly TRUE if we Worship only God, we will have many grace about facing the fear and solving problem or urgent. Even Earthshake also will praise God! Huiyo! God live in me.

Pray to my Cel-group f2-2 that no one in my celgroup is an hypocrite and they heart only for God! All will do devotion! Speak in Tongue 10min one day! God I pray that all follower of christ too! AMEN!!! START ENGINE!!!

-END-

例王纪上 8:64

This verse mention about insufficient space for the people to make offering in the offering's plate.
Then they force to make their offering at the front of temple.

Is a good situation o bad situation?

Today I acknowledge something from this verse, about the thinking of Tradisional! Huiyo...

Sometimes I have some tradisional mindset that I don't realize. Example, Love exist when you give more and scarifice more to God. Secondly, Senior Pastor is the most graceful person upon to God's hand.

This verse confirm that believe in Jesus, no such things as Tradisional.
Because we believe God that God is alive and intelligient wisdom.

Sometimes I'm sad for those tradisional church and tradisional christian.

Their "Offering Plate" were already not enough space, but they still want to wait for the "SPACE" to make offering, they will tell theirself that if offering was not in the offering plate, God will not please.
We know our God see into our heart! AMEN!

God will not ANGRY because we make an offering that not perfect but is our best to him.
God will please it if we do that!

I must upgrade my bible knowledge for my life preaching! No matter who else need my encourage I will say the word of God to him! The Truth!
And decide to have a bible study in my college! GOD PLEASE LEAD ME!
And start to focus my quantity of member F2-2.
Is that to let explosion come in! AMEN

Pray that God will continue rise up my spiritual faith for Him! Don't let the action lead my faith! Never exist in my life!!! God help me to increase my Cel Group member no matter in quality or quantity! F2-2 FOR THE BEST TALENT MEMBERS ^_^ yeah.
Cannot reject that My cel group all "art" people, quiet and dramatic or musician. hehe...
Quality isn't? proud for them! JIA YOU!!! NO TRADISIONAL THINKING!!!

Sleep lu, tomorrow study!
Task haven't complete are
1. Children Church's advert clips
2. Drama backgroud sound
3. Chinese Drama Rap Song for Xmas
4. Find some beautiful "flora and fauna" place for capture for Xmas.
- please suggest me if you know where KK's place have some good scenes for me one. Thx ya!
Flora And Fauna needed.

Thanks!
-END-

例王纪上 8:1-11 Devotion

When i read pass these Verses, Holy Spirit teach me something about Inside Our Heart.

This chapter mention Take the HOLY BOX into the temple of SOLOMAN that just build.
At verse 10-11
It told us that the Glory of God poured down with cloud, even priest which they were working also fell down under the Presence of God's Glory! How great was that! A temple that God pleased.

As we know, In Old testimonial, Temple was a place for worship and a place for offering too.
But now, in New testimonial, Jesus came and go, Temple already = our body.
Our body is the place that God Dwell in, God live in us.

Holy Spirit have a question for me, " What BOX your priest carried to your heart?"
A Holy Box, Or A Unknown Box?
I pray that God please let me know whether that inside my heart got unknown Box or not, I don't want useless and meaningless box deep inside my body, my temple. I WANT HOLY BOX!
HOly Box Bring down the presence of God! GOD's Glory!!! Wow!!! How nice!
Imagine all people make an offering in your life, your temple! ^_^ and the amount are unlimited.
If my heart had an unknown box, sure not God's Glory! Then we will try our best to carry more unknown box into our heart, cause we recognize that no body want to make an offering to our heart, Make an Offering in your temple mean "respect", "small Jesus in you", "Different"

When we know that we're not enough, we will start find something can fulfill us, talking with rude word, do something meaningless, make something SPECIAL...
All these for one reason. >>> "I WANT PEOPLE FOCUS ON ME"

I pray that God please correct my path if I have the mindset that I need people praise and puji more then you. Please Correct me! I need y0u, All i need is you, No one can satisfy me!
We need comfort by friends, we need friends' care, and help. But don't let these take the position of God in our temple "Spirit".

