-GarDen for EveryOne-

201211 梦 1.15AM

2011-12-19T10:16:00.000-08:00

才醒，有一个怪怪的梦，梦见当 Jet Lo 在爸爸工厂弄他的东西时，发现爸爸也有抓怪性的山猪宰来卖。活活的山猪，笼边就是它们的肉片，一片一片的。当jetlo在忙用电脑时，我就去那个笼那里看看，刚好是要从笼里抓一只出来，工人都用布盖着怪山猪的头，打下它的屁股，就出笼进了别一个小笼。他们就抬山猪去宰，还唱生日歌，好像不懂给谁大吃一餐。烧了后，整条就吊在一个很大的笼里，两位工人们说是要喂一个很凶猛的山猪，哇！当我看那个山猪是，是人形山猪，两手拿着莫名的长布，头盖着布，像人一样壮，它关在我处在的笼里的小笼背向着我们，很杀气！工人们都说喂它时很害怕，要很小心的开什么什么笼让自己处在一个小地方才能让它出来吃那吊着的小山猪。然后我发现笼的楼上有小房，房外有一个图片是一个人形山猪，脑部会发光的。当我离工人们距离一点点，突然那个人形山猪用它的布跨过墙拉着工人们，然后靠着拉着的力跳出笼来。出来后，我不理就爬上去那个小房，只听见惨叫声。琐上那木板门时，往下看，我看见五马分尸，另外一个在坝这无力，人形山猪分完第一个工人，就抓第二个工人，它就用手尖刃的刺擦入为龙骨，往上体拉，然后再用两个刺从体中向两旁撕开，很快的工人就五马分尸，分四段，头至胸；肚子与手；脚和肚子内藏。看见它不是要吃他们，它很快速的把尸体排的很整齐，排着时，口重复说着，"我要这样做，一定要这样做，要快要快". 醒了。。。。。。 0o0

Bersih 2.0 July 9th 2011 - Experience and Opinion. P1

2011-07-12T21:35:00.001-07:00

Hidup Hidup, Hidup Rakyat.

Many friends, family and relatives discourage me to join the rally. Because polices will arrest me while I going to the rally point to gather. "Stadium Merdeka, as what I knew July 7th 2011".

Despite of all the discouragement, I felt inner peace and the sense of God's approval for me to go ahead what I believe and fight for. Guessed I join without purpose or lost control of my mind? No actually. Actually I prayed hardly and ask God for approval and protection after approve.

July 8th, 2011.

Najib Tun Razak denied Bersih 2.0 permitted permission for the rally held in the Stadium Merdeka. First thing come into my mind was not fear however was "what kind of attitude was this? Najib eh!" The reason I got a bit disappointed not due to the sea level of arrest was increase but the respected attitude that our prime minister holding. My girl friend Lee Ivy begin to worry about me, and stated that I will be arrest in the middle of road, not destination somemore. However, as a rakyat I believe the only way to erase the prime minister is none but us, the rakyat only. Prayed hardly for safety and direction, because no rally point was announce from the bersih 2.0 committee. But plan to head to the city about 11.00am tomorrow.

July 9th, 2011.

9am

Woke up in girlfriend house, my girlfriend revising her subjects, and I'm preparing for the rally. And my girlfriend advise me to bring salts and she actual prepared a small bottle of water for me, my supporter. She lend me her bags.

10am

Me and my girl friend went to indian shop have our breakfast, actually I did not want to eat, but she keep on say eat some...eat some..., after having our meals we dispersed at the indian shop, she went to 7-eleven, I headed to KTM mid valley.

11am

KTM mid valley, policeman and woman around it, my heart beating increase the tempo, then I follow a tourists and act like how to go here and go there... then when arrive KTM lobby, I alone go straight while polices beside me. My yellow shirt just hided in my bag, if being stop and check, I will ended up arrested. Phew, I managed to pass through it, sweat a lot, then I go to KL sentral for exchange to monorail.

11.30am

Arrive KL sentral, many tourist and pedestrian, polices of course. Polices checking at the entrance to SkyBus, my heart beating again. But again I acted like tourist, go find some snacks... drinks... see prices and open the eyes big. Then I managed to pass through the escalator to the skybus compound. Keep on walk walk walk, don't look around to provoke polices.

11.45am

Arrive Monorail KL sentral, damn! Monorail Maharajarela stopped the service, I'm hopeless. Stacked in brickfield I though. Ask God, and God replied "walk as you research the road before, remember the only round about, just go". So I walk...walk.... walk on the city...

12.00am

I spotted the roundabout, so happy, but huge crowds of police with different color guarding at the stadium merdeka 3 o clock round about, so I go to roundabout 12 o'clock, when I reach the end of the 12 o'clock road. Man... FRU, red soldier blocked the way to PJ street, or Pasar Seni. Although many pedestrian escape the FRU by walk to the left valley, a voice came in to my mind "This I only show you the scene of FRU blocking the way, now go back to the roundabout, just head to stadium merdeka 3 oclock roundabout." My mind though like... "Wa! Many polices eh!"

12.15am

Walk, not tired, reach the roundabout (now is 9 o clock to stadium merdeka). I just don't know why, took out my camera and keep capture non-sense, then I sneak through the boundaries of polices checking, polices did spot me. But manage to past through! Wohooo!!!

12.30am

Arrived the Stadium Merdeka, is JALAN Maharajarela, not Monorail. Excited, but no participant of rally around there... I though where they were? 10000 participants? was it all scare? :(

And the FRU again, block the entrance way of Stadium Merdeka. Wait about 5-10 mins, a punch of people hinting us to go their way...walk walk walk, WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOo

I found my home, yellows were gather hugely at otherside, around the back side of PJ street!!!

All cheering loudly! Just like carnival celebration!!!

then......

Bersih 2.0

2011-06-30T11:06:00.000-07:00

From my "normal citizen" opinion, and what I acknowledged and learnt from the Web 2.0 and media's explicit knowledge.

President of Bersih 2.0 is Ambiga, an indian lady, basically this notion is to promote the concept of clean and fair election by a group of citizen. As for me, clean defined as no corruption, and fair is no bias or re-correction.

The Bersih 2.0 promote the concept by organize a rally, and several sponsorship included, such as NGO-organization. Bersih 2.0's rally had no intention to protest with immorality way, no killing or burning, no throwing or breaking. Bersih 2.0 rally is a peaceful walk on the street, that's all, just like kai kai la... the Date and Time for the rally are July 9th, 2010 and 2pm respectively. And the duration time will be 2 hours, as I know.

This rally will be implement on the street of KL town (SOGO, BGN DBKL, KG BARU), participants or supporters wear t-shirt in yellow color to support Bersih 2.0. There is no force or illegal channel to pressure us to participate or support Bersih 2.0, merely depends on citizen's willingness or even their own judgement.

This rally do support by several politic as well, since President Ambiga invited all the political parties to join as one in the rally to promote the clean and fair election, include opposition parties.

Furthermore, citizen advance themselves by wearing or producing creative caps and clothing that merely support Bersih 2.0, of course majority in yellow color. They also organize group account in facebook and web page to gain support and awareness from the surfers and to share the news and concept. All is not official, and were not told to, how great!

From what I know, Malaysia is a democratic country, so I realized that peaceful walk rally in democratic country is not a crime or illegal activities that will threaten the security of country. Moreover, citizen can raise up their voice to speak something that they are concern to others, in democratic country. PAS, DAP, PKR only I knew they will join, but BN no news at all, and MCA totally disagree with Bersih 2.0 and preventing members to join.

Then, I begin to puzzle up the laws and the activities. I decided to support and join, because this rally is a peaceful rally, do have uniform and date for participant to gather up and raise up the voice and walk on the street to promote Bersih 2.0. Malaysia is a democratic country, hence in this context, no existing law or whatever penal code or regulation can judge the activities is a criminal or illegal activities. So, again I decided to support and join.

Unfortunately, from what I know, Perkasa (Ibrahim Ali) fight back to judge that Bersih 2.0 is against the culture or law. Perkasa gather up a rally too, called Gerak Aman to counter-"Rally" Bersih 2.0 at the same date and time. July 9th, 2010, 2pm. Besides that, Perkasa saids if Bersih 2.0 call off the rally, then Perkasa also will call off the rally. And Ibrahim Ali said Chinese seldom participate in demonstration, thus stock up food in home to avoid any dangerous situation, yet this is his explanation. The words or sentences that he actual came out from his mouth was, "advice Chinese should not join, and stock up food in house, because many things can be happen on July 9th 2010." On the other hands, UMNO Youth also organize rally in group on the same time July 9th 2010, with red color t-shirt if not mistaken "Patriot".

Our Malaysia's Home Minister, begin to announce that Bersih 2.0 is formally an illegal activities, and do not grant permit to implement rally on the street, Perkasa and Umno Youth also cannot get the permit as well. Meanwhile, wearing Yellow T-shirt could be detained by police forces, because of supporting Bersih 2.0, and fews supporters had been caught even before the July 9th, 2010, especially the 14 supporters whom wearing yellow Bersih 2.0 t-shirt and giving flag country to citizen in marketplace.

Recently I read many e-news, web-pages, and blogs, sources said that police forces start to take action against those wearing or owning yellow entire or accessories, even vehicles included in the list as well... what a big project movement.

There are three sides of forces from the e-news, web-pages and blogs, they published that Bersih 2.0 really a illegal activities via expert's precise study. Another published that Bersih 2.0 is a legal practices in Malaysia and also proved by history as well. Another forces, is Bersih 2.0 themselves, keep on advancing even though difficulties and accusation attack them routinely.

Ok, long story...

I'm Malaysian... Last time I heard many things from media or friends and read many news that mention dirty tactic before and after election. Buying votes, ghost voters, Philippine people must vote for only one political party, black-out while counting results and some unknown votes flowing on the rivers.

This is all after and before dirty tactics, Malay called Kotor.

I want to join Bersih 2.0 because I want a better government to manage the country, I don't want a political parties able to reign Malaysia through the dirty ways. I really want a group of politician have accountability to raise up Malaysia's standard and reputation so that my next generation can live with a condition that is satisfied, I did not compare with other country. Yet I know the accurate government will raise up the standard of country, sure. I really hope that the talent people will love their country, and fight for the country. And a country that is really democratic and respect each one another, addition with know how to utilize the freedom of speech to increase the effectiveness and efficiency of country.

I support Bersih 2.0, I participate the rally with sound-mind, acknowledged the threats. I want clean and fair electoral systems. I'm Malaysia's citizen. :) and I'm practicing my rights.

Know Yourself First Before Know to Judge.

2011-06-23T02:15:00.001-07:00

In KL's environment, including the boundaries and network of churches and relatives.

Although the advancement and technology are far beyond many states domestically.

However, don't know is the fault of hi-tech environment or the polluted sky.

People including me become so judgmental to every single things, verbally or silently.

But, somethings come to my mind, don't judge but challenge myself to figure out WHY.

After through hard-time and learn, I surrender myself and chose to complaint to God instead of throwing rubbish to myself.

Surprisingly, when I complaint to God, I not only become more satisfy "tired", but there really is the answer spiritually and physically afterward.

Friends, if no one listen to your heart, please complaint to God instead of becoming a fool, forcing to become a big-heart hypocrite professional.

Complaint to God, God is not a politician, He will not listen to you because you can benefit Him.

Come oN!!! Fear God, Talk to Him!

Hard time

2011-05-06T06:00:00.000-07:00

Now is the beginning of May's semester of my academic life, which also consider my last semester toward graduation!

However, things won't be too easy, many commitment or correction need to be rush, avoid even manipulate!

I hope that everything will be fine, smooth and able to proceed to my graduation, internship and life's goals in time.

This semester will be a special semester for me, changes and strategic planning need to take out from the storebox. In order to avoid postpone related to everything, sacrifice of leisure time taken place.

And thx to God I completed my games' series or stories.

How hard is my last semester, actually not hard in term of subject. Yet the most dangerous and disgusting part is, I'm taking Ok Ok subject on the other hand taking most difficult and problematic THESIS. Which mean you are drinking a hot water, suddenly drink a cold water, makes teeth painful, routinely!

I want to thank God, to allow me have no war's friends around me, everything in front of me consist of mist. The feeling was like I dropped from an aeroplane to a land, no guidance at all! The only defense and initiative weapon, is my body and eyes.

Of course I knew God's plan, the training ground, the forces for me to draw near to Him. But, in my context, all this is rubbish, I just knew only pray and cry out like baby to Him, begging Him to walk with me, every time.

I don't want to love God because He had trained me become a warrior of something. And I hate to love God due to He done something for me, although all christian walk like this.

Hard time, the failure just like a line far away, how close is it. However, God walk with me, fight with me, was because I love Him? no.

This semester, the last one, will be the big possibility for me to express my dissatisfaction. Feels like going to the faculty, grabbing a hammer and gently hit the center of the faculty's glass, just once. But, love told me to think and understand the external first. We better thank to the King.

Am I a good student, intelligent and great group leader, excellent result student?

HaHa... These enable me to acknowledge, what is the real successful person outside the uni, real success.

God not only training me in skills, knowledges or stature. He also open my mind to see the way of successful person's birth-forth.

If fail!!! If graduate!!! Am I gonna judge myself a useless person, or a intelligent person?

No, there are no dot for people to judge. Judge veil the road infront.

Everything uphold to Him, now alone or not alone? Yes and No, cause there are spiritual dimension involved, in my academic life. Hiew, shame to express that.

Praise God for the complicated plan that I saw! The blue-print from God is really hard to digest one. :)

My Acer Aspire 5750G short short drama.

2011-03-28T01:38:00.000-07:00

Would like to share with you guys about my ACER Aspire 5750G.
Which was the 1st Msia Intel Sandy Bridge Laptop.

You know why I bought this laptop? Because it's spec is really good and attractive plus efficient. Sure I will research all the price and spec's average to result the most reasonable laptop to buy, addition won't hurt my family's pocket as well.......

This picture describe the sense of frustration. The kick actually can be high if could. And for more, the screen no need fly so high, suppose to explode immediately while the kick arrive. "Too Powerful and fast".

Acer Aspire 5750G, known as the 1st laptop with Sandy Bridge by INTEL!
Guess what, Intel had a recall on Acer 5750G, which is my laptop. Meanwhile, I got my laptop into blue death screen as well "computerer understand then understand".

I obeyed the recall, and submitted to Plaza Lowyat 4th floor. The service center called :HIGHPOINT SERVICE CENTER".

The employees of it provided me 3 choices, 1 is replace motherboard. 2, is swapped Acer product. 3, Refund from retailer by yourself. Due to the issue is too too new, the parts and product are unavailable to provide service to victims "me".

So, I smartly made a decision, I said see whether which 1 or 2 option come first. Then run the process for me. Cut short.

Already past 1 and the half week. Lowyat forum said the swap is available.
Then I track my status Happily, and it stated "UNASSIGNED" which mean my laptop doing nothing in this moment. Walao eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Keep following up, keep email, keep call... Although there are personnel approach me.
Yet, the same company name provide 3 feedbacks to me.

1. From HQ by calling, will properly get the new laptop back in 2-3 days.
2. From HQ by email, my new laptop will send to Lowyat in the evening or tomorrow.
3. From Lowyat by calling, my laptop new wait 1-2weeks.
4. From their msg center, my laptop is under diagnostic.

This situation really harder then analyze a case study by UCSI exam.
I really lost, my laptop left me 3-4 weeks already!!!!!!
:(

I begin to Pray for it, use the God's power!!!
No more compromise.

5750G, how are you???
5750G answer: I'm not your laptop.
another 5750G answer: I'm going to be your laptop.
Another 5750G answer: Here I'm!!!

Haha Haha Haha...
kuat.

2011 Recently

2011-01-09T03:10:00.000-08:00

Finally I'm now at Cheras Taman Connaught again.

It was so good that I can meet with my family for 2 months half. I gained weight and learnt so much useful things from my sister's business.

The most high rate of my meals in hometown was Bak Kut Teh, different brand different street!

Hahahahaa

So nice, So Nice...

heading back to GCC is the wonderful things as well, changes are in the house! hahaha...

Man, Pastor William preaching is still the best, best meal for my spiritual man! Thanks God for that.

I able to helped up my sister by staying at outlet to kacao kacao and cari hal-hal.

Not bad, for me, I really proud of myself can learn things that I though I could never learn!

Well, back to Cheras now, sitting here typing, good things that my family blessed/subsidize me about 85% for me to purchase a new laptop, and my first owned laptop as well!

Why first ? long story with Lee Ivy.

This Semester will be facing the true giants of my academic journey. IPA & IPB, COOP.

Yet, flesh tak boleh, I can pray! And God really lead me from no way, to one way focus! :)

New year New resolution, continue to excel, carry the God's heart to do things! :) Continue to learn more about God as well! No matter in devotion, communication or reading words.

I really need God in my life, no God, I won't be able to survive in my study although some relative laugh me and said, your father is rich.

Ya, he is, but not me yet.

I pray to God, 2011, will be a good and learning year, learn to interact and also do things well. And keep in touch with God, focus the God's will for me. Hallelujah! :D

A Man walking down the vallley,

Bed laying down and pillows are ready.

Asking the Man to take a rest,

to smell and enjoy the flowers around it.

Yet the Sun no longer young,

the Man know the comfort will be fade.

After the Sun gone.

Tsy ShiYou Party + Assignment Pop-up!

2010-11-05T09:59:00.000-07:00

Today just have a house-dedication by Tsy Shiyou's family!

This is my first 'party' in Kota Kinabalu since I came back from Cheras!

I was so appreciate and precious about the moment friends, brothers and sisters gather together to fellowship with one another! Was good, Was really Good!!!

Indeed, we did praise and worship God, Pastor Richard shared the words to us, (we are the owner of the house, but deeply we know, God prepared it for us!)

