I cannot treat you like that, but You can treat me like that

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guf guf.....

ok, never eat what i eat before right? not pedas actually, immune then good...

This is how God trained army... something that only specific people can patient...
the army can patient it without any voice up,

but, if give some lembapER, hahaha....... God, this is your trained army actualization.

Hallelujah!!!

Heart broken

My heart sometimes broken,
My heart sometimes am guk
My heart sometimes questioning,
My heart sometimes so so sad,
My heart even feel alone,
My heart always naugthy
My heart always cry
My heart always empty
My heart is dynamic in emotion
My heart always complaint
My heart always hate myself.
My heart always want to scold people
My heart always think to sin.
I'm so empty for my life...
This is me.

But You are still God that can solve my all problem, Above all, and many more.
You are my new heart.

开课咯!!!

next monday will be my good day to meet my friends again, although will be so muo sheng la..

this semester i really want to push my college work, God, dun let anything else pressure me again...
but if God want... then i better shut up.

I have one Re-sit, which can say is my climax of college-life.
He/SHE is Business Statistic. My weaknesses, just like david and goliath.

I very scare, additionally, this coming class, is my last semester toward graduation...
God, how if my BS fail in last sem? I gonna wait other resit, and need to get the diploma cert after one year, God, damn waste time e!

This situation, just like the final game king facing with me... either i drop level need to climb back, or he die!

I need Your faith and the grace of concentration God...
I need Your understanding so that I can melt in BS...

Ops..

Ya, other subject as well... I'm not god of subjectS, God, You are my all......
I believe with Your strength, I'm able to.
Please draw near to me, nothing else can lead me to what Your victory... only You.

I know my future gonna suffer more, but God, be with me... Hold me tight when I cannot hold You tight... cover me with Your blood, strengthen me with Your word, Your love, Your hope!

God, i put all faith in You, cause all You've done, and i surrender to You.

Open class... God, watch my step. I don't know how to watch my own step.

难为情

I'm male, that not clear about what female want, sometimes God so humor, He want me to think deeply no matter is right or wrong.

God told me to patient, and God told me when to explode...
Is that useful? Yes, but somehow hurt la...

Maybe God holding me when I'm trouble cause of think to deep, let people think that i'm idiot.

Who's know?

but no matter how, I will continue the calling of God... Think deeper, High S.

about High S, God told me not to use my high S in different of specific situation.
God told me think deeper, not must act at front of crowd.
I'm high S, but I dun believe i'm a Idiot of High S, sorry organizer....

sometimes really headache... Is because what i think is wrong... or people think my idea cannot believe... I found that a little bit of Self-center come out, why? cause people don't think my idea is OK.

But who know, I will continue what God called.

Ya.. haha.. sometimes i think deep for somebody good... but the person also say i'm senka some kind like that... walao... nice ba... really want to depend on God's will!

God, recessionary, but I will hold you tight, no matter what collapse in my life...
cause you're the foundation of my life, with You, the collapse can be re-build.