God... Train me to be humble not because I'm a religious man. Yet for your kingdom come! No other reason for me to being humble except you. God I love you!
Let your Glory always poured down on me so I can always satisfy without carry those unknown box into my heart!!! Hallelujah, God you reign!

Fact: I have my result back, one fail, that was Business Statistic.
Sad must existed in my heart, but I know the deep deep in my heart is who, so, Thx God that I can calm down and think for your willingness. God, please help me to study B.S for the resit test, for prevent me can't graduat! Exercises I need. Please let me easily know the solving when I'm practicing it, Amen...

No anger and hopeless in me, cause my "TEMPLE" only import Holy Box!
Uiseh......

-END-

罗马书 8:1-17 Devotion 19/10

Firstly, Sea doesn't exist bird, Sky doesn't exist SeaFood!
Make Sense huh!?

8.20pm-9.00pm
Today in Worship team I kena Burn by holyspirit, when Sister Kathy call musician come out for pray She said will have a fire pour down tonight , I clearly know I wanted to shout out the "HOT" in my body, My stomach had an earthshake. I shout until look like evil spirit in me. Actually i think Holy Spirit Burn me in the other hand also bring something not please God out from my body, Stress, and invisible stress.

When I shouted, I felt like many car hit me, can't control to pretend calm. How am I gonna explain the feeling.. hmm... I Feel, I hear, I maybe see... That time Kathy Jie also share about the three things, Feel Hear See.
Holy Spirit told me, 很好,干净了,什么都没有,只有上帝的心在你里面。
God remind me again and install again the Software of Soloman. The Software of David in my spirit. Worship Him and Do for Him only! Build the Temple!
Then suddenly Kathy jie and dunno who lay hand on me and Rid off my spirit of stressful in my stomach, wuasai, so hot and earthshake! I macam kena locked. Explosion can't tahan. I just know how to shout la.
Don't know how, I so comfort and I felt something covering me macam some brand good TILAM that made by 100%cotton de lay on me. WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!! WUA!!!!!!!
I feel so love! Hey! LOVE E! Comfort e! Actually I woke from shout, but I didn't want to wake, so comfortable!

When I come back and devotion, this chapter and verse told me, no holy spirit when u obey flesh desired. I got the answer, God grabbed whole my unpleased thing away, hey, that Feeling when I shouted were so "tired", Holy Spirit FORCE GRABBED all my darkness spirit! Just like a theif steal a woman necklace like that fast o! NO SIGNAL, NO INFORM, Just Grabbed.

Now I felt something happen, and one thing really happen was I'm so comfort now, no stress, but only the problem waiting me to solve it only!
PRAY THAT GOD WILL BURN YOU TOO!!! I Been Burned just like a dog.
Why God did this to me? I really know myself why He did this to me, Because I pray to God before, "God, I don't want get rid all my darkness in life by myself, please get rid off by urself"
God told me" SURE?"
ME: "Yes, waiting"
- Don't simple pray, sure will happen what you pray, If God allow, Thus, Don;t simple Pray.-
Is this a funny experience for me? I ask God, and God really give me what I told him before.
Tu La.. TEST GOD! TU LA!!! hahaha....

what i learn, I learnt No holy spirit in Flesh desire. But Holy Spirit Exist when Flesh desire in number two. I totally unstressful eh.... WHAT THING MAKE ME STRESSFUL? dun tell you. Private.

God, If I do wrong again, BURN ME GRAB ME AGAIN!!!
I want your presence and your heal better then live in darkness and stress.
God, Burn my friends too! LET THEM EXPERIENCE!!!

Secondly, I learn don;t simple Pray, for me, I pray what, God give what... Don't know why.
And for you, I will not pray something that so useless, E.g Money drop from sky, or Car drop from sky or my result fail to pass. Because I know my God will not do that to me. So I pray something that God will please.
BUT HOW I KNOW HE WILL BURN ME wOw!!!

-Kathy jie said I look nearly LOONG liao when Holy Spirit poured down on me.- Is that true?

I need Grace, Need to know more God, and need to know how to Pray to God.
No Holy Spirit Dwell when Flesh desire control you.
Before this, I see something happen around me, then now God burn me lagi... HOHOHOHOHO, come on Goliah.