All Foods for me, is all the best since I step into Kota Kinabalu, HOW GOOD when everyday I can have good meals, good good meals!!! :~)

Is was so blessed by God, and my brother ShiYou, we fellowship, and we play interactive games! HAHAHAHA!!!

I learn the important of appreciate and precious the fellowship, and not to stick onto the laptop or stay with few friends at up-stair of the house. Man, January 5th is getting closer, I MUST APPRECIATE ALLLLL the things I'm doing now, enjoy with, busy with, wonder with, and talk with! :~)

On the other hands,

After visited ShiYou house, WOW! It was truly amazing house that God blessed them. Good decoration, Good design, Good lighting and also Good family members!

A though came through my mind, what to put on the S&S Seafood Enterprise? I mean wall portrait or wallpaper that regarded to seafood, or humor seafood with an old man holding it, monotone or black and white picture! GOOD EH!! :D

Pray to God that bless me have knowledge and ideas that can come out a good and beautifully meaningful picture that can post on the wall of S&S Seafood Enterprise! Make customers and ourselves satisfaction achieve the most highest BEST! :)

Glorify His Name! :D Wohooo!!!

God is leading me through the journey! I got the chance to learn about seafood's knowledge! And also how to run retailer shop, tricks of communicate with customers and also managing cash machine, writing receipts, and packaging! Woho... tough, but it is a privilege to me! Really!

Pray to God that allow me to gain more and more knowledge and wisdom about what I learnt, hence in the future, after I come back permanently, I won't consider as freshman in this industry! GOD!!! Guide Me! :O

Okay, is that to sleep! Tomorrow need to open S&S Seafood Enterprise again! :)

"You may predict that I will imbalance church-time and business, NOPE, I know what source lead my family into today."

Backslide is not for me, I'm not only the servant of God.

Good Day To You!!! :)

Common sense lost in our midst!

2010-11-04T13:44:00.000-07:00

Just read a forward email by my eldest sister, entitled death of common sense, not a Christian-Email.

The passages indicated common sense nowadays are becoming common regulation-set that are acceptable to our society. Actually cannot consider as acceptable, I guess should judge it, regulation set due to bureaucratic needs.

Regulation made to be good and create a confidence among citizen, yet, side effect would take place from it as well, hence, many exemption works would troublesome to people whom may concern.

Was it common sense of government-related or people are dieing?

Sometimes I believe that particular country too emphasize in setting rules and regulation in order to brag that HOW GREAT AND HIGH STANDARD THAT OUR COUNTRY IS!

However, no rules and regulation also cause rebellious people as well.

Common sense actually refers to a group of people know the needs of reaction in a specific culture. Rural's culture are different with Urban's culture, and we do not expect people who have common sense in driving Harley Davidson for life would 100% know the common sense of driving rocket up to the moon. Therefore, common sense can be divided into Macro or Micro!

How hard was it.... -_-

Common sense, if want to rebuild it, reinforce it rather than setting new rules, we should refer back to God's word, the bible. Bible was/is the standard from heaven & hell to nations to people to spirit's realms. Furthermore, pray for wisdom, joyful heart, faithful, obedience and shape minds from God are the sources of common sense!

I really see the foundation of God's word in a country are deleting by the peoples, people need freedom, should I judge it freedom in whatever they can do? "WHAT I WANT"

The passage from my eldest sister stated, you have choice to join the majority and do nothing. How true is it! Impact always and always success or fail from minority group. Majority always stay comfort, and minority spot the really necessity of re-align and alter! Majority might need no common sense to think due to too comfort and able to demand for satisfaction, IF majority could not found the satisfaction being meet, THEN politician side suffer, thus why REGULATION are easily form that will rid off the Bible's foundation that set by ancestors.

Lastly, refer back to Bible, pray for common sense and awaken ourselves, to Christian and non-Christian. There is the God, the only God that prosper many nations, without His foundation lay on every nations, common sense would start melting!

From government to citizen, let us refer back to it....

Ruler should focus on the mandate and vision that given by above, not to meet the demand of citizens with own-interest. We rule our life, we rule the nations sometimes as well. Is We!

Wohoo!!! Lesson of talk and hide!

2010-11-03T09:41:00.000-07:00

Today, Wed, 3/11/2010. I explored a method or strategy of conducting business. "Retailer side"

While having lunch, my sister Sylvia went to Lintas, KK eat good food, and I followed as well. So, when meet up with the good food's restaurant's boss, they start talking about supplying stocks and who is the suppliers behind it. It was common sense and good way to learn and getting closer relationship with each others. The conversation allow us to learn the competitor's strength and their existence, boundary. Yupe, learnt it from book.. hehehe

And also, one things that I also felt weird about, they said, WHERE IS THE PEOPLE IN SABAH, due to having a bad business and economic downturn now in this period. So, where is the consumers? The boss give an opinion, "they bought RM5 dvd and watch it at home". Ya, quite true, because economic downturn no one willing to spend! So, will be safe an save only RM5! HAHAHAHAHA

Then, the weird part was, my sister and the boss keep saying, no consumer, no money no money, no money, no money, hard to get supply, wages management hard, equipments hard, hard business. But in fact, it was not so accurate LAH.

I realized that, one way of conducting business, is to hide and not too expose! : /
Discourage to be transparency... hm....

For me I think, because business partner will mark-up the stocks supply to retailers after heard that the retailer declare themselves GOOD BUSINESS ALWAYS! I though this way~Hmmmm... without too expose, retailer might able to say, "Supplier, sell cheaper la, downturn wo....." Quite logic! HAHAHA actually the business is normal.

Other than that, I think, because avoid kidnap ba, when too expose, kidnapper might target the family member for threat purposes. Quite a bit true as well...

Or, people will keep disturb and beg the Over-expose retailer for money or assistance? Maybe, Sabahan "some city Chinese, Malays and Filipino", quite sucks one, their greed don't know trained from which natural institution!? Their lie make us not dare to expose their lies. Too old tricks la... Moreover, their style and confidence of introducing their products, quite lure to give punches one...
After lie being expose, then they will beg you! Wooo, kids?

Ok, stop here! Remind myself, business management has varies way to conduct... Communication too! Hahahaha... hide and seek.
I pray that God can let me explore more business methods and funny methods as well!
I want to learn more as much as I can, for the future! Keep Going! Keep fulfilling!!!

Post-IPLC

2010-11-03T09:02:00.000-07:00

Tuesday, November 2nd, 2010!
Wohoo!!!
I finally attend ALL the conference that consist of 5 days, some sessions captured entire day, some sessions used up only half day ( Friday, Saturday & Sunday).

What can I say!? Stirred! It did!

Although Ps. Kong Hee apologized about absenteeism due to emergency in His country. At first I really really really upset and decreased-expectation. However, it happen the other way round after that!!!

Man, I tell you Ps William Vun & Ps Kevin Loo preaching and conducting the conference really stirred and waken my spirit, soul and mind! They preach not only because of preach, they did and I felt the almost-tangible impartation of spirit and power of them.

I remember one day morning after a session by Ps William Vun, my spirit was stirred UNTIL need no to have lunch, seriously! Was that how the people in the bible fast because of spirit stirred enough!?Besides that, eEspecially my heart beat, pumping just as awaken because of having nightmare, but the pumping of course not because I slept during the conference... HAHAHA it was really pumping! :O

I felt I'm finally having mum's food from the sermon, I finally listen to preaching that I used to listen and suitable-mediate! I really felt Ps. William Vun preaching just like I coming back home to eat my mum's cooked meals! Really really full, full in volume, full in nutritious!

Ps. Kevin Loo, preacher from Tawau, Sabah, and now currently is senior pastor of City Harvest Church KL in Sunway, Kuala Lumpur. I wish I could be like him, good looking and cool pastor, one day can I? Pray for it.

His spirit, I'm emphasize about, while he was preaching, he preach with the appropriate gesture and changes according to the atmosphere! Including Bible, Ps. himself's story, others' story, and statement of surveys from proper sources!

No matter how he preach, his spirit really show me and gave me many confirmation about what does it take yet able to remain the spirit! He is funny but it carried the point that we can learn from his stories... I prayed to God, God although my door will not be a journey to become an awesome and cool pastor. But, I prayed I'm running God's given journey to become a business field influencer and cool young guy! That's!

This Conference, emphasize Pastors & Leaders, hence if member do not have the spirit of leadership or willingness "including leaders". I found that, the words preached, but all went through people mind, and not into the heart. I force and told myself to EAT the preaching and digest put into heart as much as possible!

I'm look forward to learn more about God's journey and will to me. I believe God is doing something unexpected to me, although I start from business of seafood aspect.

Remember, some disciple of Jesus, was fisherman, turn up fisher of man. :D

IPLC, International Pastors & Leaders Conference.
Bring confirmation, re-activation, and re-align for me! I have boldness to walk continually!!! :)

GOOD GOOD GOOD!

Airport 26.10.2010

2010-10-26T00:12:00.000-07:00

Wohoo~ Now I'm sitting at LCCT StarBuck, able to online to blog! :)

Woke up morning 9.30am and do my planned things, thank God I finally done what I had planned! :D

Go to UCSI to submit the Job Vacancy from my ex-supervisor! Bought two packs of biscuit and a Milo drinks as breakfast! Then rush back home to clean my entire room :)

I found that it was quite convenient to take KLIA transit from Tasik Selatan to LCCT!

(Salak Tinggi -> LCCT with shuttle bus) with only RM10.80

If I go another route, from Tasik Selatan to KL Sentral, cost will be RM1 + RM9 to LCCT, and time consuming by the way...

RM0.80 bought a leisure! :)

Hard part was the heaviness of my packed-bag... really packed, I guess my bag cannot bring back to KL, new to change a new bag already... it consider damage already, my bag. :L

Thank God for everything!!! I still have additional money for me to have a drink in LCCT, supposely I should left not more than RM20 cash in hand, but I finally save up and have RM60 cash in hand! Wohoo!!!

So, why now I can online and get a socket-plugged into my laptop! :)

If I don't have additional money that God provided in will, I think I only can on my laptop 30mins only, cause of the cliche battery. :P

By the way, it is so excited to see Sabah land, and stay there 2 months.

But I shouldn't happy too early, because I knew one day, I will get back to this LCCT for study again.

Balanced.

IPLC! WOHOOOOOOO!!! Can't wait to see Lee Ivy naughty and cute face! Family, Church!

I prayed to God that I can help my family's new shop nearby Milimewa's opposite.

Hope to learn the way to deal retailer's things, business! :)

God be with me, so as you!

See youtube first, muahahhaa

By the way, KLIA do provide free-Wifi for 2 hours, but once you re-enter, i think it re-calculate the 2 hours again, so consider is totally free ba?

In the Midst of Examination Period

2010-10-20T02:44:00.000-07:00

1000922794, need to write in FIGURE form as well. :D

Just gone through one subject's exam, man... I able to memorize and understand the point, but I missed out the title!

So when the question come out, "3 distinct level of international strategy", I blanked.

However, I actual knew the answer very very the well... it was fact, just accept it. :(

While going back to my No.45 house, really really frustrated, really really want to go back and sit down to re-write my answer stated. Was quite wasted if because final exam make me need to re-sit the paper, due to so so high mark in coursework!!!

God, you knew me lah~, please mercy mercy!!! :/

Now preparing for 2 exam ahead, really don't know what to read, cause compare to the last paper, these two papers are more relax.... BUT HOW IF SAME SITUATION AGAIN!?

Hahahaha.....

I study my exam's subjects in my sister office, called Ascent Furniture.

Here quite excellent for me, all infrastructure are well-developed. :P

Internet stable, excellent, stationary here there also got...

Compare to my house... CELCOM D68, vomit lo!!! Initiate a inquiry and feedback to their Customer Services, Hopeless langsung... -_- Ok, come back the topic...

Now my emotion status is smooth, no fluctuation... God's peace be with me :D

Actually preparing these 2 left subjects, 26th to me is more excited!!! Can't wait for it! KK

Is good to study and take the highlight pen and G'soft keep write, keep emphasize phase.

Hence, I can find myself tired and sleepy always. "Don't know how Lee Ivy can study so long".

Additional, in my sister office, when study until bored, can bluff with someone else too! :)

God really treat me good, actually I'm more listener than bluffer in the situation.

One more things, free lunch.. MUAHAHAHAHAHAH thanks to my sister and Eric goh goh.

Ok.... should stop now to write something non-sense...

Pray to God that I able to score well in these examination, so that can glorify His name.

God is dealing with my concept toward pass only, last semester I pray that I won't focus to obtain pass only, but let God allow me to improve more further to merit, or distinction "if can lah".

So, I'm now in the journey with God! Hope your journey is in God's hand too!!!

Pray for it! Sometimes, God answer you in stress-way as well! :) We're not alone!

Wuahaha

重要的日子，内涵

2010-10-15T13:19:00.000-07:00

我都有今天咯。我必须记得一个日子，这日子关乎关系，男女的感情。

对我来说，这个日子，要有特别，但，我的脑想不到。惊悉？惊喜？我怕她没有反应。

只好吃顿饭，就好了。

我真的不同如何想那种戏里面的人，做到好像看到鬼都笑奖子。高兴的哭笑没有分别。

还是，我说，嘿！我记得叻~~~~~~ 12。11。2007 厉害吗？我不想给打，她看过叶问2

我觉得，她要我记得的目的是。。。。。。浪漫？markdown?

不懂。。。。。。。

好啦！就看怎样咯。带她吃饭够了，简单好浪漫。。。

希望真的这次可以载她出她门啦。。。
：）

星期六, Oct 16, 2010

2010-10-15T12:30:00.000-07:00

刚过了一个很大的考验，是关于功课上方面的。
考验这个字大多数关于情或物。

但我的是，领导能力被怀疑。唉。。。

昨天，我们的组要有presentation给于Final Assignment.
我,是阿头,能做的都做了. 有什么关于好坏的消息,都会自动发短讯给大家,为了让大家多了解进展.
问题在,我不在乎有没有被珍惜,但其中的组员让我感觉,我是应该的,我因该要做工人的工.他们就等着而已.

关于演讲,我第一次被人家认为我是在演讲上没有知识的同学. 组员教我如何准备演讲,时间预算.
我当然谦卑的聆听.看看有什么可以领教下的, 没有不用紧.

反而,离开,像老板多一点. 哈哈哈

可能我这个短学期,因为功课和网络设备的压力上,静了很多,没有机会让他人了解我.

我都有分发工作给适当的人,但我好像在虐待他们. 我也有书要读的... ...

私下一个人,忙着跟改大家的作业付出,吭了多么的资料,分析了不少.
只有上帝,和我的电脑知道,ivy 也有关心我。。。但我不能让她关心我，因为她的苦难比我还苦。

到回来，我的小组决定都是于民权主义来做的。但付责任的，两个三个。

演讲时，是我和一个组员负责，就是教我的那个。他做头，我吃完身体。我愿意，在分数上和理解上。

10分钟，不够讲，做个随便的终结，大家拍掌。但我还以为做头演讲的那个会安慰彼此所，我们已经尽力了。
不是，而是“都说了我们要缩短来讲，海~~~”
傻笑。。。

我对大家的付出，我觉得已经完成了。不管气顺不顺，没有意思。

这是我的经历，我不会对黑人，中国人，印尼人有不好的印象。
我会尽量不要再和同样的人再什么合作。

这个旅程，是上帝的能力，和包容，和开朗的灵在带着。
虽然孤独，但那个时候有ivy的捣蛋和上帝的陪伴，问题算什么？

假如你说，真正的领袖是在理论和知识成为塔石，
我觉得，有没有容量吭再是领袖的塔石。我会继续吭，上帝给的。

Top rank game in Cheras.

2010-02-22T20:21:00.000-08:00

Wow, cannot be imagine that in Cheras also got friends that can crazy about game together!
We do really have a specific group to play only a specific strategy game, it was great and is healthy. :) but for finance control, will need to consider much la, here we usually play around 2hour and 30mins. Fun times... relax time and socialize time~ ^_^

Below is the game!!!

This game call C & C general, zero hour. Which I think i played it accidentally when I'm at Sabah like 20 to 21 years old, that time only play campaign!
Now I re-catch up this game again, kind like forgot everything when I touch it... huahahaha..

For me this is not only to play game and have fun, but can also enhance the relationship and belongs with friends, guess what, all the players are my cell group's member in Cheras! lolz.
Moreover, we can observe and discover each others' real behavior while playing haha...

Hence I pray God for appreciation due to I able to meet my cell group friends' topic no matter in what... Keep on praying about my language skill in English! even Manglish! :) Wow, lots of challenge!

"Game are good, but not overwhelm."

2010-02-21T05:12:00.000-08:00

Got a chong dong want to have a fast a pray journey eh!!!
The key is decision for when to start now!!!
For diet of course, also for prayer!!! :) huge benefit e!!!

Hope I don't carry a play play feeling into it... I want to choose to be Serious! ^_^ WOHO!!!

By the way, just finish having meals with my sister, italian food o... :)

Hahahhahaa.... I really hope I can see myself garang face and also improve to control my stomach! !!! pray for life improvement and also be able to serve Lord more more then I thought!

Life of Cheras

2010-02-20T09:24:00.000-08:00

This is the first post created in 2010 year.

Remember last time so active about blogging and writing feeling and facts on my blog,
Just realized several scammer or spammer on my blog, posting non-sense ads!

OK!

Actually I step into Cheras since August 2009, sorry for not informing through Blog! But will always update status oftenly in facebook! ^_^ do add me if you're my friend, or the person I know, My email is king_crazy@hotmail.com

Before I step into my new journey where I'm staying now...
Through some research from friends, gossip, conversation, topic, family and auntie uncle. I made a conclusion about what will happen when I start my new journey in Cheras.

