星期六, Oct 16, 2010

刚过了一个很大的考验,是关于功课上方面的。
考验这个字大多数关于情或物。

但我的是,领导能力被怀疑。唉。。。

昨天,我们的组要有presentation给于Final Assignment.
我,是阿头,能做的都做了. 有什么关于好坏的消息,都会自动发短讯给大家,为了让大家多了解进展.
问题在,我不在乎有没有被珍惜,但其中的组员让我感觉,我是应该的,我因该要做工人的工.他们就等着而已.

关于演讲,我第一次被人家认为我是在演讲上没有知识的同学. 组员教我如何准备演讲,时间预算.
我当然谦卑的聆听.看看有什么可以领教下的, 没有不用紧.

反而,离开,像老板多一点. 哈哈哈

可能我这个短学期,因为功课和网络设备的压力上,静了很多,没有机会让他人了解我.

我都有分发工作给适当的人,但我好像在虐待他们. 我也有书要读的... ...

私下一个人,忙着跟改大家的作业付出,吭了多么的资料,分析了不少.
只有上帝,和我的电脑知道,ivy 也有关心我。。。 但我不能让她关心我,因为她的苦难比我还苦。

到回来,我的小组决定都是于民权主义来做的。但付责任的,两个三个。

演讲时,是我和一个组员负责,就是教我的那个。他做头,我吃完身体。我愿意,在分数上和理解上。

10分钟,不够讲,做个随便的终结,大家拍掌。但我还以为做头演讲的那个会安慰彼此所,我们已经尽力了。
不是,而是“都说了我们要缩短来讲,海~~~”
傻笑。。。

我对大家的付出,我觉得已经完成了。不管气顺不顺,没有意思。

这是我的经历,我不会对黑人,中国人,印尼人有不好的印象。
我会尽量不要再和同样的人再什么合作。

这个旅程,是上帝的能力,和包容,和开朗的灵在带着。
虽然孤独,但那个时候有ivy的捣蛋和上帝的陪伴,问题算什么?

假如你说,真正的领袖是在理论和知识成为塔石,
我觉得,有没有容量吭再是领袖的塔石。 我会继续吭,上帝给的。

Top rank game in Cheras.

Wow, cannot be imagine that in Cheras also got friends that can crazy about game together!
We do really have a specific group to play only a specific strategy game, it was great and is healthy. :) but for finance control, will need to consider much la, here we usually play around 2hour and 30mins. Fun times... relax time and socialize time~ ^_^

Below is the game!!!

This game call C & C general, zero hour. Which I think i played it accidentally when I'm at Sabah like 20 to 21 years old, that time only play campaign!
Now I re-catch up this game again, kind like forgot everything when I touch it... huahahaha..

For me this is not only to play game and have fun, but can also enhance the relationship and belongs with friends, guess what, all the players are my cell group's member in Cheras! lolz.
Moreover, we can observe and discover each others' real behavior while playing haha...

Hence I pray God for appreciation due to I able to meet my cell group friends' topic no matter in what... Keep on praying about my language skill in English! even Manglish! :) Wow, lots of challenge!

"Game are good, but not overwhelm."

Got a chong dong want to have a fast a pray journey eh!!!
The key is decision for when to start now!!!
For diet of course, also for prayer!!! :) huge benefit e!!!

Hope I don't carry a play play feeling into it... I want to choose to be Serious! ^_^ WOHO!!!

By the way, just finish having meals with my sister, italian food o... :)

Hahahhahaa.... I really hope I can see myself garang face and also improve to control my stomach! !!! pray for life improvement and also be able to serve Lord more more then I thought!

Life of Cheras

This is the first post created in 2010 year.

Remember last time so active about blogging and writing feeling and facts on my blog,
Just realized several scammer or spammer on my blog, posting non-sense ads!

OK!

Actually I step into Cheras since August 2009, sorry for not informing through Blog! But will always update status oftenly in facebook! ^_^ do add me if you're my friend, or the person I know, My email is king_crazy@hotmail.com

Before I step into my new journey where I'm staying now...
Through some research from friends, gossip, conversation, topic, family and auntie uncle. I made a conclusion about what will happen when I start my new journey in Cheras.