K! -END- "Keep passion for God stuff and God flow! Come Together Search For it! You Search You Found, Cause God are naugthy but Merciful! ^_^!!!

Devotion 18/10 DAFIRST 

Today, through the meeting of disciple, Uncle Edwin decided to make a choice that everyone of us need to write down our Devotion everyday and submit to him every disciple meeting! Yo! Great!

I asked Uncle Edwin "Can I write my devotion in my blog and you search for it?"
He said "Yes, Just give me the Web Addresses"

Huiyo, How technology it is... hehehe... Ok now I start my First Opening Devotion.

历代志下 2: 1-18

This verse mention a non-Christian and person who worship many gods cooperate and help King of Soloman  build the Temple for God. The verse mention Soloman wrote the letter for agreement, and the details of resources. Wow, amazing... "the people who was non-Christian named 希兰"

I asked God is that normal to work with unbeliever to build your kingdom now?
When I kept read the verse, Holy spirit came and told me, "Be a Follower of Jesus Christ that unbeliever also will agree your God is real and strong." Then I immediately got the meaning of it.

Actually 希兰 knew King of David too, and knew that God gave King of David a Son of Wisdom (Soloman). "2: 11-12"

I learn that If we sure and truly worship our God from our inside out, unfortunately people who are believer or unbeliever will please to help you and ready to say yes to you. Why will it happen because I actually Worshiping a Good and Mighty and honor and lovely God! So they will ready to help us when we need. That's no problem to work with non-Christian! Just depend what works is it! "Don't too cin cai la, no selling drugs or illegal stuffs!"
"Who and How you think God is, determine what and how attitude you're."

I want to be like Soloman, work with unbeliever wisdomly, maybe can lead them to knowing God too!!!
Because of the great appearance of Soloman, 希兰 willing to help him to build the Temple of Worshiping God! How good in influence Soloman were!!!

God! You told us before that enemies will bow down to us, and will be the helpers to us too!
I want to Worship you and know You deeply! Because your grace had given us so beautifully!
You are exactly wisdom! Praise you!

I pray that when I'm building your kingdom or serving you, I want to influence others too! No matter in talking, sharing, playing, crazying, or crying. Please give me the grace! For your kingdom, for all people that need you! AMEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I believe I can use your grace not just around the Church, but outside the church!

-END-

Selamat Hari Raya

Today is the day of Hari Raya, most of Orang Melayu must be need no to work hard because they're in holiday. "I think some Orang Melayu were no different between in working day and Holiday." My own opinion.

I'm blur today when I woke up, I though I've late to college. And Ronald must be waiting for me for long time, because I always fetch him together attend to class. I though today our college got lesson, cause our college holidays were depend on "semenanjung malaysia's Tar College" Memang susah...

Phew, today actual is a holiday, If sure today have class for accounting, Wuasai, I must be attend to the class moody, cause I must be tired.

Ok, I will complete my things within 3 days, mean Wednesday.
1. Copy and Paste a Song for Drama about Jesus Christ Blood get rid off the sins.
2. Offering Share Prepare!
3. Copy a set of paper about the quantity of F2-2 members to my members.

Another things is I need to rush and complete two Task about Editing Video! This I aim for two weeks to complete it, I need to submit before 29/10!!!
1) VCR for Children Christmas about 30mins.
2) VCR for about Auntie Uncle thankful party. About 4-6mins ~~

I hope and pray these tasks won't make my college result get worst! I feel that these tasks were so challenge to me! At least got something to complete!

Selamat Hari Raya, Holiday to me is not for relax, but is for upgrade myself in doing things and serve God! I love It! When is my relax and free day? Answer: when I'm in the heaven.
Just Kidding la....

Actually everyday is my free day and time for relax, just depend how I arrange between me and my task. Holiday nothing to do? That's good time to upgrade and find my interest and hobby!
Holiday to me is sleep la... nothing else already if without upgrade myself.

Ok!!! Later Gonna Start my Drama Background Songs! Gambateh.
If someone you have some song or soundtrack like kind of Victory and Glory one, please send to me and suggest me. I would please to you. Belanja you pizza too...