Top 10, Things and Situation predicted:

1. Non-friendly enviroment
2. Social networking weak
3. Culture Shock
4. Distance Problem
5. Blind Mapper
6. Time Management Improvement.
7. Negotiate N/A
8. Enhancement of Entertainment
9. Independence skills
10. Alteration of mindset

Additionally, I do really appreciate for what my family did to my financial part, I did not categorize into Top 10 did not determine not bringing significant impact to me, it did, and came from my family, very very thankful.

I remember many friend told me and I also encounter many friends that go to "KL" after that won't come back to Sabah, as a Sabahan. Is it true? Through me I can ensure, depend on our attitude and aim of life.

I guarantee about 90% I will stay back to Sabah, KK city.
Among all the study and Top 10 I posted. Only 10%-20% is accurate and subject to be change.
Non-sense study.

The accurate situation will be Distance problem, Blind Mapper and Social Networking weak.
These situation is my weaknesses and some I already overcome, and not overcoming still.

Really troublesome to go for a Shopping Mall, example Mid Valley, Pavilion, Sunway Pyramid.
Imagine transport took us about 30mins-45mins with parking time exclude traffic jam.
This minutes can able me for taking my meals and purchase a SEED formal shirt in Warisan Square include transport KENARI.

Blind Mapper, this is a huge homework for all fellow to migrate or stay here. I took about 2.5 months to recognize all the road that I need to know including short-cut.
This period of time I realized,
Cheras to Ampang, Ampang to Setapak, Setapak to KL, KL to PJ, PJ to Bangsar, Bangsar to Sunway, Sunway to Kuchai Lamai, Kuchai Lama to Cheras, Cheras to Ipoh, Cheras to Melacca, Cheras to Klang.
Currently I'm learning the way to LCCT or KLIA for emergency used :P

LRT station also is the best transportation for travel to another destination regardless time consuming. Easy to learn also......

Social Networking, Hahahhaha... John Chao Chen Keong told me better to know some cantonese to protect or communicate myself here. Seriously, the language really need to be consider is only English, Manglish, KL Melayu. Depend on what friend we want to involve, mine here got Iranian, China, Nigerian.... many more. Although I can't cover all Social Network, but church and family is the place that I can learn and hang out with... Clubbing a? no la... I got migraine after consume alcohol.
With the aids of Churches, friends, and family. My Social Network begin to Expand bit by bit. Good to learn!

Life is always learning, regarding to the culture shock, no shock at all, all things is the same, same pattern and concept. Remember many people told me to change thinking and mindset or view etc. Why? lolz...
The problem is not Sabahan are "villager", through me I can ensure that is KL people have "villager's mindset" view.
Encounter Uncle Taxi told me, SABAH WHERE GOT TRAFFIC JAM ONE~~~ HAHAHAHA.

KL people tend and brave to judge Sabahan and also difference of SABAH and KL. Judge is good, but not always the negative point please.

Regarding to the Entertainment, bored, the good things will be traveling with your good friends. That's all, Clubbing yiaks for me... Play lan game cyber, for relationing only for here.

However, I learn many things to make myself more awake to preparation and avoid self-demolish. Yes, Independent skills, management skills.
Rent a house, learn how to clean, cook, care and shares.
I learn to shares and give first although it maybe hopeless.

Due to Mindset Change, I had changed, change rapid and firm.
I begin to change my views and thinking. From willing to change before step into Cheras, To change for what after step on Cheras. really, this lesson taught me, Enviroment change doesn't mean our concept of living need to be alter. It is true and non-sense. GCC mates ask me, why you go to KL still have not yet change your clothing fad a??? still the old, same.
I think perhaps it is also depend on aim of life, and also my attitude ba... hahahaha...
I will give respect where or when else there are the need to respect.
People say wear to show respect.
I wear a home-wear cloth to GCC when weekdays, determine that's my home.
I wear a proper and tidy shirt, when hospitality is on. Include Sunday!

Conclusion, If there is no God that I can rely on, pray to, depend on, cry to, hold on to, believe for, patient on, aim for. I will become a true Villager in my kk home.
Let God dwell in me, as I dwell in new journey.
So that my inside will be bigger then outside.

:) No need to worry.
2010

Today We Yam Cha Discussion.

2009-03-24T10:07:00.000-07:00

today, we three pigs go Damai yam cha... our topic today so general and quite three eight.
we have Guan Tian ge ge, Alvin ge ge, and me.

Wa, tian fa lung fong.
firstly, we talk about Girls~~``````` yam yam.. hahahhaa

no those dirty mind one la, we talk about more futuristic one... kekeke
who marry first a, who liang moi a...
actually guy also will 3 8 one ok?

To me, with Lee Ivy, I said, if after graduate and got job a... then terus marry de lor...
then Guan Tian said, then you want to wait wat o ?

ya lo.. wait what lagi... la la sang la!
some more, muahaha... me and ivy wait it so deadly long liao.. kekeke
still in God's plan la... JIAyoU!
wua, something through 38, discover many surprise issue... so so surprise...
is quite good to tambah knowledge in me.. :P dun tell u is what la...

then, we also discuss liang zai in 412 also... less or many? erm... one pair hand still got space la..

so, we talk about dan da bao tian...
Alvin got sense that will become either 2nd President or no matter what th president la..

and ask me to become teacher Simon 'kiankok' , which mean advisor...
hm... I hope I can aid some good things if i become a advisor, hope not rubbish inside them.

Dan da bao tian, then we discuss deeply, which committee to choice and what duty bla ba ba...
Talk about many POLC theory, and also SWOT analysis, strategy marketing. bla bla...

to me, the best leader not must in AJK la, also can appoint as good game leader.. so will aid more flow good good... :)

Talk so many.... but i just drink two chinese teh ping tambah gula, so economy right.. keke..
cause lot of blink blink topic ma.... talk from earth to moon...

Guan tian got share about the creativity of this Dan da bao tian, quite glory to God...
cause he so satisfied on it, God also the most creativity!

And also a... Cathrine this times must kena abuse gou gou de lor... tu la, go taiwan no surat tangan! hahaha joke la... Cathrine to me just like leader's sword. no her, leader need use punch lo.. haha
other committee also to me is armor a... mouth a... brain to me...
seriously, I no need to do all things cause I appoint and trust my chosen great talent commitee.

OK.. dun bluf liao...
Girls, we talk which one liang moi, inner beauty, or cute... or which one ngam who...
kind like girls talk about boys la... same things..
but we not A Pon...
Probability, they said I will be the first marry in amongs guys la... cause Lee Ivy ma.. :P
guess what? maybe 4 years later got two children .. wuaahahahahha, erm.... dun pray first ya...

really many surprise issue to me, many additional hidden things came to me...
Yam cha so good one, if all topic ngam... and all is boy.. hahahaha Bias...

ya, kbkk...i would like to test magarita next time, Lee ivy come back, then bring her go along to atmosphere drink drink... cause the cup and juicy color so attract me wer........ kekeke

ya.. continue to burn my brain... Business Statistic... God is great, be with me!
Bless me those figure intelligent that I never have! Wohoo! fight!

amen!

Speaker Hangus...

2009-03-22T19:18:00.000-07:00

Weird man, I finally boom my speaker for computer!
Ar... what a surprise, just only plug back my Audio Mix, but.... when I plug it back, then the speaker wont function already.
I remember it cost my about Rm200 to purchase it, very pain heart!
Want me to buy another? i think no way...
Cause I going to graduate already, and going to cheras...
so, now I using earphone only...haiz... cannot open loud loud listen when bathing...

I think God allow this happen to let me focus on Business Statistic and other subjects ba...
Yo man, thx God for spoiling my speaker, beside that, i still can listen all the good songs in my kenari Car, yo man!
Kirk Franklin, Hillsong, and some Chinese christian old songs!
Yo man, enjoy my life and difficulty, and challenge with Jesus.
This is the way we should live, give thanks to Him, great great Lord.

He will supply with His timing... Wohoo..wohoo.....

My New Aim....

2009-03-22T12:23:00.000-07:00

Yo, buddy, thx to Daniel Tan to offer me his fast selling of Snare drum gretsch...
Is so attractive man... unable to pay for it!

So, i fixed my aim... two years after graduated... I may invest and buy a great snare drum that Clement willing to share with me 50 50.

Ar!!! so damn want a snare drum o...
God... possible to pos laju me faster?
But if tiada, is ok... after 2 yrs... I will hit the snare drum that we buy!hm!!!

God... provide the finance support to me ya! amen......

GreAT Web 雅歌.com

2009-03-22T12:16:00.000-07:00

http://www.ya-ge.com/index.html

it is a web site for Chinese christian song...!
so update, got Joshua band latest song as well!
Shock me man, can even download it for public!

How Come???no need buy cd?
No need, however, we still can buy it, invest to kingdom and show the support and been attract to those CD!

Recommended this web, is well updated by owner...
nice one, believe me... what we sing in church, also got.. album also got!

Go urself! take a look!

Amen! Listen for God! live it out... music urself up with His song every moment!

Share Share

2009-03-22T12:03:00.000-07:00

众所周知在韩国很多明星是基督徒，成为基督徒不单单是今天韩国、香港、新加坡、台湾等亚洲明星的时尚选择，更重要的是他们真得在对耶稣基督的信仰中找到了方向。比如香港明星张学友、台湾的张信哲、韩国的相权宇等越来越多的亚洲明星都开始找到了人生的信仰方向，因为耶稣基督的爱与拯救是一种无法抗拒的感动与魅力。没有人能拒绝上帝的爱，特别是上帝把他的独生子耶稣赐给你的时候，你怎么能硬着心不接受呢？

source: http://www.meekinfo.com/mincontent.asp?id=696

wow... now i baru know many stars that i knew, slightly become a Jesus follower...
I really pray that God watching among those stars that is model of all nations and people.
I really scare them become Cecilia Cheung...
Really No eyes to see her, but I believe God's eyes still open for her.
Waiting her...

Gcc will born a star???
hahaha
A brother said, if next time I'm star, i think i will go back gcc church with a black spec and cap or something veil me.
for prevent of ppl too attention to him, and cause unconcentrate and uncertainty messy.

hm.., i think got bit wrong.. to me...

Just.. wrong... and un accurate, self esteem... pride... self centre.. erm... think too much... erm... dumb.
Yea...
Ppl come for worship the God, not for stars! hurch... hell yea!

Today, spot of 胆大包天

2009-03-21T07:55:00.000-07:00

When Uncle Edwin told me to become the first president of friendship connection, I have no doubt and no little revolt, I accept it as God is gonna test my attitude of become a now Zavier Tiam.
To myself is really abnormal, how can i easily accept a challenge that I never done before, and Ps also will feel weird when last time I choice to be a president of a youth camp. 'but that time canceled'.

Now I really knew that, what I becoming and encounter, the God must with me.
I really thank God for all He provide and also call the committee to lend me a hand, they were rock, the future potential strong leader in my eyes, as well as God's will, who knows.

Ok, from 9.30am arrived church, all my committee were already there with some games' leader, actually they are practice worship song for Sunday school, is normal.
Alvin, from mengatal, mou duin duin need to come down so early, so great sacrifice, a soft heart Jesus follower.
I thank God that those committee have double task in them, they really take risk to follow what I want to carry out 21st march event, and of course follow a monkey leader. "facebook said."

So, after practice, we just have some fun in music, Alvin keep sing his excited songs, and me and Yee Ling busy for decorate the word of a game.

then, Rong Rong come, but quite sad la, he come not for helping me, but just play around.. hahaha no la, he got helped me bah. He just like the contractor to me, carry heavy things that he deserve to, but he just like a kids la, need to 'hot' one. hahahahahaha.... dun mind.
then, Siao Juan that time sudden declare not to become leader cause of stomache. Wow, big sea wave... but nevermind, God still the light on the sea.

We start our finalize meeting at 11.00am, that time we really got error in mind, blank in eyes, conflict in ideas, cause of something that we deal, but we think differently, so become a president need also to act steady infront of committee, muahahaha. Quite fun la, saw many things I wonder why. Okay, we discuss and check many things, and tick many things, stick many things lo, I hope my exist can control some committee emo when they dealing or facing uncertainty, sometimes I will laugh in my heart, I said why they mad because spot a one error or one york? because of prefectionism? or really a disease? but this is the way we combine to work together, no conflict sure no fun, no high risk, where got earn one. Ya, about the audio mixer, haha, really sorry to Felix's ear, when he unable to work the audio mixer, then I go take a look, then I wanted him to listen near the monitor, hahahaha, when I launch the sound, the high pitch feed back shot to his ear, hah......... I also will felt pain if I was him. But that time I laugh la, what to do. Felix keep amguk lo... hahahaha, and we pray, without Alvin who lend by Kathy jie.. Taiwan Cathrine. Pray for them as well, when we pray for us and the event!... especially emo.

Ok, after meeting, we start to deal with outdoor and flow management.
Wa, really take a lot of imagination and time to deal with it. We encounter many errors, many committee remember the major but slightly forgot the minor stuff, thank to Alvin goh goh provided us the checklist, although was quite many words la, and so tight paper, to me, I will vomit if I put concentrate to it, this is what I need to learn... sorry la.

Ok, about 11.40am, we start to think of Auntie Rui Mei, the Mum of Dorenna.
Food, was the first event of today. When we call to her, she said the food belum stand by, still cooking. So, I decide to go to buy the big dusbin black plastic, for the uncertainty of rain, so we can choice to give members the plastic to wear, prevent sick cause rain la! hahahaha
We go buy plastic and take food ordered by using Kelvin Phang horse, with Yee Ling.
Alvin and Felix at church be Watchman, and prepare those table and accesories works! taugh..

Ok, we went to Lts, we went through Inanam, and finally, we arrived auntie's shop, guess what, the shop is specialize at heavy accessories and not cafeteria or what coffee shop!!! Really hilarious, we almost got scolded by auntie cause we keep think the auntie's shop punya beside is her shop... cause where got people take food from heavy accesories shop?? jual Nippon cat, spana, hammer, cangkuk... hahaha
'start to rain' medium size one.
Now, the problem is, auntie haven't cook all the foods, it was fishball, french fried, and hot dog.
Auntie done all except the french fried!
So, we eat our lunch at near shop, but the food have not yet done as well!
So, Kelvin and Yee Ling fetch member go to take cloth. And I left in the shop to wait auntie's food. Yuan Lai, french fried need to cook so many times, to get the good taste...
wait... until 2.00pm i think, we can not already, many things need to deal in church again!
many stuff at my car as well.
So we decided to leaved the last pack of french fried free to auntie??? hahaha...
So damn amguk, when i think, why will late because of food... then because the shop got idol stage, and it is Guan Yu god. damn it, I look into the idol, and say, No Wonder, a dog is delaying our task of God. Then I pray to God, in Jesus name, destory all things stop our journey!

I look up to the sky, and I sensed the God's answer! The rain was not going to rain again!!!
Wuahahaha...
When almost arrive church, I receive some problem call, need to fetch extra members, and Felix lao gai again as well... cause he said he owed many trust to people, cause need to open many doors this and this...the cable of power supply... lolz
But the problem to me, only ants' problem. I turn it into funny. Many people Mao Lit.

So, I go fetch my members, and extra members, I hope and pray to God that they can enjoy.
Then went back to church! Florence then keep asking where is the welcoming team, hahaha, aiya... 6 committee, 1 at taiwan, where got welcoming team leh... if got I also not allow, cause I want leader and member become just a players today!
But I very thank to someone that really support when we need hand, Uncle Edwin, really another machine contractor to me.. hahaha

Ok, we brief leader and judger a bit, they carry the ready heart but Zhi Yoong still the dead face. Keep hug me said his group dun have liang moi he knew, and pork male he knew as well.
Leader got ready, and we committee still in nervous. FOR THE FLoW of Game.
ya! THe ice, really annoyed me... confirmed 2.00pm but arrived on the spot of started event, so worry.

So, 3.25pm, we Start!!! eat first la... yam yam yam... slurp slurp... I served kit chai water...
ok, 3.55pm, Start directly to the second game, cause no time for first game~~
Wua, that time committee and Uncle Edwin auto become robot that carry this that to here there. so funny, and I keep observe and think what is next, and did things before told, cause too loud that time, no time to shout...

Play.... from second game turn back to first game, then jump to thrid game... LOlz
Good MC. Manage to flow in timing and highness.

We just like cargo or lorry, carry carrycarrycarryy....
At last, we arrived the game of street entertainer!
I was appointed to guide Watson.
Alvin was YOYO
Kelvin Phang was 101 Street
Yee Ling was Church Gate.

We brought them to destination, then let them play the game and freeze for 5-15mins... hahaha
Many drivers stopped to watch and enjoy, and many people also capture their performance!
ok, judgers came, and 2mins, we went off to church change cloth and practice songs given.

ok, 4.40pm, they start to practice non-sense songs... hahahaha
very funny to me, but not to you maybe.