Top 10, Things and Situation predicted:

1. Non-friendly enviroment
2. Social networking weak
3. Culture Shock
4. Distance Problem
5. Blind Mapper
6. Time Management Improvement.
7. Negotiate N/A
8. Enhancement of Entertainment
9. Independence skills
10. Alteration of mindset

Additionally, I do really appreciate for what my family did to my financial part, I did not categorize into Top 10 did not determine not bringing significant impact to me, it did, and came from my family, very very thankful.

I remember many friend told me and I also encounter many friends that go to "KL" after that won't come back to Sabah, as a Sabahan. Is it true? Through me I can ensure, depend on our attitude and aim of life.

I guarantee about 90% I will stay back to Sabah, KK city.
Among all the study and Top 10 I posted. Only 10%-20% is accurate and subject to be change.
Non-sense study.

The accurate situation will be Distance problem, Blind Mapper and Social Networking weak.
These situation is my weaknesses and some I already overcome, and not overcoming still.

Really troublesome to go for a Shopping Mall, example Mid Valley, Pavilion, Sunway Pyramid.
Imagine transport took us about 30mins-45mins with parking time exclude traffic jam.
This minutes can able me for taking my meals and purchase a SEED formal shirt in Warisan Square include transport KENARI.

Blind Mapper, this is a huge homework for all fellow to migrate or stay here. I took about 2.5 months to recognize all the road that I need to know including short-cut.
This period of time I realized,
Cheras to Ampang, Ampang to Setapak, Setapak to KL, KL to PJ, PJ to Bangsar, Bangsar to Sunway, Sunway to Kuchai Lamai, Kuchai Lama to Cheras, Cheras to Ipoh, Cheras to Melacca, Cheras to Klang.
Currently I'm learning the way to LCCT or KLIA for emergency used :P

LRT station also is the best transportation for travel to another destination regardless time consuming. Easy to learn also......

Social Networking, Hahahhaha... John Chao Chen Keong told me better to know some cantonese to protect or communicate myself here. Seriously, the language really need to be consider is only English, Manglish, KL Melayu. Depend on what friend we want to involve, mine here got Iranian, China, Nigerian.... many more. Although I can't cover all Social Network, but church and family is the place that I can learn and hang out with... Clubbing a? no la... I got migraine after consume alcohol.
With the aids of Churches, friends, and family. My Social Network begin to Expand bit by bit. Good to learn!

Life is always learning, regarding to the culture shock, no shock at all, all things is the same, same pattern and concept. Remember many people told me to change thinking and mindset or view etc. Why? lolz...
The problem is not Sabahan are "villager", through me I can ensure that is KL people have "villager's mindset" view.
Encounter Uncle Taxi told me, SABAH WHERE GOT TRAFFIC JAM ONE~~~ HAHAHAHA.

KL people tend and brave to judge Sabahan and also difference of SABAH and KL. Judge is good, but not always the negative point please.

Regarding to the Entertainment, bored, the good things will be traveling with your good friends. That's all, Clubbing yiaks for me... Play lan game cyber, for relationing only for here.

However, I learn many things to make myself more awake to preparation and avoid self-demolish. Yes, Independent skills, management skills.
Rent a house, learn how to clean, cook, care and shares.
I learn to shares and give first although it maybe hopeless.

Due to Mindset Change, I had changed, change rapid and firm.
I begin to change my views and thinking. From willing to change before step into Cheras, To change for what after step on Cheras. really, this lesson taught me, Enviroment change doesn't mean our concept of living need to be alter. It is true and non-sense. GCC mates ask me, why you go to KL still have not yet change your clothing fad a??? still the old, same.
I think perhaps it is also depend on aim of life, and also my attitude ba... hahahaha...
I will give respect where or when else there are the need to respect.
People say wear to show respect.
I wear a home-wear cloth to GCC when weekdays, determine that's my home.
I wear a proper and tidy shirt, when hospitality is on. Include Sunday!


Conclusion, If there is no God that I can rely on, pray to, depend on, cry to, hold on to, believe for, patient on, aim for. I will become a true Villager in my kk home.
Let God dwell in me, as I dwell in new journey.
So that my inside will be bigger then outside.

:) No need to worry.
2010