K! Selamat Hari Raya, Ahamdulillah, Bismillah bulahan Bulahim. "pretend"

Worship Team Practice

Today I'm so happy and excited about this Practice, it isn't same with other practice time.
This time of practice took us from 3pm-11pm.
No tired, No bored.
What we done i this Worship Team?
We have our new songs modified, even may not suitable for Praise and Worship.
We share when we having our meal.
Listen to Shirley about importance of devotion and speaking tongue everyday 15mins.

This journey or "camp", I learn and start use Bass Guitar to jam with our musician, I found that Bass are very essential in all kind of songs... "No bass No Apple fall from tree..."
Besides that, I brought my pillow "useless maybe" to worship team for my Bass Drum too, Not for sleep!
That's no choice for me to think and think how to upgrade the sound quality of the bass drum, I just simple throw a pillow inside it, and try to make the suspend Lousy bass decrease.
Found that useful, but still the same quality... Aiks..........................

We share our desired, what things we most hope to happen, and vision.
I shared about Life Quality of Teammate is the first key and highest priority.
1. No Shame
2. No Firmless
3. Every member will be the best member if they willing to sacrifice themselves for God then join to 412 worship team
4. 412 Worship team will be the main point of explosion in 412!

I also try to research the Sound System "so called" _PA_
I found that the hall speaker haven't bring the character of it yet. "mean the volume set, can't bring out the character or powerful of the Main Speakers."
And also recognize Sound system FX Equalizer weren't set in the proper way. treble too low, or bass too low. After some adjustment and Guan tian and Felix also can agree a little bit my adjustment. Found that the Bass Guitar bring life again, The Acoustic Guitar Rose from death again, and also Our vocals' voice able to shout the glory of God again! Thank Lord!

Last time I was though that the Hall speaker were already broken, but that isn't true for today to me, Actually the Speaker still work for the Hall! Praise God! Because of some adjustment not yet set in the suitable way last time.

In the other hand, I found something hurt in my heart when I step in Shalom Hall, where the place we 412 operate. I realized our hygiene in Shalom Hall was insufficient. Pray to God that Second Gunbang will hardwork a bit to clean the stuff up! If not, sure will become a "Store Hall"
really hurt when I found that... yet Thank God members were still enjoy in Praising God and Worshiping Him together! Amen... We still need to rise up our standard no matter in what sector. If I can be a cleaner in ministry for Shalom Hall, that's too great for me! No one will stop me if this ministry exist. I always pray to God that "Materials' Problems will never because of Financial Problems." If I able to gain money for my own, I must invest some of my income into Shalom Hall Materials section. This is also my calling from God. If except Uncle Edwin no one will do that. I'm the one waiting...

I pray for my Shalom hall from deep inside my heart, God please bring something "materials" useful to us, not only 412, but also Children's Church. We're passion for bring out our love through all the materials in Shalom Hall no matter is instrument or projector screen or the decoration in the Hall. God I believe, you pour out your spirit, same you also will bring in the materials we always pray for! God! Don't stop us to rise up our standard when our spiritual life keep enhance and step to another level! God! Holy Spirit touch our teammate to be more passionate to you, My Lord! Please! God I beg you, Don't let Shalom Hall become a Store Hall.
I don't want our place for worship and gather together become a Hall that no one will FULLY care. God, we're your children, we as human need a nice place to enjoy with you. We have enough God, but God please still keep bring in what we actually not enough no matter in physical or spiritual way, we need this for you Jesus, we need this for the youth and adult around our place. God, please touch leaders' heart. May your word and your spirit tell them that you want to tell. Shalom Hall, Glory Hall the same God, please...
In Jesus Name, Amen.



Through this camp/journey I start to know not just only in worship team, but the whole hall. Hope to know more about my Shalom Hall next time, or next camp. GAMBATEH

Suggestion

Thank you for my Friend Charlotte Fong Jia Lerk for provided me some useful information about this Blog. She said that my blog was too blur for her to read enjoyly. hehehe...