So, we become again cargo and lorry, clean up the mess and arrange the mess.
Setting PA at shalom hall, micing.
Ok, we also need to perform! we perform fang shou in hakka by energy team taiwan.

then, the game start at shalom hall, about 5.30pm.
So, we dance our story, perform our dance, damn hilarious!
ok, 12345678 goes by, all perform finish! Yet the judge side got a bit blur la, cause got Mic but cannot use to comment, and the bell got also we committee blur how to function for judge when to ring the bell, to express satisfy or disagree???
ok, finished, clap hands.
Florence made the announcement,
I made the shortest offering share,
pray~
Then we watched the ending clips to promote the next saturday to give 1st 2nd and 3rd prized teaser.
that time was 6.30pm le, we over time about half hour... haiz... will receive many complaint and suggestion soon, hahaha... but so what, all convert to God. Glory and Shame! Amen.

then we clean up the mess, wohoo............... really wasted time and energy for it.. many unused things I need to bring home, Useful things, we threw it away, ya ... real life like that one, we always say it may useful, when we decided to throw it. Human

Ok! I'm the one wash dishs, and together clean the mess, bring back the unuse stuff, threw the stuff that we prepared long time ago.. :~(~....
then, I back home, somebody go eat, or back home as well.
So, I look to the dark sky after fetch member back to their home.
I saw still many stars at the night sky, wow...
The beautiful of the sky shows the promise of God never leave us,
He promise me individually will be no rain at the time we play street entertainer, ya.. really, so hot... hahaha.. I sweat so much that time.
God show me His promise more and abundance, until night sky got stars.
Is miracle, that nowadays every afternoon must rain, except the day of God, today.
Pray and talk to God, solve everythings.
I did not felt happy or sad. But I felt this event not by our hand, but by God.
I really touch that He show me His strong promise that I can rely on.
Although I nervous at the moment 12.++pm rainning.
But, God humor, smile at me again when play the street entertainer!

and now, should take a physical rest, after become robot and carrier. HAHaha
OK! want to work significant excellent? talk to God, what you want and what you desire to carry out. You wont regret if You have the heart of God, everything happen, is unto Him.

Amen... thank you for all members participation, leaders, judgers, Ps fuiYun, character that suffered when I captured them. Bring back the authority of creativity back to church. Lead the blind, heal the blind in Jesus name, let them taste it, live it, lead others.

the foundation is born, next... will be what? GAMbaTEH!!!

AMEN!

21/3/2009 just begin..............................

Ya la.... will remember 庆功 la! but after 28th March first... hehe

tomolo will be 胆大包天

2009-03-20T08:57:00.000-07:00

AR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
God always the God of promise that never fall apart!

Recently, the rain start at 3.30pm, that time is the moment that we just start our activity.
So pressure, additional Cathrine not around with us, just like a body without a hand...
is quite nervous of it.. hope our body still can keep on moving with God's Hand..

God always the provider, depends on our committee's heart.
Sometimes we committee really care about many things that from the heart of God.
Is that fun in Christ? Is that crazy for Jesus? What game can suit from 11yrs old to 19yrs old?
Is it all group leader woke up? hahaha...

I thank God for the big guy Yung Yung that will help Felix for tomorrow, but he still player of the day la, hope he able to play crazily. Miracle...

We will have many games that not really frightening player, but only shock...
We will have street entertainer as well, mark need to depend the unity when in shy.
and of course, Skit will funny... hope no side effect.

Everything need to carry a thankful heart, with joy to face uncertainty.
Pray to God that, all people really enjoy the game and moment that we try best created.
Holy Spirit capture new friends' heart, to know more about Jesus.

My heart nervous more then excited, maybe this is president poison.
Really need to depend on God, committee unity, players, weather, and foods, timing.
And need to support of all 412, not only judger and committee!
412!!! all!!!
bring back the Unity!

Pray that Tommorrow will be the fun day for everyone, and will be the great foundation of coming next friendship connection. Hope to see new friends stay and invite more friend.
This time friendship connection, just like tht foundation of our new hall... keep it up...
next will better than this, AmEn!!!

I cannot treat you like that, but You can treat me like that

2009-02-27T10:18:00.000-08:00

^#*(@^)(!^_^!#^*!@%)(*^$(@#*^*&!%@*&%$_(!^@#

guf guf.....

ok, never eat what i eat before right? not pedas actually, immune then good...

This is how God trained army... something that only specific people can patient...
the army can patient it without any voice up,

but, if give some lembapER, hahaha....... God, this is your trained army actualization.

Hallelujah!!!

Heart broken

2009-02-27T09:07:00.000-08:00

My heart sometimes broken,
My heart sometimes am guk
My heart sometimes questioning,
My heart sometimes so so sad,
My heart even feel alone,
My heart always naugthy
My heart always cry
My heart always empty
My heart is dynamic in emotion
My heart always complaint
My heart always hate myself.
My heart always want to scold people
My heart always think to sin.
I'm so empty for my life...
This is me.

But You are still God that can solve my all problem, Above all, and many more.
You are my new heart.

开课咯！！！

2009-02-27T08:57:00.001-08:00

next monday will be my good day to meet my friends again, although will be so muo sheng la..

this semester i really want to push my college work, God, dun let anything else pressure me again...
but if God want... then i better shut up.

I have one Re-sit, which can say is my climax of college-life.
He/SHE is Business Statistic. My weaknesses, just like david and goliath.

I very scare, additionally, this coming class, is my last semester toward graduation...
God, how if my BS fail in last sem? I gonna wait other resit, and need to get the diploma cert after one year, God, damn waste time e!

This situation, just like the final game king facing with me... either i drop level need to climb back, or he die!

I need Your faith and the grace of concentration God...
I need Your understanding so that I can melt in BS...

Ops..

Ya, other subject as well... I'm not god of subjectS, God, You are my all......
I believe with Your strength, I'm able to.
Please draw near to me, nothing else can lead me to what Your victory... only You.

I know my future gonna suffer more, but God, be with me... Hold me tight when I cannot hold You tight... cover me with Your blood, strengthen me with Your word, Your love, Your hope!

God, i put all faith in You, cause all You've done, and i surrender to You.

Open class... God, watch my step. I don't know how to watch my own step.

难为情

2009-02-27T08:38:00.000-08:00

I'm male, that not clear about what female want, sometimes God so humor, He want me to think deeply no matter is right or wrong.

God told me to patient, and God told me when to explode...
Is that useful? Yes, but somehow hurt la...

Maybe God holding me when I'm trouble cause of think to deep, let people think that i'm idiot.

Who's know?

but no matter how, I will continue the calling of God... Think deeper, High S.

about High S, God told me not to use my high S in different of specific situation.
God told me think deeper, not must act at front of crowd.
I'm high S, but I dun believe i'm a Idiot of High S, sorry organizer....

sometimes really headache... Is because what i think is wrong... or people think my idea cannot believe... I found that a little bit of Self-center come out, why? cause people don't think my idea is OK.

But who know, I will continue what God called.

Ya.. haha.. sometimes i think deep for somebody good... but the person also say i'm senka some kind like that... walao... nice ba... really want to depend on God's will!

God, recessionary, but I will hold you tight, no matter what collapse in my life...
cause you're the foundation of my life, with You, the collapse can be re-build.

Happy new year 2009

2009-01-08T06:58:00.000-08:00

Hello, happy new year 2009, and today I would like to Thank God to what He had done for me through the year 2008. I encounter Him so much and His work in me! no matter for Inter-church or society.

The pictures below shown that were my Philippines trips at Aug something, GCC worship team and I went there for mission trips, and some shopping as well la! hehehe.

For me, philippines good for shopping, because I heard my mate said there is the name call Shopping heaven. Hahaha... okok...

They are a youth group take picture with me! Many drummer inside yo!

Erm, actually in law, guard can't take pictures with someone else one.. hahaha, but they were tough men!

Neh, the hall... I captured it when we were in rehearsal.

Center is my chinese pastor, Fui Yun pastor...

This is my group, Group 4!!!

I pray to God that philippine will be not a religious for christ, but the passion and they really know God such as Father and Son.
And I also prayed that, GCC worship team can bless more people, church, and nations no matter oversea or local by His strength and His love!

Take That Challenge! 2009! Go Go GO!

Gambling moment.. haha Joke

2008-10-06T10:26:00.000-07:00

Tun Fei... we play mahjong, actually we play taiwan mahjong de.. but i dunno how to play.. so we decided to change lo... TUn Fei, i think is more friendly to all KAKI.. cause more easy....
If really gambling a.. Win will fast.. lose also wil fast as well.... ^_^

Nah, this is the gambling side effect... although we dun use money to play... but we use punishment as a consequence of lose... quite excited and all KAKI also involve to it... although so painful la...

Below willing to show you whose the loser of these games... hahaha "kent"

Tai si Ah Kent.. hahaha... actually quite enjoy watching a ppl kena Kiap 1-2 mins.. hahaha

Nah, mystery Tun Fei..!

This is our winner, god of tun fei for this games... but is that god also will lose? see his ear.... "kelvin pang"

Hahaha, quite funny la... but in the other hands, is that christian can play mahjong?
my answer and i think Jesus will say "yes" too... cause no money and no debting include in these games that we play ... We play for Relax, and to learn mahjong culture.. and those skills a... and strategy...
really a good teaching to us after the games... Cause I found that actually the KIAP for our ear.. just like our debt or the feeling of lose... actually was so pain.
So, if somebody use cash to gamble a... think how pain is it... cash is our blood and sweat... when lose it... very very pain..
So, i encourage all of my friends, dun gamble even in chinese new years...
but play more... cause it can enhance ur thinking skills about observe ppl's plan, and how to deal with ur own plan... ^_^

May God bless you... abundance

KL Trips...

2008-10-06T10:13:00.000-07:00

I complete my journey with Calvan Soo at september 22, 2008. Which is the camp of ELS organized by KL main Campus...

Thx God for leading me in this journey that I able to plan and achieve my destination no matter from what place to what place...

Is a good experience for me with God, and also Calvan Soo as well.. hahaha..

Calvan Soo to me is a good heart and kind person... only the problem is he dunno how to express it positively... I observed he is a sensitive and careliness man e! He bought a bulk of junk food for my naugthy little nephews! hahaha

all the above of pictures is calvan soo...

About the Camp hah......

must got Good and also suggestion lar~

In my view, to Sabah students, are quite not worth to join the ELS camp activites... such as I joined one...

quite expensive and difficult for a group of sabahan that never had travel knowledge... but can learn la.. hehe

Yet, is good to meet some new friends from the camp, when I came back, some did not contact, and some still have maintain the relationship thru msn la...

In this journey, I meet Lee Ivy, so good.. and she brings us go to holand... hehe... KL's holand... and go back home.. is good encounter...

When i come back, I learn to be more friendly as when in the camp... and how to build a dynamic and close relationship's team... ! thx God for that, that;s what i lacked for so long time ago... ^_^

I need to stop here la! if want to know more about my KL trips... can contact me la... about how to go to KL campus or what also can...

KBKK: my fees was RM600++ so sakit... hehehe

OK lar, If you want to see more pictures, u can refer to my friendster... add me la... or find me by using my email... king_crazy@hotmail.com

Jesus, King of kings...

Syok, No electricity's day

2008-08-08T10:25:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHHAHAHA....
Actually it was Good moment when our Tar College at donggongong no electricity...
This picture belongs to Business Admin 2nd Dip Students.. but sadly not all la... cause this pictures do not occupy all the BA students.. sorry ya.. :(
Dun be shock by our lecturer "Miss Enna" She is not from China... hahaha...
Haiz.. if all BA student willing to be capture by me,... will be great... cause i can edit more picture for my course... This picture may inrrelevant la.. cause some at citymall some at college. haha...
Others not side the picture, dun mad la.. next time I try to capture you all... Hohohoho

Ok la.. Hope God Impact Tar C! AMEN!

CHC???

2008-08-08T10:07:00.000-07:00

Finally i present to you my Somethings again.. hahahhaa
Sorry for let my blog capture by spider for their accomodation...

Emerge activites, wow really fantastic... The miracle was, we "Y2" lose all the contest, but we won the first prize... is it fair?? RM500 voucher to The Hut!!!
Emerge.. I love the activites, Mean while.! Their Churchmate!!! CITY HARVEST CHURCH...
their life, model, their praise and worship.. Impact!!! for YOUTH!
Ok.. let me introduce to you... step by step..

This is Pastor Tan Kim Hock??? hope I remember ... He preach about the laws of Passionate... Wow.. My heart been remind and remind again... for his comfirmation... I can run again inside my soul competition!!! He is Chc bible school de big brother... A lion again beside me!

This is not my girlfriend.. and not possible to become also... hahaha, Because She is GCC chinese church's pastor... or Big Kakak... Her name is Pastor Fui Yun... Look like not a pastor right? hahaha.. Believe it... again.

Huiyo... This is the part of CHC members... see it or not??? beside me, "right" was the actor, whose act commit suicide by jump down from the "backup singer stage". But finally he did not la. Like their drama... and also touch... impact, and interesting...

GCC church new auditorium... what you see? I see a next generation... This hall can occupy about 2000 people, and see the stage? I hope I can serve God by drumming at there... Hope! Not for pride... but for our City...KK's.....

Hahahhaa... nice right?? freedom we know....

Thx God.. for everything beside me what is happening and will be happening no matter is smooth or tired... What u passion will lead to what u passion for~~~~ JIAYOU!

Dun think too negative... look at the sky... see someone smile to you and say keep it up!?

The Driver Seat

2008-06-06T01:50:00.000-07:00

Driving to a destination...

If I driving without concentrate, I will unable to reach my destination, even die cause accident.

My life is the same things as Driving, you too.

Is the principle of "how you drive your car"

How you manage your life, how you think your life will be... "future"

I want to share with you, I put my life into God's hand, because only He know the way that we as human need to arrive...

So i decided to get off myself from the driver seat, and let Him carry on the journey...

He is the only way, the truth, the life...

He will bring us to a place where called eternity...

but sometimes human reject the grace and exist of God, where they arrive is always the short-term places... wont last forever...

Actually God do not kill everyone who dun follow Him, in fact, we already chosen by Him for salvation... But how we response? Rejected? Ignorance?

Or we accept the salvation of God...

I hope we can taste God, even touch Him... I pray, all my friend, can experience Him...

Jesus, save them...

GiuLu... Tampololi....~~~ haha ..dunno how to spell...

2008-06-03T08:15:00.000-07:00

I stayed at town without travelling to village for vacation...
When the day of GiuLu, I found that God creation is over and over what we can see in town only... Is... Memorable, Enjoyable... and... Fantastic! I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE... and also terrence and claudia punya food... thx for them... is good if can cooperate with them for making profit in college by selling the food they had made... is tasty, and gentle.. :P

I HOPE... I CAN GO BACK!!! but... no holiday... all study study.. haiz...
I also hope to bring friend go there for a trip or fun... is Worth e!
Thx God we didn't have anything injured or lost... but the food are overwhelming, cannot eat finish it.. hahaha... Nice one...
God, the creator...nothing to say...
I love it... I love the creation of God...

Body checking or blood checking?! hm.. nice

2008-05-26T22:10:00.000-07:00

Bored, nothing to do, no energy...

2008-05-26T08:48:00.000-07:00

Is so enjoyable when Nothing to Do, and editing some photo that chosen, wua... if like this can make money... so good kan...
Editing sambil listen to the song i like Casting Crown-Slow Fade
So good.. hehehhee... but after edit, feel tired back.. is good to have a sleep too...
Tomorrow morning gotta go body check up lur.. cannot eat... Hm... challenge to me.

Our college got different race liao! Yea~~~~ Praise the Lord!!! good!

Olivia... pretty right? actually she is shame to let me capture her.. haiya... be confidence to me mah.. wont spoil image de.... :P

Uiyo.... the cloth cap so good nice.... haha, she is junior, hai.. i'm senior.. so old liao.. dunno why.

I show this picture to you guyz because he is my relative, 侄儿, He call me 叔叔! WUA! HOW COME!!! NO WAY! ... His name is xian xian~.. hehe, so help me to take care him a... he so guai de although his face so like lion~~~~~~~

The colour... different liao. True say la, actually i like PA system or being a sound crew... cause i'm in interest with it. PROGRAMMER.. erm... so so la....

Focus something... dun blur by something useless.... Focus....

i found that i like to edit picture which have ellena pei pei de... cause she quite pretty and up glasses.. hahaha, she so attractive and nice looking... "not mean other not attractive a!"

Yvonne, ish... tu lar..!!! make me hard work only!

This guys really like a star... maybe football star or kind like NBA star those man ~~~ but I hope he is freindly la, cause a friendly liang zai is good.. i terhate those act cool punya liang zai, because economy in our city is getting inflat and inflat... hahahhahaa<<<>

finally got my friends like my edit.. even IVY too.. hahaha is good to heard that, u guys cheer me up. So if u guys want me to edit some low quality but okok de photo , find me la... if i', free, i can help u guys... but dun treat me like a professional a... because i'm not 100% geng la!

Ok la.. hope God let you see something far... just like I take picture... I like to take some picture that ppl can't even imagine the degree... >_<

God ROCK!

News

2008-05-25T22:04:00.000-07:00

She is back soon! Yea!!! hahahaha... Got TEMAN lu...`~~~~~~~~ Hope to see her always...

Need to say that I think to quit and delete my friendster's account..

cause too.. non sense e...

我，教会

2008-05-25T21:47:00.000-07:00

我的教会是一个不顾形象的教会。

也是不顾其他人感受的教会。

为何称不顾形象？

是因为我们不管自己是谁，只要是为上帝的国度话，我们会不顾一切来荣耀上帝。

只要是上帝的托付，我们可以撞死拦住我们的敌人，不停其人的是非。。。

我们

共同文化，语言，胜利。

你吹吗？哈哈哈

Vitamin ??

2008-05-25T21:39:00.000-07:00

No matter after or before Orientation Week.......

These several days I felt that I easy to get tired, and can not concentrate..

Hm.. and also always nearly sick sick like that.. dunno what is going on...

But is good to me la, at least my body givin me signal about my body going wrong... Thx God..

I decide to have a whole body checking... now only need to do this find a clinic or hospital for my body checking...

I hope I don't get HIV/AIDS.. CHOI!

cause past sermon got talk about the appearance of a person which in disease of HIV..

I found that I got some can fulfilled the category la, but Gd only know..

I think my B xin gan yan is out of battery liao... maybe also need check it out...

So, guys pray for me, let me found a hospital or whatever are cheap price and good service... hehe...

I need to stand up and walk my journey... God! please hold me...

Pray that my friend can healthier then me...

"God, i think is weather problem isn't?" hhehehe...