K, I will try my best to MODIFY and CHANGE my blog in order to let you guys read or enjoy Smoothly... hahaha

How a? hm... maybe need some line break? or the font color/style? Background?
Yeah, is time to upgrade my blog also! thank friend!

I will give the best I could.

Give so comment about my blog design too! What also can suggest. Just don't say I am too handsome in this blog, so don't ever put my photo. "so cold..."

Why come to know Jesus and Receive it as our Lord in life?



I want to share my testimonial to who are reading this post.



I'm from a atheist family background last time, and I also is the youngest one in my family.

Left hand side (me) Right Hand side (brother zhou zhi te from Joshua Taiwan)



Because i'm the youngest, so my family especially my Daddy keep teach and influence me to become a not "simple ok ok" people, to prevent lie by people.


Atheist means No God, but myself imgination, No trust by trust myself, No love but love those who are benefit to myself. No friends, but collegue(*work) only. No been persuade but persuade other. Religous only, no truth.


This is my father teaching in overview method la~ I think your family also got some teaching like that~


No? whatever la.. It is for me only maybe . hahah


hm... I really hate religous stuff and religious belief from last time til now and future.


Before I receive christ, I also treat it become a Christian also a Religious. I'm so Disgusting about it, Lie myself if I get into.
Religious means something created by human being and some concept or belief are totally a joke and funny stuff can also call it Impossible facts. Moreover, How the religious good, was still the same with other religious, cause the teaching are totally same, only different in the method they progess.


No matter how people teach me, need to treat religious-man Good, cause the just want to do good things. Ya, i can pretend to treat them good, But sorry to tell you my spirit is hurt and sad for them. Cause they believe something that already died, or concept that 乱来.


Sometimes I saw or realized some RELIGIOUS-Man using their belief and concept to reap and gain money. OH MAN, is that the guy was truly believe or just treat it as a business? So why my father said that Dun Believe in Religious Too Much. I'm very appreciate to my father.


Some miracle happened, not because the True People inside the Idol help you.


Think clearly, If a man died and never rose up from death, how they help you? He cannot rose himself up too. I'm not gonna continue this THEORY, cause someone might kena sword.


I also though Jesus never rose from death too. Immatural.


I also though Jesus was a European or british with huge of "胡子". Stupidness.


I also though Jesus love only Christian. Blindness.


I also though Jesus didn't exist in our world. Unwisdomness.


After I try play play and receive Christ into my life.


Something not just I can felt it, I saw something changing too. Not change in me, but around of me. I don't know how to read and even speak the expression to you.


He, a.k.a Jesus change the situation around me then let me see what is real and fake. I think before How am I touch God and See God?


through the situation change around me, I already saw God. The whole progress actually was God's miracle. "If you want to know your friend either exist in this world or not. Just simply ask him/her for a present, if the present arrive your hand or house, mean that he/she still alive." Make sense or not?


How I touch God? Ok, God not only the comfort or consultant, God is the "people" that most know me in this world SUDDENLY. " i use people cause in our concept only people can know us according our relationship level." If a people that know us good enough in weakness and limited ability, then they can comfort us and consultant us in a BEST way, no matter he/she is a intelligent or unintelligent.


If a God is God, mean He carried the God level to become the God.


God heal my heart with His Words, and Promise.


How I received the Promise? haha, you cannot get the promise unless you read bible.


Why God need to speak to us through bible more then anything else?


Because God create word and language to let us know more then we guess without word and language. Make sense or not?


In this world if God don't create word and language. We can't live. Sure.


If God provide Word and Language to us, He must be carried something purpose into it.


"a businessman will not provide or sponser us something unless he want to advertise or persuade the customer to buy their services and goods through advertisement in book magazine or board." YA RIGHT!? So why God create and provide and sponsor Word and Language to us. He want to let us know Him or He's Will through word and language.


God always the smart and strategy businessman around the global.


I start to recognize that believe in Jesus wasn't a Religious.


How I know? Because I'm in relationship between God and me, Because Jesus still alive. "Am I crazy?" Bible told us.


Why Christian only focus in bible teaching?


Because Bible is/was the highest standard in teaching in purity and how to become a human.