Share Share

2008-05-25T10:34:00.000-07:00

http://youtube.com/watch?v=23LaK99PEko&feature=related
come let see what is Jesus vs Religion

Some Pictures shot at OW

2008-05-24T09:36:00.000-07:00

This all Committee were also the people play all the freshie so cham... want blame.. blame them.. KAKAKAKAKAKAKA ... Patriotism

Fire drill.. what a good shot by camera man....

Matt Zai, Cute and dance shuffle... "or steping balloon" ? if step balloon, why didn;t have a balloon beside his feet de???

Sleeping.. hahaha.. TARC knows...

Huiyo... good edit.. but if u zoom in, will not good already....

Hope you guys like it... so late liao.. cannot edit other already..

so Hope God can use me many many sector again!!! Hallelujah!!!

AMEN!

Orientation Week

2008-05-23T16:35:00.000-07:00

Recently I have a great day with my all friends in TAR college.
We, as the committee of the orientation week is quite tired and busy to organize and busy for our own accountability, in our heart we hope that we can improve this year's orientation week for new student, and we want to let student feel that they are REALLY college student..

This year new student quite nice and smart, thx God for no fighting or arguing...
and a miracle things was, I prayed to God for no raining at Thursday, but guess what, God provide me whole orientation week no rain, even a small rain also no!
How great is our living God.

I found how God cooperate us among others... I found our hands are hold together toward a goal,
some not willing to do, become willing to fight with us!
Some haven't delegate to them, then they first come to offer for helping us.
How great is our Governing God... hehe Teamwork will be the strength

about the second day Ice Break, hahaha is quite funny cause I can't figure out actually not much new students like to listen in English song "always".
So i make the soundtrack more blur and disturbing...
Nasib We has two MC helping us for keeping the atmosphere higher and higher...
Just weird why even no one listen to English songs ... hehehe

I'm very thx God for this, Meeting... according to my speaking and delegation skills, is terrible then worst! hahaha.... College told us to Speaking in English together but among all the meetings I used English! Miahahahhaha... sorry MR Tsen and MR Melissa.

In meeting i found that sub-committee are teamwork together... they are curious about what is gonna happen next~ and all concentrate e! God, is that your hand? hehe...
But some need to help them "make decision" la... hehe, is normal...
I hope we can work together again... no matter sub or main committee...

We programmer group busy for something that people see that is useless stuffs... "is true"
We cut, We Shop, We Buy, We arrange possibility, We print, Copy hahaha.. is a good experience to us. Need to Thx God.. and also Thx Ronald Chiu from marketing, Matt Zai the cute one, Ah Fynn the always sms one.
They help me to do, help me to browse, help me to burn night oil. Is really sharing burden with me. I need the people like them...
Hope have chance to work together again... especially need to thx Matt Zai for his tongue.

Exploration...
Although got problem, about fairness... and puzzles gone...
but i hope group leader and committee can work together to cover the lost...
We organize this for new student, not for fighting and scare to lose.
I hope the problem that we met together, we can support the top level committee although is quite unlogical to support.. hehe.. please la....
Actually not the keepers of the section or sub committee false la..
I think is my false because no rehersal and practical. maybe no time~?
So, please if you love me and siak me,.... please help me to cover ...:P hahahaha

New student are very smart and kind... so unpredictable!
Their obedience, patient, follow group leader are terrible GREAT!
I hope this can change the Tar College standard and credibility!
Group leader are less complain about the uncooperate members... even not up to 3 - 4 times!
We were collapse and damn tired after this game...
but we joy and we work together as a team toward a goal.
NO one committee and group leader like tau fu....
But i cannot guarantee got no one or not keep complaining and criticizing about the organizer la.. :P

The last day, also the start day of college. hahaha
we also work together to cleaning up the mess... how Good is it...
No need push, pro-active existed...
Thx God for everythings..
We were happy and kind like a romance ending in the end.
We were multi task always... so great! How great is it...

In the End, I need to say is, I don't guarantee no one didn't complain about organizer, yet I guarantee that I found joyful in my sight toward this challenge... together we meet the goal.

Photos I think next time baru post it up.. cause need to ask for permission, and wait Edmund to give back me the Camera...!
hehehe....
Hope to work with them again,..

God I prayed that all people work among each others can learn something from each other... Please pour down Your grace upon us, let us know the power of teamwork... I thx for your answer prayer.. is too great to have You God.. and I love You God, no matter how hard it is, I still hold on to You, Pray to You... I hope others can feel Your presence... and I pray for others' healthy, God please give them good rest, good time, and good health... let them be no blame, and angry~ Bless us ... In Jesus name I pray,
Amen~~~

属灵气质及恩赐 D I S C

2008-05-12T01:46:00.000-07:00

Hi, I want to Introduce to you all about this lesson or course that i had learnt through this 3 days. D I S C

Is Good to learnt this course to me and my church, able for Pastor easily arrange and giving empowerment to specific members...

But I so agree that Preacher said that, this is only the Materials, yet not the truth or the exact.

I believe that as I'm the SC gategory, I also can talk for God, Run for God, create for God!

because God put what inside me, is a extraordinary re-new human physical, soul and spirit!

Sc is a quiet and think imagination person... a bored people, dun talk much...

But if you know me, you will find "is that possible i'm SC?"

Bingo...

to me, no matter D I S C or not, yet we must "take what I should respondsiblity in my future"

no free enter heaven...

no free promoted

no free good impression from people...

God is a God change us, not tell us we are in the square humanity!

I worry if all S category admit his/her are S forever.. I scare no one will influence the marketplace, cause Preacher said D category people are less in GCC!

I want to share with you is, I'm as S person is ready to influence what you called Marketplace, People, Gospelling, Accountability, Motivation...

This is God gave, not a knowledge that people gave me to change!

CAN YOU SHARE THE GOSPEL THE WAY THAT DOCTOR, BUSINESS-MAN, FASHION MODEL, TEACHER, POOR PPL THAT THERE KNOW AND ACCEPTABLE~?

Flexibility....

I don't want to see that a category person need to focus on what category person...

I believed that ONE PPL can GOSPELLING ALL CATEGORY Person...

Hallelujah...

I admit that I'm good in imagination, so why I'm the editor graphic...

so, how is my follow-up skills? no? or undevelopment?

I tell you, can you focus on different sector in one day??? cannot right?

so, what again if one month? one yrs? whole life?

Arrangement... what will you see, plan it!

I pray that after this course, all my church members able to know what is our weaknesses, and our benefit to God... what we dun have, we learn...what we strong in, we improve it to significant, let You control us, not our life control us...

In Jesus name I pray, please God give us grace and a good characteristic to run your will, to stablize Your calling, to influence the society, to raise-up standard for you...

Amen

You are the face of the future, so please don't let anyone take you back to the law, take you back to the old, outdated, cuturalistic living.

Let God change the society, through you.

Your soul define your personality

God is doing something that I know half only...

2008-05-05T10:27:00.000-07:00

A half blue print from God...
Pray for salvation...
Jaeson Ma, you're the man

Show Off Time.... fuiyo

2008-04-29T03:39:00.000-07:00

This is the sungai wang drum.... is nice sound... good toms toms bass drum and snare...

Hope Our next new big hall drum's quality is like that, But i dun want eletronic drum la... cause no feel de.... Hehehe.....

GOD! IMPORT A SUIT AND GOOD QUALITY DRUM TO OUR CHURCH!!!!!!

完也有故事

2008-04-29T02:12:00.000-07:00

Rest????

I hope I can rest.......
Really hope....

Hm.. finally I complete my three PURE subject for this semester...

Hm... Priority Faithfulness Subject will be......... Chiang~~~~~~~~

1. HRM

2. BO

3. OB

Hm.. OB is the worriest subject for me, wonder how Ms Enna mark it...

Please..Ms Enna, give some peluang lar............... tolong..... tolong....

HRM, i'm really quite confidence on it... maybe can get C+ i already happy dao shi liao! Hahaha...

Hm... but, i'm still got resit subject to suffer again... am I still got energy for it? Yes, more challenge, more flexible for me... Hope I'm doing the things right... -_- QS BS!!!!!!! AR!!!!!!

I really so so benci mathematic... but if want to take my dilploma successfully, i need to embrace it like my family... 新不了情

I have a testimonial about the power of prayer, what I read and focus, actually got about 70% came out from the exam paper, really Thx God.. "also thx Lee Ivy"

but, I tiada hafal it clear... so it is also not God's fault~ WHOSE FAULT!! SAY!!! WHOSE FAULT! TELL ME IF YOU KNOW!!! Got prizes one...

hehehehehe...

quite good to have God to pray, I can introduce you, Jesus..... langsung is a vitamin or whatever to me, is worth to have this kind of Best friend... Talk to Him...

now, no time to lost, is time to read my bible, and read my macroeconomic and also learn how to write a good rumusan for BM lanjutan... quite weird.. i always failed those "cold" subject...... extraodinary? neh.... not so..

God suppose is the strength to me in this world... not products or services...

Nah.. entretainment.... heheheh.. art .. nice look kan??? i draw it when in class.. hahahhaa

Our Future Big Hall... hehehehe....

2008-04-27T10:47:00.000-07:00

"i'm in the corner.. see me? :P"

How great is our God, How awesome that we can worship Him in spirit and in truth.

No matter how hard the work is, He still manage to build His own church, for "high quality"

Is glad that Uncle Fung brought us go for a visitiation to our "actually is not a new church" Extand church...??? hahaha... A grand church will be.... I hope I can play drum on the stage with a good nice song Drum... wow~ nice sound system as well...

Bible Reading... FOR SUCCESS

2008-04-27T10:40:00.000-07:00

Nice for our church to organize a competition of bible knowledge, it motivate us to read bible more detaily and concentrately...

Heard that the prizes will be so so so "yum yum"

big prizes...

to me,

I'm quite kesian because i don't have read through the bible in arrange when go KL, then come back need to rush bible reading and examination as well, so I can't concentrate much eh...

I hope exam finish i can able to read through again...

Hope I can stand for F2-2, or even 412 youth! FIGHT FOR SUCCESS!!! BRING GLORY!

Bring what is the good intelligence defination back to 412 Youth! HUYU!!!!!!!!!!!

I pray that I can walk my life success and not Smooth... I dun want be a worm....smooth smooth, enjoy enjoy, no struggle, no challenge, no trail... ^_^
PRO-ACTIVE SPIRIT

Study

2008-04-25T17:28:00.000-07:00

Study Study Study Study.... Wua SA~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

God always be my strength, He is my wisdom, my emotion controller...

Just like Coffee to me, a Mediation for me, a comforter for me, and everything to me...

God want me to walk, yet He will not carry me, this is the best way to let me learn by myself in His grace and awesome will.

Study... Study..... I try my best, Study.........

God, please watch my step...

Why I?

2008-04-24T11:40:00.001-07:00

This is the light for you, in the darkness, the only light, only path...
Why I give you the light?

Erm... this photo just for entretain... hehe.. He is clement yee

Is a cute baby last time, now know how to walk... big already :)
Hahaha.,... What's ah khen trying to do with the baby? DOnT!!!!!! ABUSE!!!

Got entrepreneur feel or not??? hm... smell something... :)

I run for Justice, I run for future, I run for broken, I run for people who can not run, I run for lost.

Soya Bean... Damai's majority

2008-04-17T10:40:00.000-07:00

Soya Bean Hao.....
Is Good taste... If you want , go Fetch Ivy Tarc... will free you one bottle for fetch her...
back also got one free too!

Terence comfort zone and Sharon Caudia as well

2008-04-17T09:31:00.000-07:00

This post actually quite old version already, but is cool for me to put these picture up and share to you guys, Terence "our god of female tar college" temple/house... hahahaha
We felt like at Kundasan, don't know why, maybe is the magic from terence? uiseh.... enjoy.

Ah Hin thinking something, I will be scold by him if I continue shot him by my camera again, haha joke... He is god of male tarc.

Welcome to Terence house, the stair, opening....

Actually this is not the first picture... For your information, I been badly injured by her. Don't know she treated me such like that. "So kotor e, that chick feather"

Ivy, a new person in my blog.. hahaha~!!! let you guess, whose taiwan star's face look like her? S.H.E. a?? you say one a...

Doraemon... A sudden present from Caudia... quite cute, but sadly I patah it already.... sorry caudia :(

nah, these girl say this is the most "beautiful" picture for the day... i think ... Charlotte's handphone play the important role to make this picture "beautiful" Huahahahhaha

I can't say cacat love or hati. and the arrow bengkok already... actually is not my camera's fault.

If i bet this picture for RM1000, I think got people attend to my auction... This is not Gay, this is enjoying a transparent wine... see it? see it again...... ^_^

Hui.... Caudia, who gave me the Doraemon de person! ... Talkactive, funny, funniest, funniestest. I'm the one who taught her badminton o... but we lose de la... (next time we tag team lagi!)

Huiyo... Wua... All is/was/were/will be terence's shoes, god need wear shoes one... and many style of shoes lagi tu! Huahaha....

Is good to be with them, although sometime got conflict or always gossip, we still are good friends, "actually not only in this post is our good friend la, tiada di post sini punya also good friend" if u you to get a high score in examination, go terence house... bring money and cloth, burn it... terence will bless u high score one...... muahahahha

Thx God for all He had've done

My college life's some part of shadow

2008-04-14T11:28:00.000-07:00

This girl, Felicia, is our B.A admin fashion model "to me" because she is the only one always make-up nicely and sometimes "too" nicely to school... i wonder how she look when she without make-up, I totally forgot her face last time when we are certificate liao...

Except terence, this is also a god for male, called Ah hin. I really dunno how can he understand and plus up "hafal" all the article, he properly is the latest come out from exam hall de person. Cause he said " Mana tau you can find and remember the answer in last minutes?"

Mr. Tsen, reliefing... because we're in pressure for his Test.. haha joke... Good lecturer, Good expression and delivering in teaching.

This is rou wen.. she said this picture not bad... "actually she want to delete" if small size is quite pretty la... try enlarge this picture.. u will find rou wen not pretty punya face.. HUAHAHAHA Sabotage...

HAHAHHAHAHAH.. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA..... actually this is second shot from me... the first one she deleted liao, but, 春风吹又生。。。

Exam need rest de.... revision need rest too.. apa pun boleh... Malaysia boleh.....

I like to have my meal in here... although is bad design enviroment, and food quite "normal" but the price is cheap and drink also cheap ba...!
Ops..this is ronald...

I can't even think to learn how ah Fyn bend her lips like that.. how? and what is the meaning by that?

Ayer... meeting meeting meeting... ish....! "charlotte"

Olivia! but charlotte seem like so confident to something else e! see!!!

Jacqueline... the singer, at RTM... but she look like moody and un-energictic today.. hahaha. will be past...

Can you see our college-life is so simply but content many meaningful memorble stuff or expericence. Lesser Competative. Compare to kl branch... I think i cannot shot these kind of camera... cause, ... don't have the chance to have these friends. I believe this is a God plan for me to stay at Sabah branch. Too love me ba.

Did you ask me? "why just few male one?"

tell you the answer... cause i handsome... -_- hehehe... joke.... aya.. because male all study hard at the back of classroom la~ when habis test, all back home la, play game la~ hahaha..... but Ah hin not same la... :P

Practice worship team, Geng zhou. But kena complain

2008-04-14T11:05:00.000-07:00

The opening Body Language from Clement....... HAHAHAHAHA

Grace, Pianist... macam ada... is a slow-face person.. hahahhaha don't see she macam tiada, actually she want also have...

Bassist... 412 potiental leader and bassist.

Grace punya sister, Hannah, play Keyboard one "sequenzer" Grade 8, if you come GCC every sunday, u can see her every time on stage play keyboard one...

Jowene, potiental dancer, musician, ttss student... damn love music. Quite pretty right? haha

Huiyo... macam so geng zhao e....

All All vocal and worship lead in here... no male right? because all absent for business...

Ken Joseph, if you have problem for seeing far place, you will also no problem to see him on stage every sunday... on stage he is the biggest body one... hehehe

Uiyo.................... guan tian~~~~~~~~~~
Huiyo......... 背叛

erm... just want to show to u all our guitar and piano and vocals' song sheets. from book de

Starring? hahaha....

How can a camera man kena shot by camera leh? hm....... Shirley fault.

Uiyo.. clement yee...............

Guitarist... play go rhythm sometimes lead... name Alex

Our On stage PA system.... nice right.. hope can fully use it.

Guitarist lead. Gaddrick, play guitar no need see guitar de.... cause too Suk liao...

Our GCC worship team always got practice for new song or practice some un-comform songs one... is quite good for all musician and worship lead gather to have a practice! To raise up the standard together with spiritual life... How is our spiritual level, so as well as our technical skill too. We need to raise up our inside, and together with outside... We strictly not encourage for Solo working all the time. Practice all about serving God, lead people toward God's presence!

Holy Holy... so Holy.... Holy song.. Holy Himms... Holy ppl " Wake la u .. come hear what we play"

Jamming.... Sunday 1:30pm april 13th

2008-04-14T10:49:00.000-07:00

So long time tiada jamming liao, today... 13th, wilson orgazine and date us go to RAM damai for a jamming period... Fuiyo...! nice yea~ RM75... hm... is ok for two month one time...
Who ada pigi?

Wilson.. Vocal and guitarist, lead.

HahahhahaHAhahahhahaha..... who is the girl~?

The drummer, Zhi Yong... "yea... 背叛" ... but kelvin said.. "yea... 变态"

Neh....... Terrence Tar College got attend too!

Bassist, Ronald... He only move his finger in each bar only...

Tyler... vocal, Sayang tiada jam "through it all"

Yong soi ar? erm.. is ok la...

Ada pattern o ..... the bass guitar is from RAM de

Overall, shot from outside PA corner...
Wilson.. the vocal, almost all song sang by him... nice one!

This girl... imagine a "god" from TARC, play squenzer when jam.. how could it be !

Where am i ? haaha.. actually i dun have shot myself la!
I love the drumset and the snare in RAM, nice quality! but RM75... erm... hahaha
Hope can find a cheaper and good quality place for us to jam la~
I think if this is the first time we jammed, must be got second time one, so, who want to join? call wilson or ronald or tell me la...
"Hope terence tar college can join us next round"

Jam for God!

After Services.. huahahaha

2008-04-14T10:33:00.000-07:00

september 9th, so called Jiu yue Jiu kedai...
Now don't know why we seldom go zhi zer kedai already.... maybe is near ?? or auntie is pretty?

Laksa cah sao sao lou mee... this not paid by me, but by guan tian goh goh... I owed you

This shoes ikut me almost one year... what for? this is a drum shoes... for serving drum only... this shoes is cheap and fair... is not a formal shoes, yet good to serve drum with it. Nice sofa inside also~ ahhahahahaa

Last time punya rong rong is not same as now .... Watch too many idol taiwan movie.

Jordan, a passion believer, I more like his hair now, last time that one too messy... maybe i dunno how to admire the style ba.. messy one

I actual focus on him one... but dunno they camera focus the 100plus.. ahaha but also quite yea la

Terrence, this guy is the one you want to meet... i think picture not like wang li hong la.. better meet him face by face....

Ui?~ jordan again???

A beautiful smile, look like tambah gaji liao.. this is guan tian...

Illusion, but not so real la... cause the space not allow me to make it nice. just for Fun la... Ah Khen look like teacher marry to big shark that ah gua.

Is nice to have a good drink with them after service.... through this i realized routine job wasn't monotony at all, come join us, sunday sermon, not must a christian also can!

My first Samsung~ Present to you...

2008-04-14T10:24:00.001-07:00

I would like to intro to you guys that I just purchased a Samsung Camera which cost me only RM580 when I'm at KL, to somebody may feel that is expensive, but to somebody might judge it quite good and fair for the price.
Model: Samsung L730 "Black"

Hello, at LCCT or KLIA, going back home town, my heaven...

Don't know my dad why keep cool... maybe he lost many money at genting... "i didn't went to genting"

You guys play temporary tatto? how much? .. mine one no need money de... :P

Airasia, proud of it, good flight for "economy"

My dad still keep cool... lose money like that one meh???

I purchase camera not for syok or too many money, i purchased it because this is my plan for so long time, i will take much and capture much that i can capture... post to my blog! hehe

God are doing something good.

Nothing...

2008-03-30T09:59:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I felt that I so strong, and so good in all sector..
that is the happiest moment truly...

but sometimes is the most worst moment when some bad report had made, or bad things come over...

When I felth that I'm nothing through many good or bad experience..
even if One day i'm a rich man,.,, i also might feel that I'm still nothing...

God die for us... what we can die for him...
we are nothing.... nothing....
He die for not only our body... but also our soul and spirit....
Without Him, I can not imagine how will it be.... "now"

Nothing, but humble to Him....
Completely to Him... that's is the way we can show our thankful and touch to Him...
God thx you for merciful...

You are my sun shine.. always make me happy.. when i'm alone...
You are the one....
I must be humble... in order to show that I'm a human being.... a touchable and reasonable rasionalisme human being....
thx God.... I love you... more then I can do, please show me how to love You more..

你为什么而死？

2008-03-21T11:24:00.000-07:00

我的朋友，如果你说你要独立，自由，不要给管到太严。
你对了，我也是。
我不喜欢人来引导我，讲我。。。
我想你心身处也是酱的声音。
你是对的，没有错。

但是，我保证你少了一个我有的东西。
那就是，你的 @“独立，自由，不要给管到太严”@ 的终点是什么？
你到底为什么而死？我说的是现在，不是改天才讲。

若你要自由，独立，方便，喜欢，直到死的话，我保证你死时闭不上你的眼。
“死不瞑目”

我们一定要为一件事儿死，若不是的话，我们真的生来不懂为什么。

想。。。
你为什么而死？没有。。。
我介绍给你。
你可以为耶稣而死，

因为他就是 "独立，自由，不要给管到太严" 的答案。

Jesus, I pray that person who don't see his/her future, they need you now...
I pray God you save them... their soul... free them... just like you did to me.
I pray God who else have the heart for you, please proceed to his/her heart, dwell in them.
I pray God please let them know you are the one that can die for... no regret.
I pray that God please hear their voice in their heart, when they are whispering "actually i need you, Jesus" Please immediately proceed to their heart, collapse their mindset, their yorks...

Thx you, Jesus

The I Heart Revolution - Hillsong United !!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-03-21T11:11:00.000-07:00

Hillsong Released!!!! hahaha... yea! I love Hillsong!!!

Actually why I so happy when they published a album ya..
i think because i love their flow.. their sound system... musical arrangement and their message!

when I hear their songs... my heart will be strut up and think what can I do for God, such like them.
Quiet Good! Quite Good!

and my Drum technic and flow also come from them!
No hillsong... maybe now i'm playing Joshua style already... -_- sorry for telling that.. fact...

Thx God!!! I learn many things via them... their music... their spirit... their message!

All for God... I happy because I can serve God not always the same!
^_^

Post for Syok... but dun get shock...

2008-03-07T07:18:00.000-08:00

Yea........ so upperstar...................

This one i really need to talk more about... I recognize that all pastor will have the same kind of smile when taking pic... and also the pastor's teeth must come out... and the body style must bengkok 30' degree... hehehe...
I think I'm not suit la.. cause my teeth not so tidy ... and i dun wear court... hehehe....

my head's hair .. before and after....

2008-03-07T02:35:00.000-08:00

This is before i go Haircut... need to inform that, i quite hate and weird.. why my hair beside grow faster then my upper hair... but when after haircut.. more relief... hahahaha

Present to you, my hair cut , JazzWong the haircutlist.. hehehe
I high light a little bit.. and dye all hair...
Gold kua... Blond Kua.. dunno what colour the SI FU help me dye...

To influence all the non-christian......

AMEN

fear factor "Long Lamp"

2008-02-29T09:07:00.000-08:00

Actually no light make me so uncomfortable... Yesterday and Big yesterday already make me so unconcentrate liao... is worst if no light...
So, after mum scolding... ngam cham... what what....
I decided to change the long lamp with dangerously...
No ladder for me...

How dangerous am I ... hm... hard to explain...
Just see below.. ^_^ enjoy... a good test...

So many lamp I took...

Victory!!!

The problem is the starter.. not the lamp...

Circus...
This make my bed dirty...

Finally.....

Yea!

Devotion 耶力米书 14: 8-9

2008-02-28T23:01:00.000-08:00

That's weird that all around my friends are facing some problem and also trouble...

Since I know Jesus, I feel that, in a year, must have a training session and also been attack by bad circumstance... "evil spirit"

Many ppl faced accident, lost relationship, unforgiveness, burden no matter from outside pressure or inner pressure..
To me, i also faced something unsmooth, Hope I still can hold on to God...
In my mind, Training ground is good to me although is so "辛苦".

I believe in God, Still I trust in/on Him.
but sometimes although I believe Him, but my "human mental" still will prompt some confliction and blamess to Him, because this is emotion that God gave.

In bible verse 8-9
"You are Israel's only hope, you are the one who saves us from disaster. Why are you like a stranger in our land, like a traveler who stays for only one night? WHy are you like someone taken by suprise, like a soldier powerless to help?"

This is burden and pressure, the respond of man when facing problem...
but, if I really have the heart of God.. I will say this as bible continue...
"Surely, Lord, you are with us! We are your people; do not abondan us."

This is not only Obedience... but over it.

I believe that, if I conquer or past my problem... I manage to step up another level of faith again.
For Him, what I also can patient... my future decision too.

I hope that God comfort my unreasonable loneliness... unreasonable blamess.
I think maybe now I'm in holiday, cant do part time...
so I keep blame myself, Useless.... such like my parent said.
Always stay at home, hand phone or computer... follow-up .... sleep........ like that....

Is not good to have a long holiday really... Hope that God, show me who am I in You.
God do with His purpose and time, can't complaint anything.

Prayer: You are the one I need, although something falls on, keep decreasing, all people are facing maybe worster then me... I Pray, You still the one I desire to met. All things will be gone, except You, I hope God just let me carry Your peace that's all... In Your peace I found path and method or brave to face my york, I declare, You are the one I need. In coolest Jesus name, Amen.

"Self-control are useless... just express it out rather then next time."

Don't know want to cry or laugh.....

2008-02-26T09:02:00.001-08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D4a1z7NLnNk
had a bad day at office... < quite sad and, hilarious

Differentiate between "alive" and "move forward"

2008-02-26T06:17:00.001-08:00

Today I learn something from the Hillsong Conference through watching YOUTUBE...
Is really impacting although it only allow me to spend 12 mins for listening to the preaching and also praise and worship....

Brain "Bryan" Houstan/Houston as a Senior Pastor at Hillsong Church, preached that

Some Ministry do all things completely and successful for keeping alive which father gave. "Heritage"

But Some Ministry do things unpredictable to inheritage from father...

Is quiet good to allow me learn this principle not only in family but in Kingdom of God.
I need to move on and forward not because keeping alive...
But because for heritage.
Meaning "keep growing, Keep multiplying..."
"Do the way that over your father or the technic of your father"

I don't want to holding... I want to keep multiplying with unpredictable..
Hillsong Pastor said that... "Leaders, or all involve in church's ministry, I challenge you to believe in unpredictable more then predictable"
I do...... I receive the challenge based on my God... He is strong.

Differentiate... ALive and Move Forward...
Move forward/on, upper...

Keep alive, Downard.....

God, I pray that not only me but my 412PWR can have the principle like this...

I pray to God, although we attacked by evil spirit, but we will be fearless...

cause we believe our "inside" bigger than "outside". I hold on to Your principle... no one can shut off my love to you... no body else...

God, let's 412 be the one that receive your heritage... keep moving on, not keep alive! I pray to God all among the youth in KK, will raise up and hold on to your heritage and keep moving on.

Your abundace... Your scarifice... Your Glory.. may it shine upon my face, and 412.

In Jesus name, Amen

Devotion

2008-02-25T01:29:00.000-08:00

Today I learn something new about relationship.. Huiyo.. nice one..

Proverb 5:15-19

Here mention love your wife...
it said that "you need to drink your own well, not others..."
"your well must not share by others..."
"don't dare to share with others as well..."

I found that bible also talking about factor of "jealous"

I hope that I will not share my well with others.... never...
I pray that My well won't share my others with Tou Tou Mo Mo too!
I hope that my well is belongs only me, no others.....

Is quite ashame if my "another" is not serious and always want to do something to let me focus on her... is quite immature! Is also quite guilty if my "another" too open minded and can have whatever activities she want to with others....

I hope I also won't be like that.... I pray that I able to control myself no matter what situation is, and when I'm out station or girl are trying to pancing me......
God, let me be a "one woman man".

Is still important for me about "faithful", "Obedience", and "委身".
I really care about this three even if my "another" don't...

God, I pray that I can have a good "another" and I will let You to lead me and my "another" towards Your will... I believe that if I control myself... not you, I wont able to have a great time and no time to serve you definitely. God, please open my eyes, heart and ears...
In Jesus name, Amen

-Diving Course-

2008-02-21T02:16:00.000-08:00

For your information, I had complete my Diving course P.A.D.I
yea!!!!!!!!!!

Is actually a quite fun and challenge stuff to me...
And the worst moment and difficult time was in class room for 8.30am - 5.00pm
wow................ quite monotony and also fun la, learn some new stuff to me!

My instructor for teaching us dive called "Jason Oh"
Student: 1. Zavier Tiam 2. Ivy Tiam 3. Australian
Totally 3 student only..

Heard my sister said he is the best instructor at the company and also stay at sipadan about 5 years... Wow... fame...

ok, First day for theory was over.
Second day, we go Pulau Sapi for a dive, practical o !

We learnt how to recover our regulator into our mouth.
We learnt how to move out the water in our diving google...
We learnt how the two method we find our regulator if drop...
We leant how to pasang our gear and wet suit...
We learnt how to record our dive log...
We learnt how to swim to 100-200m and floating 6-10mins...
We learnt how to balance the buoyancy...
We learnt how to help buddy with alternate air source! < quite fun and challenge.
We learnt how to blow our bc manually!
We learnt how to remove our Gear and Bc... and close the scuba tank.... and also wear.
We learnt how to wear our gear and bc all stuff on surface...
We learnt how to remove and wear back our gear under the sea....

Third day, We go pulau manutik for a Open water dive!
Why? cause we too fast learnt finish... hahahaha

Actually saw so many fishes... and those weird "worm" beautiful
The sea was good, and visibility was quite okok...

Instructor always encourage us and telling us we are fast learner...
Phew.. i though i'm the slow learner... :)

So! in the end.. i got my Padi Diver Certification for 90days, after 90days, company will send me a Original! yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can go around the world to dive lo!!!!!! hahaha....
Is damn tired...
damn tired.. when back... slept almost die...

So! If somebody u know how to dive, contact me go dive with u !
If somebody u want to learn DIVE, contact me or terus go WisMa Sabah - "SABAH DIVERS"
recommended this school to u ... is good and kindly! Yea!!!

K! Pray to God that you know God when u dive.. the creator....

I have a testimonial....

2008-02-17T07:19:00.000-08:00

My hair, hahahaha
Call of Duty 4 modern warfare............... wow.. a good "one man" game... i one day habis the story mode.. hahahaha

Today Sunday Sermon ...
After Sermon Service, and I went to help my members to apply the course...
So, I got into my car and took out my wallet for the application's fee...
ok, I done all my tasks...
And I went to took a cup of Teh-C for drink, then went for revaluation 412pwr...
-climax-

After revaluation, I recognized that, i lost my wallet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Keep watching my friend... "which stupid play with me again!?, which one dare to keep my wallet again~!?"
Ask and spot check or touch body... all i done it, But seems like no chance allow me to find my wallet...
#Rush Hour and Man Zhang#
Holy Spirit told me, 常常祷告，耐心等候，不管环境如何.
So I went to have a drink with my churchmate. Finally ordered a cup of Nestum...
Then I keep going back to my car for a check again...
Still the same...
wait until English sermon finish.. that time was 12.30pm, I went back to church and find Vivian jie lagi... but she didnt know my wallet... is ok... I keep waiting God's miracle...

Find Find Find... my heart semakin scare and feel independent... Because if I lost my wallet, all my IC, Driving license, student car and those important private things ALL GONE!

At the time, in the end... when I go toilet for pass motion "perak"... then I pray...

God, please give back my wallet, I'm nothing now, I just want you, your action... I do nothing now... I found all the corridor, car and refreshment site... no chance... God, I hope a last chance... please let someone call me that my wallet is on their hand... "Prayer from My heart"

Because of 2.00pm I have an audition for Drummers...
So i decided go back to Car to have a nap... with faith and hope..
when I walk until the trademark 荣耀.
A incoming calling... My heart felt something, I told God, please... I hope God you answer me.
When I received it, A auntie told me

Erm... Are You "Zavier Tiam what what?, your wallet in our hand... a uncle took it already..."

This woman, i totally dunno one... how she know my hp number...
I believe it was a miracle from God... my wallet tiada hp number one...
And now the wallet at Andrew the worship leader's hand there...
Totally Praise God... Praise Him.... for everything.
My heart seems like, "God, you answer already"

My heart felt happy and felt excited. Cause God, did it.

Glorify to God... no one else can higher then Him.
God will answer, at the right moment...right time... right atmosphere.
problem is you.

Family... Ivy Tiam in the house...

2008-02-15T10:02:00.000-08:00

Red Red... Hong Yun Dang Tou... like faked one.. edited...

Tiam Song

Ivy Tiam... Joggy

Me, Zavier Tiam... Ivy...

Mummy.. chiew Ngoh... Lion....

Slyvia Tiam...

Jessie Tiam... :)

Devotion

2008-02-15T09:29:00.000-08:00

To show you, the effective of Prayer... lead us encouter and won the Abundance.

Matthew 6: 5-7

Don't Pray just like the way they do... ... hyprocritz

God is hope, He gave us hope always... Fulfilled Our need... No matter how when and what...

He gave us even we don't pray for it...

When we ask for a right things, He will give us what we pray...

Don't forget, this is a grace from God...

Not from human... "if we consider "prayer" just only to let people see, or this traditional movement actually start from human yet not the grace of God... you will be in trouble..."

We pray without formal way, We pray without pen, We pray without scarifices....

this is grace.... To all christian or non-christian... please Pray.

God passion for us to "talk" to him, discuss and negotiate with Him...

please Pray... when we walk, drive, work, study, sleep, eat, emotioning, anger......etc x 100

Please speak in tongue more then your mum scold you...

Please Pray in tongue more then you go to toilet...

pray... I also keep reminding myself, Pray, although I look like desperated... Pray, although I'm in well situation...

God, please pour down your mercy, reaching our head til the feet, From feet til head, from head PK to our heart... Let us know what is Pray actually...

Please forgive me, I don't talk with you when I'm talking with you, Please forgive my rubbish word to You... Please Forgive me when I pray for you cause Emptiness....

God, your scarifice buy my soul, bought my spirit... please forgive me for immature naive to You.

Please let us Pray 24jam. In proper way, or casual way...

We talk to friend when we pray...

We talk to phone when we pray...

We eat when we pray...

We pray... when we dieing or cousion dead.

We pray God...

Praise the Lord...

Present to you, Chinese red new year...

2008-02-15T01:50:00.001-08:00

Happy Chinese New Year...
Thx for Browsing my blog ^_^ Enjoy...
This is my moment with some my 412 Dynamic member, All come my house not only Pai Nian, yet they also guess some chinese word only for a angpau... hai.. so materialistic right? hahaha.. Joke la... for Fun only... ^_^ so happy... and good moment for me...

This is my Sister's Boyfriend... Called "Simon" Quiet Famous i think around KK...
OK.. Have a Good blessed new year...