Somebody without education also can have a good lifestyle through knowing bible teaching.


"If a book can provide us so much information, and also the most accurate teaching, why dun we believe it was/is real?, how real? Testimonial told us."


Bible told us Jesus rose from death, that's all. No cartoon effect.


"If your grandmother teach you, not to do this do that, why u obey? because you believe your grandmother that have much experience then you. You must believe it even you doubtful."


Bible already last dunno how many year, maybe three zero. Yet all the "specialist" never want to stop the Bible for publishing! How come? Too REAL!? answer: yes.


You don't believe in spiritual, nevermind, but atleast you must believe what majority people give u the message right?


Become a christian truly not a religious. Through firm-testimonial, and my own experience.



Become a christian no need to scarifice our blood to become K zai.


need no to fill form, need no to 发誓. need no to imigrate. Need no to wash hand or feet. Need no to lost some organ in our body. ONLY we need is, talk. Use Product of God . WORD


How about baptist?


baptist is only the way that show to all you're a christian. That's


But it is unreasonable that you dun want baptist, because God love you. Why dun show ur love and scarifice to anybody thorugh baptist that tell them YOU LOVE GOD AND WANT TO COMMIT TO GOD!? Show your love, dun too selfish.


now, i'm 20years old, I'm still haven't baptist. cause family matter..


SO AM I A CHRISTIAN? yes... cause I been baptist by holy spirit. THIS IS MOST NEED YA!


no baptist by holy spirit, no new live. Remember this.


Why no new live? Bible told...


Why christian focus in bible only? Answer: Dun let me repeat again ok?


God change me and my situation in the method and way that I dun realize... SURE! Not lucky.


The Best way to know God worked in your life and God exist and God truly answer Pray is to see your 往后镜, backspot glass. "Not car one ok...." I mean our life...


"If you hurt, after 2 year u still carry your wound, you can know you are terrible in lifestyle through looking to your backspot glass." True kan?


So, if God did something in our life, you must know through the backspot glass. Simple right?


We need no to see God already enough, through His promise and help.


ok...


Existed Jesus + Experience + Testimonial + Fact from Specialist + Something happpen + Prayer and Promise answered = True, unreligious.


Unexisted "someone" + Experience + Testimonial + Unprove fact from Specialist + Something short-term happen + Prayer and Promise need to scarifice then answered = Untrue, Religious stuff.


I want to say is, Got testimonial and experience are not perfect yet. The important spot is the source, Exist or not exist the "SOMEONE", if our God are faked, what we did and experienced was useless, right?


K, I need to stop already, I stack liao. So tired...


K la!!! hope can type more, and hope you can receive my word and try change your mind to accept Jesus! ^_^ this is my purpose!







Hehe, You don't believe it too?

Successful revenge to Uncomplete

Actually many things need to do was already nearly complete
But because lack of time, resources and approval.
Some stuff we nearly complete but need to rearrange again. Yet, so good la, cause can rise up from good to better.

About the Chorma Key, is horrible Funny.
Chorma Key common use Green background and Blue background for each clips so that can change the background without effect the person or thing i need.
BUT, I though white background was ok to me to edit with Chorma Key.
GUESS WHAT!!! When i edit with white background, all the character face gone!!!
LOLZ...... haiya..... Now the clips still haven't finish, Script need rearrange lagi!!!
Picture of drama haven't get... :(
8/10 I will start my 2nd terms, haiya.. so worry cannot complete my stuff..

The big worry to me is the rap song i composed. English who gonna rap it? I worry the character cannot remember the lyrics, even I composed also cannot remember well. Sure need to learn it and remember it seirously , beat included.

About the Chinese Rap... Haiya.... kena rejected and I totally have no idea with it already.
Cause many stuff I'm worrying, and the date of 21/12 is coming nearly soon...
Aya, My appointment and time management need to upgrade from 1.5 to 2.0 version already.

Stressful is ok la... Because got strength from heaven ma.
Flexible, and Brainstorm turbo horsepower.

Pray for me that God can provide me some wisdom and knowledge to complete all the weird or normal stuff!!! Please Pray for me, I need prayer!
Thank you, see you in 21/12