This is my naugthy Sister-in-law's husband... I can't imagine how will his two sons going to be or act... -_-.. but I love his humor... :P

God is the door of abundance.. do you believe it? ...believe it...

My parent + My 412 half dynamic = Boom half my family...

My coolest father in the world... My pride and my proud.. Although He is old, but you don't pulling his leg, he will give you eat crab hand...

The altar I called it... Quiet good picture, People gathering not only for Fun, but also for Praise Him. The altar, is the not only the way to praise Him o!!! ^_^

Auntie... not.. is suk xing jie jie, hahhaha... A tai Jia incharge in 412 Dynamic transportation.. ^_^ If you want to come, but no car or bicycle... call Her... 0168816130 She also one of logos.

Ah Khen.. yer.... magic spec o .. ^_^ Tu LA many complain there!!! MAIN KAMU!

HAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHHA..HAHAHAHHAHAHA.... This wasn't the effect of PhotoShop CS3. IT is real man... He who the one lose the game when we playing poker card.. ^_^ me samuel ivy and ivy tiam, the one liang zai is Zhi Yong.. :P

Ah Khen, his name... look like a Msia Star... hahaha... to me ok la... :P

Actually she is niu niu, not from africa... cause taiwan so cold.. here sabah sun burn ba.. so ... hm... patient patient la... ^_^

Niu Niu got the prizex~~~ yeah... but her brother excluded in this photo.. :P

This Photo took when in the midnight moment... My father was the Bugi, and he play "12 words" with my family... it's damn funny man... Hahahhahaha

Nah.,. this baru la.. Mike won the prizex... but my mother look like treat it nothing... :)

When they Brain storming.. and complaining.. especially the Si Msia Star...

This was not photographer problem... This call Blur, such like people said this picture got ghost. what the....

Guan Tian, from Band of Beyond hongkong.. 1990 something... He finally come back.. 0_0... Chinese new year like that WONG meh.....

Wua... BU DE LIAO A!!!!!!!!!!!!! MOON GIRL also won the prizex.. kekeke... this girl quiet pretty and also high quality and high AMP hahaha... she called "Grace" tell me if you interest on Her... ^_^

Stephen King's film... the crowd.... hahaha.. joke... i want to express is... He is a good singer, won the first prize in GCC singing contest!

Actually, Is quiet good to celer8 chinese new year together happily... hm, espeacially my family, wow so good la, and so gap together, smile, chot, talk, and play too... Thx God for giving me a changed family, try to think back my family last time, now I very apperciate God's work... and God also blessed me many and much to my family as well. But I prefer and God also provided, not family financial, not family education or goodwill, I prefer and God provided me is "family".

^_^ I hope you guyz having a great chinese new year too...

God heard my pray... My account maybank also raise saving too! ^_^... my target stepover to 45%. This is what I encounter.. hoow about you? ^_^ HOOOWW about u ?

Come to know God... He will provide, heal, and bless more as well... ^_^

-end- wait for esther pic... ^_^

My chinese New Year... Devotion.

2008-02-12T22:44:00.000-08:00

psalms 19:1
Here talks about All the world Praise God.

Psalms 20: 1-6
Here talks about How God treat and How His mighty hand save us when we are in temptation.
And People of God can be stand up and run still with God's words and also God's promises....

My chinese new year, very busy for visiting my churchmates house and also my friend or my mum's friend. Called "Bai Nian"

is Good to have a great time to be with my friend, some I not seen for long time.
Important is, my sister from england finally in the house! HAhahaha...
ok, back to the topic

I encounter gambling situation, rude word situation, or Pai Pai situation...
wow... that situation let my eyes bigger then ever, Many people still tempted in this activites.
My heart so "酸", i though those "lion-dance" semakin tiada sudah, mean that those "activites" also will semakin tiada~。
but that was wrong, the activites still hold on...
I thx God that I already 麻木 for those activities already.

Although my sister inviting me play just for a small gambling, yet I rejected it, Thx God, Hallelujah. I dun feel something pulling me go to gambling anymore. That's a powerful testimonial after accepted Jesus!

So, how God save us and transform us from temptation to "Ma Mu" hehehhee...
that's a intangible teaching when we stick to the words of God.
Really Geng..... Thx God

I encourage those who still have in "interest" to gamble or play small small...
let us be the salt and light, stop it with God words, I suggest we give the offering to our God rather than lose in the end of gamble. make Sense? do something that reward and meaningful.

what I gamble, only my soul, I bet my spirit&soul to Jesus for fighting the Evil Spirit. That's all.. LOL
Jesus controlled my spirit&soul forever!!!

Pray that, the rubbish of chinese traditional activites can be throw away layer by layer.
Let them come out from the circle! GOD SAVE THEM!!!!!! may Your right hand save us!
God, You're the one "bugi" Happy chinese new year

Devotion 18

2008-01-27T23:03:00.000-08:00

Psalms 18

This chapter is all about the crying out of BUSINESSMAN
hahaha... got conflict la.. got mercy a...... got fight back also! hahahaha

Businessman who follow christ... is different compare with other businessman...
I believe that if only the businessman is truly follow christ..
I truly believe......

狮王

2008-01-21T18:55:00.001-08:00

什么东西？

诗篇 16：7，11 "Conversation"

2008-01-21T18:21:00.000-08:00

我的心在夜间也劝戒我

你必把生命的路指引我
在你面前有满足的喜乐

In these verses, some word prompt out just like high light to me when I devotion at mid night 1.00am. I always have the same encounter just like the first chinese word i typed at this post.
My heart, guide and purify me in the night.
Tidak dapat dinafikan, most of the people when lay at the bed, 10min can arrive their dreamland compulsory... HAHAHAHHA

God's word always come out my mind when I lay down at bed, His word just like undirectly and the word also wont directly show me. His said to be before, He understand, He is leading me although I'm under pressure and addicted something. He lead me and open path. He lead me and comfort me.
And finally what He said to me, "Son, just don't forget "talk" to me, I will try my best to let you see My blue-print in your life. No matter what you're now, just don't forget talk to Me, My love to you more then your love to Me."
I believe these sentence content huge of verses in bible. So weird huh...... :P
I like to talk to God, because what I receive in realms life, only that moment I can let Him fliter all my stuff that I had learnt. Can be accept or not those principle...

Sometimes, may took 1 hour to "stop" the conversation.
Sometimes, talk until I can't make it, fall asleep~ HAHAHAHHA
Need to inform you guys, Talk to God not important for "In Jesus Name,Amen"
Some people will scare if they make a PRAYER then tiada say "In Jesus Name, Amen"
hahaha... actually quite fine.
Maybe I talk with God more already, Suk liao ba... no need kua...
I usually say this word when in gathering and in cels group, because we are building others' life.
If need private life, hm... I cannot say this word la...sorry for that...
cause I 24jam on-air with Him de e... how??? don't blame please..

In God, no matter infront of Him, left, right, or behind... You can find His fulfillment in you, and Joy, Hope, Faith.
So what mean by 在你的右手中有永远的福乐。
Is that mean His right hand only got Abundance Joy?!
Ok, Holy Spirit told me for me, this is means "authority"
People got authority in hands usually so so garang and cool one.
In God's hand although He create the authority, but the authority with Joy and Merciful.
Who got this kind of authority except those Follower of Jesus?

SO, how about left hand?
I don't want be sian ka... hahaha... HOlY spiRit also belum tell me eh...
Maybe His left hand holding our hands? :P

k la... God I know You know, and Understand. All in you, All I commit to you, nothing else.
Talk to you, You pay the bills la.. :P Nice shepard... guide my life let me know Your voice, so I may follow the way You set. AMEN!

Hear I Am To Worship...

2008-01-18T05:44:00.000-08:00

Hear I Am To Worship - Sonic Flood
I could sing of your love forever - Sonic Flood

Hey.. this both song quite quite nice e!!! so so good...
so I will send to all my friends... hm... but some cannot la..
cause when i online, he/she dun online.... time problem... : /
ok la.....
just want to talk about this two songs..... ^_^

Devotion "for you"

2008-01-18T05:31:00.000-08:00

Pslams 9:20

For you, to know.....
verse 20 > Jeehovah, please let them awake and fear, let all the nations realize they just a "HUMAN".

this is my translate from chinese to english la...

God know we are human, but many human think they are "god" or "saint" or "magician"
I can only use suckz, and no other rude word only...

Bastard are always consider themself a human that intelligient then God...
not Pastor.. is Bastard.... ok?
hahahaha... please read carefully...

Let God be the one who guide us... Our intelligient? hn... i think... humble more important then intelligient man...

To you, although we have pride sometimes, but let us don't have pride against God, please...
and also Don't have pride to somebody, because God "belum" pride to you again...
Pride and Proud is different that I know...
Pride also ownself...
but Proud is because People so you can make good... "mean teamwork"
Let us Proud alwaysly.. ^_^

God love, He is good.. so good. Life is so beautiful that He proud of Us.... ^_^

God, please take my inner and outside pride now... I want your proud on me... I don't want my pride inside me... Give me some lesson that break my pride if can... come on...

Devotion "Proclaim"

2008-01-18T05:22:00.000-08:00

Psalms 9:9-10

verse 9...God always and always is a releaseR
verse10... People who really know God, will depend to Him forever.

Many people treat God always sqaured us into a box. Can't do anything..
that is suckz men......
I really don't Understand, Why should those people talk bad about God but even no encounter Him before?!?!? hm......
I hope to know somebody that Always Ask Me about God and Know God more...
but because of Culture... they think God own their mind path!!!

Criticizing... Laughing.... Scolding..... Doubting....

totally Satan's appearance... hehehe

God release the way I don't know, So how I want to share?
I just can only keep praising God and worship Him.
If ask me to share, I will a...a....a....erm... let me think where to start first....

Because God's grace won't end and let us summarize so so easily...
That's really God God.... hahahhaa....
Depend to Him, no matter what happen... Depend... He will lead, and He understand.... :)

I love you, and who read this post also... I love you and God love you too.. ^_^

Devotion "Unconcentrated"

2008-01-18T05:06:00.000-08:00

约伯记 5:17-27

Today I suppose is read Pslams one...
Maybe illusion problem or tiredness after sport，I suppose flip over to Pslams book.
I read read read...... God talk to me much much more deep to inside my heart.
When I confirm what verse I had read.
It show me 约伯记 5:17-27
weird ya... is that God joke?

This verse talks about God love the person who He will disicpline.
He Dicispline and He Comfort again. 100% likes father, good father.
I feel the kind of "refuge"
God disicpline me and comfort me too.
and God wont dicispline and won't come back to us or dwell in us again.

God love, so He mentor and discipline.
God love, so He beat and cry in heart.

Recently I felt something burden or stress around me, and of course I still hold on to God Tightly. I believe God is everything, failure and victory belongs to Him too.
God show me His word through this chapter.
Even chaos, but I won't get hurt
Even enemy, but you will get well relationship with them.
Even is no water and no life, but He will save me and open the pathway.

Who is my God? my God is your creator.

God, I love you, I hold tight to you whenever whatever.
What can I say? I look like completely protected by You.
Just like a naive child keep smile all days.
But God, that's miracle although You protect me, but You give me wisdom and wise to deal with the world. How great are You. How great, How great......
God, discipline me with love, I will receive your discipline with love too...... ^_^

De Devotion

2008-01-13T08:03:00.000-08:00

Pslams 8: 3-4

Hm, this is second i type this post. :(
Because of click wrong something.. AR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok, summary..

God is the one who create World... and please don't think God is only squared by christian in a church only. God can do everything so that He called "God", if He just responsible to something that's called "god" God and god is totally far different!

Although God is great and awesome, yet He love us.
Somebody don't believe God love everyone.
Actually God love everyone, problem was how you think your problem big and effect God don't love you. Make sense ya!?

And God still remains the love in us, no matter we are chrisTian or non-ChrisTian.
God is wonderful. And He is the creator.
In this verse He make me humble but not "Zhi Bie"
Proud but not Pride..
Because this verse mention
God create , but He still care for us.
How proud it is, and how small we are,
God create the world.
Imagine if you watch God creating something, and He is creating Star and Sky.
If think we will shutup and nothing to say.
We are ok to create something and show our knowledge how good we are.
But remember, don't ever challenge God and "thought" conflication in Him.
I think God will show us we our researched.
Alpha and Omega, and Mathematics Science.
Many Scientist and Research actually believe in God in the "end"

I pray that God, please Remove our blocks and yorks in our heart that anti you. No matter in our principle, and our task. We believe You is the one call impossible to become possible...
God, let them receive Your love. And let them know You is the God, not god.
Let all religious mindset including Tradisional Church that believe you be smash again and rebuild to know Your freedom that given!
In Jesus name I pray, Amen...

"Fact is always cruel, Because "Fact" is tangible and controlable, is that mean God is always cruel?" Think yourself.

Devotion 2

2008-01-11T04:02:00.000-08:00

Psalms 7 : 1-3
In my mind, David still doubt to his security and safety although he have God.

I'm so comforted Because God let me know that's OKAY for a moment that I as the christian will doubt my security, my family problem, my education, and my vision.
Maybe God create emotion for us is to express what we are now....
Emotion let us remind what we can hope for when we are in trouble...
God will be the one in my mind, cause I always cry for God when I'm in trouble and moody.
But need to pray to Him one o...... :O

God, I so hope that all problem that you can help me solve it out in one times.
I think God will keep laughing when I ask for it... Mahahahahahahaha

Faith grow when Problem are there... that is truly true...
Although I'm doubt to my security and my education, but in the End I knew that God will raise up my faithfulness to God upon these doubtful I Having now,...
See far... see far... see the God's blue print...........
God, protect me.... no matter how easy or hard.... protect me...... protect me...........
Let your holy spirit fulfill me.....~~

Devotion

2008-01-11T03:33:00.000-08:00

Psalms 6: 1-10

First things... If I yell: "nobody cares me and nobody know my feeling how worst it is."
Actually that's true statement.
Because all people also yelling about this too...
I found out how to solve when I'm in this situation, "actually I'm now in this situation".

This chapter of Psalms, verse 6, talks about 悲叹 cause me tiredness... and the face full of tears and the bed were all wet out.
Actually it is quite hard to live in a "full with" 责备 house.
All the days if stay at home nothing to do, my ears will install so so many word that negative and help me to plan a failure future from my family members' mouth.
Ya lar, I know this is chinese culture.
"I'm useless..." "How to become a human if like that" "Totally give wrong birth" and so on...
It is quite tough to become strong from this kind of family...

But I really really thanks God i knew Him since I was teenager. Thank for everytings.

Actually I feel guilty and unfaithful to God is because when I'm in trough or recession. I never pray to God, what I did is only wait God for help...
That's totally wrong, "if someone who keep wait only, he/she will become a back slided."
Dangerous..

verse 4, that's what I repent to God. PLEASE GOD HOLD BACK AND SAVE ME!!!!!!
God, please forgive me for don't make prayer when I'm in not well condition.
Verse 2
God treat us gracefully not only because we are always strong enough,
but also in the moment we are most dispressed and wicked.

God, you are the way and lighter to my Heart... enlight my Heart again...
I have nothing to say just keep hope and pray to You, please continue Raise up my spirit, let my heart broken to you and have the ability to carry the burden in my life again...
I need you, not others.... In Jesus name, amen

Psalms 5: 6-12 See other and see myself too......

2008-01-07T11:18:00.000-08:00

I extremely hate people who are liar, cheater, and always PLAY "bully" with me unreasonable.
Don't know when I asked God before, love Enemy I can, but how to love? If I get closer to them, they will react the same action to me!!! Is super-disgusting.
Is that God want us walk through the path even there is a fire in front there???

This Psalms which I read give me the "round about" answer eh!!!
Huiyo~~~

Said that, king of David hate them "enemy" too in verse 9.
King of David, also keep complaint, scold and express out what is in his inside.
"Actually madness in us won't be a problem to stop Glorify God e!"

God told me, I'm the human which have a spirit.
I got emotion, mad happy and bored.

But the problem how we deal with our enemy is the problem...
Someone kill, someone cures, someone gossip, and someone "keep it"
To me, I just pray and keep far distance to the person.

KEEP FAR DISTANCE: which means talk but not deep, communicate but not in open heart

God will deal with it, I just keep cover myself to be hurt again.
Then God will truly do something about it.
I also dunno what God will do la, cook ? wash? smashing?

I pray to God that I dun want to be a person that bully people, a liar, or trouble-maker. (verse9)
If someone pray like to get far distance from me, Holy Spirit please revalue my attitude...
I sure dunno when I will get hurt people one. Cause I'm learning too... hm hm.....

God, put your mighty shield on me. I dun wanna get shot........ -_-

Tall Guy

2008-01-06T08:02:00.000-08:00

Not because of region, religious, or face colour problem...
It is because One kingdom culture, One language, One Winning team only
We took the photos with Pastor Jonathan David who from Muar...
He same with me, admit ourself as Warrior of God... Nothing else.

His sermon is clearly give us recognize...
"Sermon is not the most important, Important is how the Sermon's power impact your life and your concept"
"You will be forgot your sermon past two week ago"
Ya... i agree that, but what i have left inside is the impactation only...
that's why i run for God!
Sermon message cannot keep members of church, program and also entretainment...
what keep us ?
Answer: Each other... "coperate, on fire"

Thanks you Pastor Jonathan David,
I will purchase ur sermon for the three days to repeat what ur mouth shouting out Until your return...

THIS pastor make me know what is truly a smart wise christian shall be!
All things chase after this pastor...
I want also!!! Amen to that...

Hope God give me strength and grace to conquer what God and I plan to!
Sai Lang Hey Jesus......
hehehehe ...enjoy ya~

-2008 One Culture One Language One Winning Team-

2008-01-05T08:27:00.001-08:00

This is what we called...... PLANNER!@#%!@$!@!%^!@%!@%!@See how happy am I when I'm doing this planner... How excited am I and how Nice was it........
Just like a person who new in Jail need to capture a photo for registration. Hm... Need to breakaway something already. Jiayou! The Face Expression totally spoiled my image
Let you guys see see, although is opposite, but i cant do anything else... and the mega pixel also sick sack suck la... hehehe, nevermind one la, if the webcam is clear also useless, cause i know you guys dun like Doctor Hand-writing de.. HAHAHAHAHHAA

Actually what I mean for this posted is, we need to plan for vision, without vision, lazy conquer us. So, i admit that i'm the laziest liang zai in this world. So why my face look like terrible sick and look like awake.

Pastor said leader will face some brokenness in this year, I accept this challenge, FOR GOD!
It is quite many plan and vision I set need to achieve, tough man... tsunami is about corner.

Yet, that's the truth how we gonna grow and past it.
One culture, Kingdom culture
One language, the dynamic inside and outside tight us together and run with united.
One winning team, Achievement although not same sector but the right and same heart for God kingdom...

Let praise Jesus! because I will face many difficult problem.
Let praise Him! for what training ground had set to me.
Let adore Him! for what He promised us after grow up with the kingdom principle.

Seek His kingdom and righteousness first then all things will add up more and more until overwhelm to what you actually need and want!

Sai Lang Hey... Jesus
Let take the journey and tight up the shoes and RUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-Zavier-

2008-01-05T02:44:00.001-08:00

Want to share about my hair... this hair haircut by Jazz Wong at citymall..
RM26, his shop cool man... all metal and raw style... second floor near the donut...
hehehe.... come to meet him and let him cut ur hair la.. if u think this haircut ok ok de wua...
hehe.. promoted his shop now.. kekek...
then he said, the gatsby rubble is good ... not must loreal.. hehehe
This is me again... ZAVIER TIAM for u ....
don't dare liang zai or not... just want to spread the Jesus's love with you.

New person in my part "hope so"

2008-01-05T00:57:00.000-08:00

First time She went to have drinks with all churchmate after Sunday Service.....
Because she come from KL, KL culture, so She don't like our talking style, joke, and how we do what we common do.. see her face express.. how enjoy she is.,...
After one hour, she look like passed out, cause bored.. ??? hahaha
Actually she is Lee Ivy.
Zhi Yong asked me: "Jia Her, you Girl Friend a?"
I Answer:" Now is friends, maybe next time you need to call 阿嫂"
kekeke... this girl treat me good la, just hope to spend more time with this girl, get to know her. But is that she easily kena pancing by Me zavier tiam?
This girl I know her since I was young maybe 14-15years old...
So ngam key, what i think she also same like what i thought. Good right?
I remember Me and her got talk phone from 11 until 4am one times.. dunno why la.. keke...
Is good to have her and spend time with her, like find myself, no matter in pingpong table, or chitchat, or badminton... hahahahahahahaha
I hope my leader can agree me to spend more time to know about her la...
Because what i choice, i choice what i can see in future,
i dun simple choice something no future one,
my eyes just like eagles,
i dun want see a fish only... i want to see a bunch huge of salmon in the river.

After Service... keke

2008-01-04T22:53:00.000-08:00

Take your time...
Rong Rong must say:"Si Fan Choong" 死翻虫
This people in the upper pic, look like a good guy and nice boy. guai guai de...
but when u suk with him, you will follow Rong Rong say sambil shuffle... si fan choong..
haha.. joke la, actually his is Chao Ge. "吵歌"

门徒 Protege don't know what Episode it is... see how the center ppl peeping another people. Standing that one don't smoke de... he is the famous roti kedia punya son. try research his pocket infront his stomach, measure how much money in it. Wow...

Nice head/Hair and how he smile... This people so liang zai one... But sayang he always don't make his hair neaty and nicely. I suggest he to make his hair look like "Tuk Su Cai" more suit.. LOL

Actually this picture is modern one, but is Cool to make it back to 1970's kekeke....

this picture captured at damai roti kedai~~~ Zhi Zer's kedai....

Psalms 4 < creativity

2008-01-04T22:24:00.000-08:00

This verses was a worship songs from King David to the Worship Leader.
King David's song so realms, and "so fact"

Most of people will be unfaithful to God. If God don't answer the prayer.
But King David still remain faithful to God. No matter in rush, trouble or forced.
From this verse i learn that worship Song not only write for worship, but also include our desire, our emotion, our problem and our hope serta encouragement for each other...
This chapter 4 totally was a song, but I'm strange for it, how come a worship Song can express such a way.
Maybe next time I can compose a heavy metal genre and the lyrics all look like Chapter 4.

I think David's song was always belongs to personal one. Because too express in individual.
So mean that, we can sing to Our God no matter how good or worst the lyrics is, even no instrument also ok...
This song so hard to analysis it into what gategory la...
Love song? Shout for freedom? Encouragement? or Sad Song?

Song that God want us to sing can encourage us, langsung miracle, song is a powerful weapon to change our concept... So why God created it. ^_^
I love song very much.

This recently day I can't sleep well, but when I read pslams 4:7-8 I been comforted.
So touch and peaceful to me.
It said, God let us sleep well, no matter how stress...
How God let us sleep well?
First we must trust God, belongs to God always.
Although I always not steady, so fear and worry. But is God let me firm.

God, please be my armor always. Because sometimes I'm naugthy and dumb then go someway else that got many bullet shooting. I need you, please always beside me. I know you always beside me, but please let me know you beside me alwaysly... I need your encouragement.
I love you, what I do, I think for You.
In Jesus name. Amen.

Recovery.......

2007-12-26T08:01:00.000-08:00

Hm, this few week i keep asking God, i long time didn't post the devotion to my own blog already, so how? how I face my supervisor? and i felt like no interest to continue this blog for devotion.
But God lead me with His word continuously.

When I felt like dis-encourage, Giving up, unfaithful to God.
God always show His merciful to me, His heart of "never give-up"
His Encouragement, His love especially.

As you know I'm a minister in GCC church, already busy for Xmas activities about 2 month for preparation of Drama, Worship Team and especially my Rap SONG "Chinese, English version"
When I was busy for these stuffs... I so so closed with God, always Pray to God for strength and faithful and cry out loud to God because of stressful...
But after 25th... All gone...
I learn from a mistake, "when I'm in trouble, i need God; when all things go OKay... I don't need God anymore..."

Today, I don't dare how people look at me, Don't care about how many days I didn't post my devotion up to this blog.
I want to tell God, God I want start post my devotion again today.
When just now I asked God, God .... Is that I need to pay all my debts to you? "devotion"

God told me with Psalms 1:1-3
He told me don't walk or do something that evil, but plant your position just like a tree planted beside the river, and the tree never "die"

He teach me about what is Rest that pleased to God.
" You Can Rest, But Please Don't Rest With Do Nothing, Or Useless Thing."
He told me, if I pay my debts "devotion" for past 2-3 weeks... what is the purpose?
I shocked and fully agreed.
God is Good, He is so Good.
He said, start today devotion Only..
Don't be religious.
Religious do based on how they behavior only. "hypocritical"

Ok, I surrender to God, even I so shame, how come a leader that no post devotion to blog but with promise?
God break my "leadership" mind.....
I learn, leader not prefect, leader need God too, Leader need encourage, and Leader Need Rest.

Please God, Tell somebody that just like me, no matter in concept or how they think they are...
God, you not only a boss, but you also a comfortable, you beside us when we need you, you puppet us when we need rest, God, You are the Song that make us rest and sleep like a baby.
God I love you, forgive me that I didn't post my devotion when Xmas session... God thanks you for your merciful, I must want to learn from You!!!!
In Jesus Name, Amen!

I learn to be surrender to God even I can escape with a reasonable Reason to not putting up the devotion into Blog...
Because I don't want to lie my God.

New Web Cam~~~

2007-11-30T08:32:00.000-08:00

This is my New WEb Cam... Huiyo~~~~~~~~~~~ HAHAHA... Just playing around with the fun fliter of the Webcam, quiet nice la~ and the quality also not bad~

Ok.. devotion,

使徒行传 3:1-10

These verses mention Peter healed the person who were unable to walk by his feet.
And the person also known as Begger...

The begger asked Peter for give some money, this situation usually all the begger might do when saw someone pass by.

Peter said in verse 6...
"I don't have money, yet I can give you what I had."
Finally begger was healed by the Jesus name!

Wow, is that Peter so Great and Powerful? Anoited by Jesus and he could healed because he was the disciple of Jesus?
Answer: Yes...
....but how about us?.... aren't we also disciple of Jesus?

Holy spirit told me, about the verse 6...
Peter told the begger that he will give all things that he had, then what he gave was the healing with Jesus name. That exactly what Peter had and give all to the begger.

If I had a sickness of heart-attack and asking people to give me money to keep my life, IF someone tell me that he don't have much money to give but can heal me.
Wow... that's the great blessing from the person who heal me from the sickness of Heart attack.
More than gold, more than what he want to give.

Ok.... Straight forward...
God blessed us, so we can bless other people who need, bless with what we had.
Verse 9-10 talk about all people praise God for the people can walk again.

So imagine if now I can bless all people that What I had, mean all people are praising Jesus...
That's GOOD!!! I WANT TO BLESS PEOPLE, no matter in caring, talking, praying, teaching or else...
Let them praise God for what I bless, not praise me la...

God blessed us not only for us, but other purpose that we hard to recognize! Huahaha...
God is cool man...........

God, I pray that who else beg me for something or ask me for something, let me act like what Peter did, give all You blessed to me. Let them praise you for what they saw and encounter! I'm just a pipe for You! please raise me continous so that all people can praise You for what I had recieved from You and export again.... hehe.. like singapore, entreport.
In Jesus name, amen!

-END-

使徒行传 chapter 1 to chapter 3

2007-11-29T09:17:00.000-08:00

祈求，预备，等候，被充满，行动。

These scripture talk about the disciple gather together to have a prayer cooperately.

1St thing they did, was only keep praying to God
Although they saw Jesus lifted high to heaven, they don't know what to do yet still praying hard to God.

2nd They stand by and wait...
Because of the bad guy Judas, disciples need to choice again a member to become disciple, they quickly assign a people to become the position. Then, they pray and wait.
3rd, Holy spirit came
Holy spirit finally came and fullfil them with the grace of tongue speaking, all outside people were shock to saw that happened.

4th, afther that Peter start to preach
That is amazing that how good when preach with the grace of holy spirit, PETER made 3000 Disciples for Jesus.

Through this scripture I learn that whatever I want to plan someting, I must be pray and stand by then wait for the chance from God appear in his time given.

I knew that if I plan and do something without pray and stand by, I will lost and unsuccess to my destination! I encounter b4. hehehe....

So, God let me confirm and remind my vision again! Is time to pray and stand by!
Once the chance come no matter how many years later, I must can shot the target that I aimed with the grace of God given! "I won't rush for my all works now, for what He said to me."

God, I pray that what I had did that failure, Let it past through me, Please revival me again to walk to your path toward the vision You given to me! Let me pray always in deeply, stand by my appearance and the relationship with you all the time! I know you will call me to action in Your will... , May Your name be lifted high forever! In Jesus name, Amen

-END-

Devotion 使徒行传 1:7-8

2007-11-28T08:40:00.000-08:00

This past few days I attend to the conference meeting "Asia For Jesus", which pastor Jaeson Ma said "This Is Not a Conference, This is The Call of War"

I encounter many things, My vision, and Vision and Some weird Picture through these days.
Just briefly share with you guys, when Pastor Jaeson Ma make a calling to us for receive the anoiting to preach and lead ppl to Jesus through "7 important of a society"
1. Government
2. Business
3. Education
4. Multimedia
5. Family
6. Religious
7. "forget" hehehe...

I asked God, what I can do to you, Then pastor Ma wanted all people at front of him raise our hand toward God, and asked\Receive God's authority.
Weirdly, I received a "Gambling" ship/crusier. I dunno what it is, but I know is about storm-crosser.

Next day, I also saw the roof open heaven with spiritual eyes, heaven sent some "kind like jacket" to some people and included me. I wear it, then nothing else happened, Just keep pray to God for Malaysia.
Then, Pastor Philip then said, got heaven open around the hall, from the heaven, somebody already "Downloaded" the cloth and wear it already. "WOW, I was shock, I though that just my own mentality problem thinking.... "but it is real"
Pastor Philip said, the cloth we received is the cloth of revivalist and anoited.
"Proclaim, I still a human, I'm not GOD"
Today, I still dunno what will happen on me yet, I wear the cloth, I received a SHIP? on my hand.

Thirdly, When i cry out to God for Sabah, God gave me an authority to "OPEN the DOOR" around the society, I Keep shouting
"OPEN THE DOOR! THE LIGHT IS COMING TO Rid Off THE DARKNESS! PLEASE OPEN THE DOOR"
I saw all door like "closed" shop, no one else... all black inside!
I was so sad and so rush, then God told me to Open Door in Jesus Name.
I did it, the Door open with Explose one by one, I saw many people came out from the darkness SHOP. all Naked. All crying, the light rid off the darkness inside the shop... "wat does it mean God?" : /

God, when you want to come?
God said through the bible 使徒行传 1:7-8,
We not only wait, we need to take action, bring among all my friends to know who is Jesus, what Jesus did for us.
That's true, pastor said if we want God come now and make a judgement. I think God are not willing to come, because God love our soul and other dunno Him yet, then God want us to intro to our friends about Him, accept Him.
If i'm Him, I also not willing to come down to earth to make the Judgement.
I wish all my creation which have spirit, ALLLLL belongs back to what i suppose to have it.

God, I don't care what nick or what eyes that people will put on me,
Holyman? Father? Monk? Crazy little Jesus? unsinful Person? Immature? naive?
God, please heal my heart if somebody form a nick to me kind like this.
Forgive them that what they did to your son.

Actually I feel so failure to myself, when somebody actually always scolding rude word when talking to each other, but won't scold rude word in front of me.
IS THAT I'M really A Discipline Teacher? OR A POLICE THAT ALL PEOPLE DUn Dare to near me?

Jesus! I want to be friend with them, i want to be salt and light
YET I DUN WANT BE A BURDEN aND JUDGER TO THEM!!! I'm not You, I'm not good enough to judge. God, let me can communicate to my freind directly, may they can express their emotion, their problem directly when we talking, I want to show how you love me to them! Pray for them too....

God, no matter how loud I cry for my friend, I know You will done it by your time, your will.
God, I just wait for you...

In Jesus Name, Amen

Finally, I post my picture again... wow....

2007-11-27T21:46:00.000-08:00

Nakata?
Jing Zheng Wu?
Pastor Jaeson Ma?

Not, it is me, Zavier Tiam

Devotion 加拉太书 6：1-3 partner

2007-11-23T21:57:00.000-08:00

God spoke to me through this verse that Paul wrote.

We should comfort and help those people who are in trouble or who done a wrong terrible things. Yet, we need to be alert and sensitive to our Heart, because sometimes we may involve or become a victims to them.

We as a body in Christ should help each other to grow in spiritual and also physical. Not help to skip a trouble! (e.g cheat in exam, keep bad secret)

God want me to balance my heart that willing to help people, "dun be YESMAN".

I asked God, What kind of people should I willing to give a hand?

answer at Verse 2 o !!!!!!

Bible said we shall share the burden between me and the other.

Share mean 1/2, respectively and equally.

If somebody wants to take for graded, mean share the burden to me over "1/2"

that's the person shall "Shooo" away.

Oh I See......

God I pray that I can find a friend that can share his/her and my burden, the trust worthy person. I know you always solve my problem and take away my burden, but to prevent my anger in increasing rate. God, I need some partner to accompany me no matter in spiritual or physical, although I feel it is abnormal, but I need it, I admit I'm always got problem in me. God let me found a good partner, no need professional in solving problem, but let him/her be my listener and comforter to able me run the race in fastest speed. God if You think no need, It is Ok. But if You let me have a partner, I will appreciate! ^_^ Thank You.

In Jesus Name, Amen!

-END-

Share your burden to become a normal person. "Prevention of explosion"

诗篇 124：5-6

2007-11-20T06:52:00.000-08:00

流泪撒种，必欢呼收割

God, please show me your way.
Obey actually so hard, now just I tasted it.
SO hard... So SO hard...
God, Your Promise, Your lead. No matter how hard, God, I need concentrate to You.
Not because I want fame or what. Because God, Today is you given to me, without you, where am I.
God I'm sorry to make some worst decision. I never recognise about it.
God please lead me.
SO hurt my heart... I hope I can have the same situation at the time come.
God, for your will, if the situation cannot come that time, I will still worship you My Lord, for you're my Leader, my Life.
Please heal my heart, painful, doubtful, dark, uncomfortable, vomit.
Please comfort me.
I obey you with my tears, I obey you without my thinking, please lead...
even I lost my things, I still obey you My God.
I keep your promise.
Psalm 124:5-6 Tell me when is time to harvest, I'm waiting... waiting....

加拉太书 6: 15-18

2007-11-13T08:46:00.000-08:00

不用割礼了，然后该做什么？
要紧的是做个新造的人！

第十七节那里说道，不被打扰因耶稣的印记在我身上！

原来有耶稣的印记是那么的美好，不必再多想。好好做回人样就好了。
不必烧香拜佛，不必求签等运到。
只要活着也像耶稣就好了。

当我们有耶稣，不管什么问题来到，什么理论，都不必去理会。
只许活着为耶稣，够了！
不管人们如何看,都没关系，笑也是。

我祷告，每个人都会相信耶稣，已相信的都能体会你的同在！
让我的组员能在你光中渐渐的成长！成为他们职业的光和盐。
让我也能影响更多的人，让你荣耀，你的名字给高举！！！
阿们！

殷勤，成功的 99%